목요일, 9월 20, 2012

트래닝

Bosan
Training gcfid. Huhu. Dah berapa kali ulang daa.
Pulak soklan budak2 ne yg dah patut tau. Huhu.
Tak mo ckp byk2 huhu

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Ok tarik blk. Byk benda yg tak tahu upanye. Huhu. Orait

수요일, 9월 19, 2012

Xx

122 missed call huhu. Seram

다짐

Orait. Suppose aku patut merajinkan diri menulis dan mengupdate blog ne. Tp seyes 머리 jammed takala nak menulis huhu. 내 인생 그렇게 재미없나? Entah. Life as usuall. Pegi lab balik lab tido. Ahaha. Lab so far ok. Ada benda2 nak kena tambah. Dan aku target hujung thn abeh smua insyaallah. Keperluan diri ok lengkap dan alhamdulilah aku dah rajin bgn subuh. Hihi. Cuma ke surau tu berat sikit. Oh rite now aku stuck kat kedai mamak bwh ne. Faiz tido mati kunci dr dlm. Huhu. Sambil tggu dayah amel utk ke kl tgk umah fir. Huhu.

금요일, 9월 07, 2012

ringkasan

sarawak

best doh drive bawah 60km/h tanpa di hon atau difollow secara cium buntut atau di flash light oleh penyangak@ pemandu kurang ajar.

Unimas

perh..besar dan cantek tapi luas sangat doh..menapak bbukan satu option tp penyeksaan ahahah
tapi tempat nak jogging sangat best. confirm kurus keding..ahahaha

UKM

Fiatflux settled. tinggal mean + SD and openflux. kalu aku propose try sample yg dah diknock out gene cam maner??? huhuhu

Oral

first timer hahaha..sah2 kena gelak sebab kalut sangat. tp plenary speaker sangat tabik spring...thn depan nak join lagi..nak cite pasal modelling gak can Dr. dr USM tu hahaha


목요일, 8월 30, 2012

raya 2012

Selamat hari raya.

lama dah tak jengok blog nie..tinggal tak bersawang jekan...
alhamdullilah sihat seperti biasa...kerja cam biasa, kawan cam biasa... buah hati cam biasa...errr...btullah tu....ahahaha

puasa enam blum start lagi and not sure bila..ahaha banyak cabaran di bulan syawal nie..ahahaa

jadi...

selamat beraya lagi...ahaha

월요일, 8월 06, 2012

첫째

Trying via phone. 1st time ahaha

수요일, 7월 25, 2012

luna besh

alhamdulillah thn nie ramadhan kembali menyinar.
dan berbukapun tak seperti yg dulu...
alhamdulillah...

tinggal lagi dua sem sebelum final... jadi yosh...insyaAllah

토요일, 6월 23, 2012

Karen Klein



금요일, 6월 08, 2012

luna

lama tak jengah blog nie. been busy wuf life and stufts. good news, gaji dapat naek setelah 4thn kerja...huhu sedihkan...oklahtu naek gakkan...paper pun dah masuk 2 published..alhamdulilah..another one paper from master nak kena published..then untuk phd target 2 papers insyaAllah.

lagi apa nak tulish eh??

next entry kot...

-jgn kalah kepada masalah-

....luna.......

일요일, 12월 04, 2011

lah

went outing to M.P.H @ mahkota pahlwan...ahaha...awesome... barang murah banyak pilihan dan best cuci mata...ahahah

brought few tshirt and cap (yes another cap) ahaha...tried archery for the first time...
went to crystal bay to eat ikan bakar...coasted a fortune but the taste was ok.

tujerkot...

entahlah....

화요일, 11월 15, 2011

berhati

Bismillah hirahmannirrahim...

how come when you're being so carefully and end up crashing people who are totally an idiot and dont care about other???
therefore PLEASE think for other instead of urself!!!


well,
series of seminar bermula....
moh mkn free...


dr tanya ada resulttak untuk PhD????
err...chemicalpun tak order lagi........

월요일, 11월 14, 2011

welcome

Bismillahhirahman nirrahhim....


agak lama tak mencoret kat blog nie..nak tutup sayang as this blog has have witnessed alot of things that happened ...

syukur masih bernafas dimuka bumi nie dgn limpahan dan kurniaan dariNya...
been busy wuf labworks and stuft...
rite now aku masih dlm persediaan untuk convert PhD..insyallah...
tinggal nak publish manuscript jer...
yg first got rejected as the manuscirpt didnt meet the aim of the journal sent.. but hey the reviewes did comment positively and asked to make few adjustment...
2nd paper still pending....harap2 they give positive feedback as I still have many things to learn and know...

last week I think, almost involved in a car accident...luckily the driver was damn good... better watch out next time...ajal dimana2kan....


got relatively tired doing references standard for quantification....deh..tak settle2 lagi...

hmm...

tujerkot..insyaallah next time I'll try to update this blog regularly.....

 

월요일, 10월 24, 2011

pukau

A good friend of mine got robbed at KL central last week while he was drawing his money from ATM machine
Modus operandi sangat simple - pukau.
suspect - Pak arab

So be extreme careful and caution as people nowadays dah takder nilai2 moral....

수요일, 8월 17, 2011

kerja kosong

salam ramadhan semua..
lamer tak berupdate..ahaha

perperlah...

supervisor aku dok cari RA baru
contract setahun, sebulan bayar RM1600
untuk research on microbial metabolomics
ada kemungkinan sambung master

kira tolong aku buat kerja
objective research adalh understanding central carbon metabolism of L.lactis
dan flux analysis
planning focus on amino acids
pathway, aku dah completed untuk L.lactis
tp nak proof whether amino acids adalah dari pyruvate atau casein
jadi approaches guna 13C labeled isotope
guna GCMS and HNMR insyaAllah
no molecular works involved tapi kalu ada basic lagi bagus


GCMS memang dah sedia ada. leh guna sendiri@ run sample sendiri, analysis sendiri = semau sendiri
kira hands on sendiri lah...takdernya nak mengharapkan penolong pegawai sains ke pegawai sains ke pegawai penyelidik yg runkan..

HNMR tak sure pakai kat maner....
btw doing research kat INBIOSIS@ UKM.
ada lab sendiri
INBIOSIS agak jauh juga dari fakulti
jadi memang kena ada kenderaan sendiri

preferable male sebab kerja dgn aku
but female pun leh jer apply
interview dgn superviso aku dulu. then she will decide nak amel atau tak.

student dari chemical engineering, bioinfo, maths, chemistry digalakkan memohon sebab akan kena buat kinetic modeling for the pathway which benda yg aku tak reti...huhuhu

for those who are interested to apply please email
nataqain@ukm.my
ainmuttaqin@yahoo.com


수요일, 7월 06, 2011

amin

mean+RSD% below 10%
lega..
pathway tak gerak2
target before puasa...

amin...

목요일, 6월 23, 2011

Amin

cite aku biasa jer. takder benda yg menarik. manusia biasa bercita besar. berimpak tinggi katanya. InsyaAllah. dunia akupun biasa jer. takder yg extraordinarynya. cuma aku kerap jumpa orang yg terlebih extraordinaryjer kot. apa yg aku merepek nie.

Ya Allah,
tabahkan hatiku ini
permudahkan urusan kami sekeluarga pada hari ini, esok dan seterusnya,

Amin

수요일, 6월 22, 2011

alpa

"bila ilmu tinggi rasa takut pada Allah SWT makin tinggi, bergitu juga rasa kerdilnya diri..."
aku alpa dalam mengejar cita2,
aku alpa bila berdoa
aku alpa bila bersolat....

aku alpa bila mengingati tuhan...

20% umat islam yg solat
5% umat islam yg cukup solat 5 waktu
1% umat islam yg ke masjid atau surau

hmm

금요일, 6월 17, 2011

스물 일곱살


최고 음식!!! 값은 짱!!!


찾기가 어렵지 않고 곳마자 있으까 잘 찾으면 꼭 바로 있을거다..


배행이 탑승하기 전에 잠깐 공항 구경 했었는데 알고 보니 우리나라 공항보다 작더라고...

시꼐 깜빡 나가 바람에 다시 찾아 왔는데...그 자리에서 그대로 두고 있었어... 




멋있어 진짜..


꼭 장난감 같은 사진인데.. 아니다!!! 진짜 건물이다.. 차안내소 찍은 사진이다...

크블카

저 싱글입니다!!! ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

토요일, 5월 28, 2011

jadual

29 - icity jimi kawen...ok tak blei hadiah...adeh
30 - LCMS slot - alifi...adeh...cammaner nak persuade mamat nie kasi aku godek bruker punya software arr??
31 - baru nak menulis leh????
01 - 03 - scientific writing @ PD - waa nak mandi laut...
09 - 2nd sem progress report presentation - siap sedia!!!
12 - 16 - Singapore@ riverview hotel..perh...feeling jadi orang kaya jap....

월요일, 5월 16, 2011

kawan kita

most stalker blog aku ( ada ke??? ahaha) tanya napa post blog aku sentiasa emo??? entah..akupun selalu emo jadi kaupun tulis jerlah yg emo2 kan...ahaha...cam #$#$% jer alasan tukan..ahahah biarlah aku tulis blog nak cite apa yg berlaku kat sekeliling aku pasal aku...dan pasal orang sekililang aku ahaha...jadi nak baca taknak baca silakan...

tadi terbuka pekung didada... amel data kat tempat nie..oh niekan azlan....perhh femes jap aku....ok aku jadi bahan jajaan sebab aku kerasa kepala nak go on with what aku dah usahakan...dan aku selamba cakap brand nie lagi bagus dari nie...ahahaha...ok fine benda free jadi aku tak patut bersuara camtu tu..tp that is my research yg memang aku dah optimized cam nak giler....kalau tak memang aku dah ckp..." ikut jerlah apa operator nak buat" oohh no no..sebab aku bertanggungjawab 100% dgn research aku....ok fine sebab sample aku sensitivity jatuh..ok...dahlah aku mengundur diri jerlah sebab kalau sample aku same camtu takleh run dah...ok...tapi takleh giveuplah....i nak push gak...sebab aku yakin leh buat..insyaAllah...so institute aku dah femes kat tempat nie sebab aku...ok...iklan jap..semau kenal kan...ahahahaah termasuklah aku...sungguh tak pandai cover butl orang2 kat situ kan...

kecik ati??? tak tapi kalu nak hanter smaple lagi leh tak??? ahahaha


tadi sambil melayan teh tarik untuk akli ke dua..terbukalah pekung didada sekali lagi....juga kisah budak2 muda disekeliling aku....mengatakan aku nie perampas gf oranglak....(waa hot stuft btul aku nie asyik di tuduh perampas)....ok aku tak tahu menahu yg aku dijadikan punca pergaduahan antara couple nie...gf dia nie dikatakan mengatal (lebih kuranglah) dgn aku..akupun dok layan...siap ada rakam2 lagi aksi aku dgn gf dia nie......di rakam orleh spy haram...sapa entahlah..kalu aku dapat memang aku rakam balik dia tu..ahaha...

maka bermulalah episode tak bertegur tegurpun ala2 perlu jer....fine kalau ko bermasalah dng HPLC sila buat sendiri...aku dah bersekang mata tolong ko...pastu laki ko buatcam tu nak slaahkan aku....siot ...kalau aku tahu memang aku tak nak tolong ko dah...

tapi pikirkan blaik...budak2 muda....dan aku mengajar dan tolong sebab ikhlas...lagipun gf ko kalau usik machine tu mulalah machine meragam manja...machine tu pompuan jadi nak kat laki jer...setahu aku takderlak aku nak ngorat gf ko tu..aku nak pegang tangan pompuan pun geli dan seram...nie pulak nak bermanja gatal dg gf ko...tolonglah aku huha huhapun ada batasan nie....tak caya tak hot stuft ada aku nak pegang tangan dia masa roller skating.??? sedangkan dia jatuh tergolekpun aku buat donno jer siap lambai2 ahaha....baek aku layan sorang2kan....pusing2...ahahah memang aku tak gentleman...sumpah...

budak2 pompuan laen dlm lab pun...aku leh cakap at straight kat muka diorang. apa pegang2 haram...niepulak nak bertepuk tampar dgn gf ko...adeh....pulak diorang offer minum tak pernahnya aku nak join baek aku layan afiq lagi baek...

adakah muka kau nie muka perampas??? sampai semaupun nak tuduh aku camtu??? bukan sekali dua...butllah kata hot stuft...cuba ko buat perangai kot2 semau leh paham ke...ahahaha...
aku dah tua nak buat perangai...jadi redha jerlah......kan..hamba allah???



before i ended panjang lebar...aku tak hensam mahupun berlagak baek atau pun berlagak tua..sebab aku cumel jer...akupun buat silap dan aku memang dah tua....soklan cepumas daru paun besar..ko dah 27THN this year...jadi...pikir2lah sendiri....

sorrylah kalau post2 aku buat orang terasa..salah aku gi tulis dlm bloglak...cuma aku kecewa jerlah bila orang try being friendly diperlakukan bergitu...sorry

일요일, 5월 15, 2011

Risalah hati

most budak2 yg kau kenal kat area ukm adalah kawan atas kawan..dan secara amnya lagi muda dari aku...orang yg same age dgn aku memang susah kot nak jumpa kat uni nie yelah semau dah abis jadi masing dah kuar buat halu tuju sendiri...

therefore aku berkwan dgn mereka2 nie yg muda2 dari aku ---- tp i look younger that them..ahaha...
dan memasing ada perangai memasing yg sebanyak mungkin mempengaruhi aku..sebagai contoh...
ko tiba beremosi dgn budak2 yg ajak ko kuar secara baek..but then when kawan "LAEN" ko called ..ko cakap cam pijak semuat pun tak MATI!!!...apa kejadahnya perangai tu???

fine ko frustrated dgn life ko tapi kenapa dgn kwan yg ajak kuar ko buat cam "TU"???

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aku dinasihatkan untuk remove sambungan risalah hati sebab kes nie agak berat dah diorangpun dah resolved cara baek....ye aku takut untuk diri kau kot2 kau jadi batu api atau kena serang...sebab blog nie telh ditempek dan di war2kan....jadi sebelum jadi apa2 baek aku remove sambungan yer....

화요일, 4월 19, 2011

lupa

dahlah


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월요일, 4월 18, 2011

cite kamik

my fiber got stuck and pulled away from its holder...damn..about to get results ( good results) poor me...
now have to use HS lorr...

cracking the method using HS...
dush dush...

InsyaAllah things will work fine...

nak beli moto baru ke kete ???

ahaha...
got phone call from beloved mum...
sis got temporary job kat this supermarket...
takder kenderaan..
ok as a good bro..nak berapa..ceh..ahaha

well that is least what I can give...
rasa bersalah sebab dalh lamer tak balik...not that i dont to go back home visit my parents..
cuma the feeling to enjoy the village surrounding dah takder...
current address not the place where i used to grow up...
jd memang takbest langsung...ahaha

alasan takder cuti arr
ahaha


Mael asked if i had told things that he told me to sha sha..
he got fired out by sha sha bout uncool things which supposed to be secret. hmm dia cam menuduh aku jer...
huhu..dah perangai cam pompuan nie..adeh...
and akupun not interested to talk or care about it..
if he pointed out i told sha sha about that things...up to himlah...sebab aku never told about what he said to sha sha...not my thing lah nak jadi btu api nie...

biarlah...
pastu pasal aku tak buat kerjalah...
which pissed me off gaklah...
haisshh..takkan nak buat kerja kena tunjuklak...

화요일, 4월 12, 2011

What if?

havent touched or started wuf the progress report for this sem. been almost one year since I've started my master programme and still way too far to think about graduation since there will be (InsyaAllah) an extention plan for the current project that I'm working rite now.

enough wuf my work. bosan..ahaah

life is still as usual. go to work come back home as I used. late, early, too early or too late. no one bother so I can come and go as I please. as long I pay the rent...kan???

I got an invitation to visit the place. Someone care enough to invite me to be one of the visitor. At first i reluctant aince I'm not ready for it but ...sampai bilakan?? Ocassionally we need to force it to change. not sure if I should go or not... still thinking.. money is not the problem. InsyaAllah would be enough before and after I go....

the problem is I'm a ready to make changes? What if I dont change after I come back? hmm...
Going to that place is indeed a big changes for me... Remembered Epul said " pergi cam tengok wayang jer nanti"..that gave a big knock out to myself.... what if ??

yup life would certainly ended lame if everything starts wuf what if?? in negative perspective of course..you dont to kill your "wanna know" senses if you end up saying what if bad thing happen??

Like what김삼순 said, I want to give to a person that I love a box of chocolate that I made myself. life is like a box of chocolate. You dont know what chocolate you will get but I would definetly prepare the chocolate wuf love and better taste.... ---ada kaitan ke??? aahahahah

anyway...  SPME yield ugly results..so much for the what if lah...dahlah nak pulang..byebye

토요일, 4월 09, 2011

grant

Managed to give a long ambut GC-MS to him..ahaha..
sorrylah bro.. wa kalu ckp benda yg berkait dgn keje waa memang lantang dan ganas...cam nak mkn orang..ahaah..

also went for haircut ended wuf 17years of boy yg nak tunggu spm kuar..ahahaaha.. this one perasan sendiri..ahaha..

and again went to mudah.com...looking for escape...hais...

entahlah jang...

Singapore training dah confirmed... yeah naek flight...lega...
if nor I would be stuck in buslah jwbnyer..bukan apa..i have this pee problem..naek bas jer kecing dan kencing..adeh...a week kot..yeah yeah...but cant play2lah..2 days for GCMS and 2 days for HPLC huhu...pasnie balik leh buka service selenggara GC-MS and HPLClah ahaha...

as for my master progress final step UPLC-ESI-MS... in MGI..hoping I can finish everything before going to singapore because starting bulan 7 I'm starting wuf new project...yeah yeah....amin..dapatlah grant yer..ahahah

금요일, 4월 08, 2011

rupa

talking bout personal things usually ended wuf got carry away, tears, sob sob..blah bla...dan blah blah

hey aku memang cepat emosi ahaha...

anyway wish me luck silap... my supervisor luck for the grant application... so that i will get money to carry my works on 13C- alamak forgot need to find other carbon source hmm,...

malasnya..

watched hop... indeed indah khabar dr rupa...

화요일, 4월 05, 2011

flavor

fully aware wuf what will be put ahead of me...

danger of isotope, chemical, bla bla...

he mentioned to me about things that I've neglected for quite long time and how he insisted for me to try..at least...

hmm...and now that things keep bugging me...하이씨...

rather than neglected I always put that things simple as it is...I dont care

but hey I still care..and i know deep inside my heart I would always care....

well...

life isnt the same anymore not that I know or notice...


I wanna to change and sacrifices has to be made....

walking away would simply put it out..
not chickening out..just that to be out from the picture would fix me just right ...no..perfect!!! yeah that's the correct word!!
perfect ---- away from the past ...

yoyo....

토요일, 4월 02, 2011

repekan

빠른 시간 갚을게..

근 돈을 못 드리고 요...은행이자 정도로 들을게요...



왜 이래요...
놔 봐요..

여러분 우린 연예 중이데요...
두달 되었습니다...



이걸로 합시다


apalah yg aku merepek nie....


hakim jom..waa

windu windu

일요일, 3월 27, 2011

booooo

I guess I did well during the MGI presentation. and managed to finish the manuscript during scientific writing. now it is up to my 2nd supervisor to be to look and comment on it. cepatlah sikit..
need to publish at least one paper if i wanna to convert into phd...huhuh
amin...

rite now concerning on the intracellular samples as havent figure out the rite mobile phase. dgn hplc yg selalu moody haissshh...

now let master PCA and HPLC and new member---FTIR ..yeah..

화요일, 3월 22, 2011

HAte you

I hate you really..

HATE you!!!

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emosi kurang stabil minggu nie...

월요일, 3월 14, 2011

buat orang tak reti mengaku!!!

smlm planning nak maen badminton..ok dgn tak berapa selesa dan rasa nak demam gagahkan diri nak bersukan..

ting tong ting tong cari badminton ---- terkejut besar
ada orang patahkan raket ...patah dua dan dah cam tergantung...serupa cam orang tu pukul something dgn raket di atas lantai...dan paling geram..orang tu letakkan raket tu kat tempat yg sama ditutupi dgn barang-barang..

ok big deal just a raket..tapi bagi tuan empunya raket --- abang dia yg kasi raket tu dan dia sayang raket tu...kalu kamu hilang barang yg berharga bagi kamu TAPI tak bagi orang tu cam maner?
kalau dah rosakkan benda orang kenalah be a MAN dan cakap..kenapa perlu sorok???
no wonder tiba-tiba "SEMUA ORANG" berminat main badminton + banyak raket dlm rumah ....

hmm...

"sorry benda2 nie memang tak patut masuk dlm blog sebab benda mengalahkan pompuan...tp SUKA ATI AKULAH

ps= tension sok presentation besar untuk aku...doakan aku selamat ..amin

일요일, 3월 13, 2011

sem 3

busy wuf writing and stuff. sah2 dr suh aku profile amino acid dlm intracellularlak..hmm...
PDA get ready to be kicked ass..ahaha..
bukak journal balik..adeh..

minggu depan aku jd orang kaya sambil get ready untuk ditembak..perh..nayajer..tapi will try my best..aku tak terkejut bila dr aku cakap ..prof ingat aku tak der results untuk ditulis...biasalah..akukan paling muda dan paling memberrontak.ahaha..pulak cam tak buat kejekan...dah biasa kot di perkecil2kan...and i like that !! biar dikeji sebab dari kejian datang semangat dan dgn semangat aku dipressure!!!

ahaha..pasnie aku target untuk incubation and microwavelak..tgk cammaner..follow by intracellular PDA..insyaAllah...

nak lari gi 프랑스 buat 박사 kat sana leh??? ahaha

dah nak genap sethn aku punya master..banyak lagi tak buat nie..serius oo..takut aku...
ikut perancangan aku settle everything by sem 3..amin..

화요일, 3월 08, 2011

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cisssssssss
 
mula2 ingat dha ilang tadi..
ahaha...
nasdib baik ada..oklah
sok mari bersemangat buat TOF..
waa jumpa abang macho...
eh dia lagi muda dari akulah..
 
ok..cuak..
kang tak pasal aku ditanya tu nie...
takper2..
aku attack dia dulu..
beranilah sangat..
ahaha
entah2 senyap membisu jer..ahahhah

ghwn

alo alo...
sudah lalok...

ahaha...
paper still tak sentuh..
suh baru nak bincang pasal results
aku agak blur nak present apa nie..hmm..mayajer karang nie kan...dahlah aku num 3lak tu..after my supervisor...she's also presenting..sah2 mantap...
adeh...

writing workshop lagi..adeh..
takmo pergileh tak??
aku siapkan jer sendiri2..tak perlu gi hotel sana sini..
sebab nanti sah2 terpressure...
ahahaa...
akulak jenis takleh leh concentrate sangat nanti anggau...
ahaha

melaka cam biasa..
makcik melakapun cam biasa...
dia nak blah 호주 katanya..ahaha
nak ikut!!!

일요일, 3월 06, 2011

pitam

"Ya Allah, ampunilah aku dan ke dua orang tua ku dan cucurilah rahmat kepada mereka sebagai mana mereka mencurahkan kasih sayang mereka kepada ku semasa aku kecil"




deconvolution settled.
setelah berjuang berhabisan samapi tak tido..
settled..sok nak buat PCAlak...
good night...

paper tak siap lagi..adeh...
pptpun tak sentuh lagi...
huhuhuh...

work under pressure memang meletihkan tp bersemangat!!!

토요일, 3월 05, 2011

itam

sesi mengumpat sebelum tido...

hitam..

ahaha...

ko memang itam!!!

....................
lupakan seketika..
ok shoot after awhile i;ve figure out the rite solution to my data analysis...
pivot table worked like #$@!

since xcms punya RT aku tak sure berapa larinya..i CANNOT just pick and match wuf the compound librarykan...
jadi manually...

ok..
sekali lagi...

ko itam!!!!!

목요일, 3월 03, 2011

for Dr. Kimot

just read Dr. Kimot story.
ok u're indeed strong!
Never meet u personally but I have to say I respect with what u're doing rite now.
Hoping u will be strong to sail through it.
InsyaAllah

shoot, feeling like crying rite now..
ok aku lelaki yg jiwang .....

tilik

uikss cam lamalak tak update blog..ahaha

lepak azura cma biasa..layan teh ais sambil tgk tv berscreen besar...
cite tv@# sal mentara apa entah...
dok layan---bestlak...

sentap dgn scene nie...
"datanglah ke salon akak..akak boleh tilik tangan dan muka. u ada problem blah2..."

got the picture...
ok it is just a drama--typical horror drama di mlm jumaat..tapi bukan scene nie dah bawa ke arah kemungkaran dan kesesatan ke?? --- ok aku admit tgk drama nie pun dah cam berarahkan benda2 khurafat...
tolak cite tu tapi scene diatas sangat menunjukkan budaya jahiliah yg sangat-sangat berbahaya..
menilik/tenung nasib...adeh...
apa punya hallah penulis nie...

hmm...tv@ drama nie...akupun tak sure nak ckp apa lagi..
orang akan ckp drama jer..tgk dah jgn ikut...
hmm....

cammaner arr???

일요일, 2월 27, 2011

jog

bosan giler smlm..lalu aku buat sesuatu..







tgk hindustant kat tv 3..ahaha..
tapi separuh jerlah..sebab lagi separuh ..
aku menyumpah seranah....
sejak bilalak aku layan hidustant nie????
aahaha...
sah2 aku tahap bosan yg teramat sangat..

ahaha...
makan frozen yogurt..
haah..amel ko..12.70
ahaha...
confirm tak mo datang lagi..ahahaha..

mlm nie mau tgk teater lagi...
jom2..
nanti aku pos gambar teater smlm..
layan gaklah...

jogging jom.
sesapa yg berminat..
tasek kejut..

수요일, 2월 23, 2011

En Azlan

hmm...
aku terkesima jap...

masalah data analysis dah settled..
got what i wanted..
tinggal deconvolution jer nie...
so far for Arus perdana meeting I have results to showlah kan...


membisu lebih baek
yup..
go En. Azlan

화요일, 2월 22, 2011

senang

err...
kenyang minum air....
perut boroi dah..adeh...
kena jogging blaik nie...
kurangkan nasi...

six packs sebelum julai cam tuan tanah???
tak kot..ahaha...

smlm dia tegur aku..
walaupun untuk diri dia tp indirectly untuk aku gak...
aku memang camtu..suka bebenor nak kata diri btul...
hmm...
dah orang buat tak tahu jer..
takkan aku nak melayan, meroyan semua...
sebab aku memang jenis tak amel port...
sebab?
sebab memang aku jenis camtu...
ornag dah tak suka...
siap hempas2 pintu bila aku ada...
jadi akupun back out jerlah...

aku tak mahu cari kesalahan diri sendiri
sebab aku tahu aku memang tak buat salah apa2
menyakitkan hati sebab aku berkawan dgn orang tu, nie???
hmm..
biarlah..
yg satu lagi tu...
aku memang blur trus...
yg tu salah aku...
jadi aku membisujerlah...
lagipun aku tak mahulah kena lagi...
karang ada yg mengungkit lagi...
yerlah salah aku gak bila dah susah baru mintak tolong
tp tolong hantar /teman / tu jerkot...
hmm..
bila orang dah muak
pelbagai sebab dan musabah yg akan kuar..

jadi baek aku membisu
buat keje aku
biarkan orang nak salahkan aku
sebab aku meang dah biasa dipersalahkan
jadi
aku redha jerlah...

senang...

일요일, 2월 20, 2011

yeeeeee

A asked ...apa status aku??
gulp... aku gugup jap...
dia diam....
aku lagilah seribu bahasa tak terkata2...

i'm not a play boy althought i enjoy flirting...ahahah..
sapalah nak muka hodoh nie...
tulah kata2 yg slalu bermain kat mulut dia..

adeh...

aku ingatkan perubahan..tapi aku tak pasti aku mampu ke tak...
oh tuhan tolonglah hamba mu ini...

and aku agak down dlm hati nie...
terima sms yg menyakitkan ati nie...sangat...
adakah akunie teruk sangat sampai perlukan sms sebegitu rupa...
super down...
biarlah aku off phone tu dulu...

목요일, 2월 17, 2011

umah

amino acid profile using HPLC-FL worked fine. I have solid result to support my proposal then. Understanding the amino acid biosythesis of L.lactis...using fluxomics.
forgot to mention I can use flask rather than bioreactor since one of my condition involve shaking----cammaner nak shake biorector tu bang oit??? ahaha

buffer testing also look promising...but PDA usage sucked ---too sucked...adeh....
currently try and error using Fika sample...looked if I lower the resolution, the peak will appeared..hmm...

the problem is PDA and num of samples....satu samples 100 maaa...confirm Dr. tak kasi hantar semau...ahaha

going on....

kenapa aku sering ditinggalkan seorang...seorang tanpa teman berbanding orang laen yg ditinggalkan seorang tapi ada orang laen etc: kat tingkat atas...

hmm...
dahlah tido lagi baek...

rrrrr

@#$#% takder air kat institute...sakit perut balik umah...
perr lega...
kuar umah
adeh...kunci tinggal ....seluk2 dgn kunci umah sklai...waaaaa
nak tel sapa nie???? kredit cukup mkn jer....

kesimpulan nie...drastic changes needed time to adjust...so slowly....

------tak berkaitan-------


aku tengah runsing...

월요일, 2월 14, 2011

kawen

aku rasa sangat loser sekarang nie...

most of my batch members dah kawen and i failed successfully to attend every one of it...

and i'm still here...studying...

hoping and keeping what I have rite now..

ohw well rezeki memasing... and i'm happy wuf what I have rite now.

alhamdullilah...

금요일, 2월 11, 2011

yayayaya

thanks for the mali danau!!!!

perh....
sambil cuci mata ahaha

...tido jom

수요일, 2월 09, 2011

ㅠㅠ

arr....
dia errorlak...
3 days waited
and you've failed me...
하이씨...

하여튼
끝까지 해낼게야

오래만에 한글로 쓰다 보니까 꽤 어렵더라고...
가끔 한글로 작성할게...

어차피 나의 일부는 한국인이니까...

화요일, 2월 08, 2011

dah2

past is history...
dont forget about it, keep it close
cos it will help to get through life...

and now i couldnt avoid it...
and the past seems to calm me down...
coping with present which I hate it rite now!!!

haish...

dahlah gi solat dan tido....
good night and good luck!!!

월요일, 2월 07, 2011

yaaaaa

anyone pernah dgr pasal public gold??
safe ke???

------

i need a break!!!
very long break!!!
away from people!!!

redang lagi???

일요일, 2월 06, 2011

pulang

arrived in one piece...alhamdulillah...

after pushing and cium2 bau dlm KTM finally arrived safely...aahah...

next..

menghabiskan kek pisang dan coklat....!!!

adiosss

금요일, 2월 04, 2011

새해복

strange or it suppose to be like that...

slept too well yesterday night...something that had been taken away from me since i moved to seksyen 3,

two places that i look foward to sleep...

mael's place in cahaya and my parent's house in sungai siput...

an explaination for this?

tension, pressure, stress???

ahahahaha...

not too late to say 새해복 많이 받으세요!!!!

일요일, 1월 30, 2011

phd

langit masih berlubang meskipun dah pukul 12.28t/h...alasan yg sesuai untuk berlingkar dlm selimut. dan kau masih melayan naruto...dgn draft proposal tak siap2 lagi...nayalah..duedate sebelum CNY...janji tinggal janji..akan ku siapkan..!!!!

xcms worked fine...thanks to Mr. Bin...cuma ada few add in yg perlu diperbetulkan...guna dlm lab metabolomics cam jimat sikit masa..sok baru run blank..and proceed for simcapi

tinggal intracellular punya analysis and getting the data matrix..and then aku start buat writing isnyaAllah..
Dr. dah awal2 ckp ---thanks to Puan besar Dilla cisss.....convert@ buat proposal lagi..aduh...
takder idea nie...paling koman masuk molecular huhuhu...bukan tak nak tapi aku rasa cukup2lah molecular kat institut nie...analytical chemist tak ramai kot...hmm..microarray nampak menarik..mahu mencuba..
lagipun result aku patut diintergratedkan with it..baru lengkap profiling aku..hmmm....

baca2....

화요일, 1월 25, 2011

agak2lah

xcms settled
microwave settled--tp rerun balik untuk 45-450lak
shaking settled
tinggal control jerlum both microwave and incubation....

blur...any idea nak bentang untuk continue hingga phd???

hmm.....

금요일, 1월 21, 2011

master

down jap...
my work didnt go according as i've planned...

data collection not very good...
adeh....

how come maaa sikit sangat peak dia..hurmm...ke TMS nie memang tak banyak untuk microbe...hurmm....

pikir2...

any idea or comment guys???

수요일, 1월 19, 2011

selesema

few update on current work

so far xcms works ok. not fully understand but hey as long it can generate the data matrix i would be fine. besides it also generate compounds name which help me alot...PCA pun dah berjaya dicracked smlm hohoho....

yeah..final step is to run actual samples

InsyaAllah if everything goes ok i can start writing yeah2....nak grad cepat...amin

got knock down by selesema...adeh....

목요일, 1월 13, 2011

insyaAllah

i think i should be happy with it...

yeah!!!!

now...we wait for the real thing...

InsyaAllah

amin

수요일, 1월 12, 2011

tolonglah saya

down itu aku....

tiba2 rasa nak berjln2 ke mid vel ahahaha....

script sapa reti script????
R script....

en raphael..tolonglah saya....

월요일, 1월 10, 2011

zzzz

semau menjerit terkejut..

anna menang

yeah

ahahaha...

mengantuk sebab kena datang awal log in...
err...

zzzzzzzz

목요일, 1월 06, 2011

mimpi assam milk tea

bahagia bila assam milk tea bertemu en azlan!!!
yeah!!!
sampai tak lunch---lunch kul 230 pm ahaaha

thanks sebillion babe!!!
serious
wanting for the taste dah lama...
dah nak genap sethn kita kenal...
cam baru semlm lepak dgn geng panas!!!

memang korang gave a very big impact kat aku!!!

stranded kat highway tayar pecah
pulak aku jer yg laki dlm van tu...
dahlah cam tunjuk bagus dgr ipod tak layan mamat iran yg dok memandu...
ahaha...

tiba2 terasa mau mkn roti sardin kat lebuh raya sambil menanti pakcik korea tu datang bawak extra tayar!!!

yum yum!!!!

bila nak jumpa buar reunion wei???

amin

cracking xcms using R script...
adeh...

last2 kita pakai ASCII file jerlah...
sonang....


Ya Allah
permudahkanlah kerja ku ini
amin

화요일, 1월 04, 2011

malu

blur melanda..
masa optimization cantek jer peak kuar..
tp bila actual run cam apa jer kuar...
bukan takder langsung..alhamdulillah kuar..
bukan takder result...
tapi tak puas hati...
howcome???
hmm
baru ingat nak lari lepaskan tension...
trus dok depan monitor godek software..
dgn ustazah...
waaa
rupanya ada databridge
lega masalah convert binary fromat ke CDF format settled..alhamdulillah...
dalam ketension saya memang excel buat kerja...(puji diri sendiri)
siap leh buat alignment chromatgram lagi.....perh...
tapi nak generate data tak reti...
ustazah suh tensionkan diri lagi...
supaya dapat cari cara...
cisss....

tp main problem masih lum settle..
kena peak nie malu2 nak kuar???
hurmm...

월요일, 1월 03, 2011

ㅐㅐㅐㅐ

01012011

saya di ampang...
layan 벗꼿 atas bumbung mael..
waa menarik..cantik...
pastu sambugn tido..ahahaha...
layazzzzzz

ari nie
03012011

masih belum bayar sewa umah...
nayalah kena marah lagi...
nanti saya bayar yer...
ahahaha

ok..
stuck kat lab doing my work..yoyoyoy...

횟팅!!!

금요일, 12월 31, 2010

100

100 days...

ahahaha...

---------------

alignment oh alignment...
camamener nak buat yer???
sapa2 tahu nak treat binary format data?? tukar pada CDF format ke???

월요일, 12월 27, 2010

ahaks

coffee village...

Thank you!!!!

tron---takder kaitanpun

asked the same question which was ask by
tempat dan waktu jer berbeza...
well
people tend to repeat things they already did
intensionly or not

we do live in the past
just what we are having it in the present time

ahahahaha...

jom layan journal...

금요일, 12월 24, 2010

MCF

ok the disadvantage using Glycerol saline as your quenching agent are:

glycerol is a hygroscopic substance ---- attract and hold water
hard to remove due to its viscosity

TMS plak:

dried sample - absolutely no water

jadi glycerol X TMS....

perh....MCF leh jawabnyer...

already have the library but problem...

column....waaa kena beli!!!!

홧팅....!!!!

목요일, 12월 23, 2010

TMS

i just couldnt understand why would educated people go public on remeh temeh punya hal..
yes i know every individual in this world has their own right and entitle to their own opinion on every matters that revolve around them

but to go on Facebook or tweeter( btul ke eja nie) and shout sarcarm on something that is totaly inappropiate thing to share. in this case i would simple conclude ----nak cari publisti murahan---

I dislike this scene especially when that person has quite number of "pengikut" yg dah serupa itu semangat asabiah( btul ke arabic word nie?? ahah) @ idolized ---"warship" is too provocative. tak pasal jadi kes jakim lak blog nie ahaha...

besides to go on public through facebook dan seangkatanya would give only one side of the story which as conclusion lead to miss understanding, double standard, bad judging and bad words...yg memang provocative and really hurting people that related to it.

it is reality..people nowaday thinks they are so free that they can publish almost anything without thinking and know the consequences.

the continuity of this "menace act" is indeed intolerable cruel to everyone -----dramatic btul ayat nie---- but still people often got away with this.

idolized pun satu...you should NOT accepted what you read/listen/watch---taking sides are bad enough and rite now you making judgement and execute your choice of punishment to people yg totaly innocent...

yup i'm nobody in this so called social network. I dont have 100 friends yg dok pending for friend acceptance into my account. And i dont go public for everything that is totally lame and not worth to be share. I just simple, ordinary guy who always making bad choice when dealing with relationship problem ----running away, keeping thing to myself, silent and donot get interact with people that much...but one thing for sure aku tak baling batu sembunyi tangan...

p/s- anyone leh tolong aku cara2 nak buat glycerol from sample? derivatization guna TMS tak effectivelah....

수요일, 12월 22, 2010

lose

aku kalah...

dush...


menyesal?
entah?
suka?
entah?

cam tak de perasaan pun...
ahahaha

월요일, 12월 20, 2010

kamu

aku tak pasti kenapa...
lari...
diam...
tunduk...

tak sure...

tak tahu...

dimana salah dan silap...
aku tak tahu sampai bila aku perlu bergitu...

orang bertanya itu dan ini...
tapi aku tak ada jawapan untuk semua itu...
aku cakap berapi...
pergi %^&%^
tapi dalam hati...

entah...

-------
terima kasih atas semua benda...
kuih, coklat, keychain dan "minta maaf"
yang pasti aku masih bergitu....

senyap...
diam...
tunduk...
lari...

화요일, 12월 14, 2010

super down

hmm...

dia selak tapi tak abis...berterus terang itu bagus...
tp sila selak sampai habis..
sebab kalu selak sampai habis anda tahu jln ceritanya...

tp sejahat aku tak pernah aku selak ...
sipi tp aku learnt my lesson...

tak baek selak2...
benda2 yg buruk gak yg kuar...

seyes aku down dgn diri sendiri...
decision to make...
tapi tak reti2 nak buat...

aku cuba mengharap tp tak jadi...
akupun tak paham...
orang dah makin membenci...
jadi betullah aku nie menjengkelkan....

aku tak kacau orang...
even bother nak tegur orang...
sebab aku tak mahu masuk campur...
masing-masing dah besar...

tp budak kecik tu masih ada dlm badan kita...
nayalah mlm nie aku menjerit terpekik terlolong...
nasib badan...

....

....






....



....

토요일, 12월 11, 2010

bisu

ye aku sangat menjengkelkan...
jadi baek berdiam diri sahaja...

sebab semau orang nak jadi perfect
jadi sebab tu semau orang suka jugde people...

kete

emm...

...

...


...

weekend dok umah study journal..ahaha yolah tu..ahaah..
mohleh kita ke pwtc tgk kete....
sapa nak teman aku???

목요일, 12월 09, 2010

don

05.42pm- sampai IBS...hujan lebat..perh orang kat sebelah dah mengigil ketakutan sbb cara pemanduan yg agak berbahaya dalam keadaan ujan..ahaha...
load sample dlm minu 80...gedubuk gedapak dgn machine..cucicuci bilasbilas...topup maner yg patut

0.615pm...settled load sample..machine berfungsi...blah...aku jadi penumpanglak..ahaha...
715pm- kata nak minum flut..alih2 berjimba kat care4--yes we care...pusing pusing...cari tu nie...
7.28pm-katap putus gi amil tiket...layan tgk orang balik bola ---bowlinglah..ahahah
8.10pm...cit..tinggalkan kau sornag2 terkontang kanting..ahaha...kang aku masuk sorang baru tau...
9.00pm-pakcik manerlak nie yg dok kurap kurap makan sushi dlm wayang nie???? adeh..siap leh dgn dia kunyah timun...perh..bau kicap shusi tupun sangatk uat...hmm..cam sake...ahahaha...dioan yakin leh mkn ke nie?? sebab aku ada dgr actually they put sake dlm nasi kepamtu???entahlah...
9.30pm- pulak budak nagis...kacau stim btullah...aku blur..pg13...tpi budak2 yg bawah 13 masuk selamba badak jer...GCS tak check ke??hurm.
945pm..siot tahan nak kencing...@$@#%$# tengah best2 nie....
1042pm...waaaaa

월요일, 12월 06, 2010

hijrah

bahagia bila bersama....

perh...madu yg manis...

pastu bila dia buat kesalahan yang tak seberapa....

tu dia...

pulau sambil menjeling2 .....

adeh.......

---i shouldnt be blogging like this----especially dah penghujung thn---------

selamat berhijrah ker thn baru yer....

akulah kera sumbang yg dah jadi black sheep...
btullah kata orang aku nie perampas...

i win i lose...

목요일, 12월 02, 2010

squalene

what a day...seyes bercelaru...dgn tu nie..
hurmm...
people seems to have problem wuf me...
apa silap aku ar...

aku agak bercelaru dgn dgn my result...
ok...

i found one of the metabolite that associate with mevalonate - squalene...quite high jugaklah dia punya abundances..but the problem is..i couldnt detect it bila aku tukar derivatization protocol aku..hmm...

i'm guessing the metabolite has a very fast turn over rate...kot..sebab derivatization using microwave kejap jer..3 minit pastu trus run...

bila aku change to shaking memang tak detectec....pulak tu kat condition 30C jer...
aku tak tunjukpun result tu kat my supervisor...

my objective is profiling...benda tu adalah objective diorang dulu2...kalu aku tunjuk sekarang cam aku nak cari famelah pulak...lagipun results to tak der reproducibility...tapi kalu aku run lagi samples aku ...nescaya akan kuarkan metabolite tu...huhuh...kang terpkasalak aku tukar objective aku...tak mo....pening2...
i asked kwn aku..and instead of giving opinion...dia cakap...ko tunjuk hebat kaa???...ahaha terkesima jap...btulgak...
jadi biarkan dulu..ahaha...

---------

GC GC TOF still tak run lagi...budak MPOB tu still guna until next week kot..adeh...jadi aku ingat mau run samples aku weekend untuk GC...
tadipun aku run sample on D4 Alanine...couldnt detect it...bukan tak detect tapi aku malas nak cari..ahaha...but setelah run tadi tengok..aiyo..aku kena modified balik run time aku@ solvent delay...from 6.2 to about 5....sebab dia kuat kat 5.87...ahah..aku berjaya gunakan pencarian SIR dgn jayanyer...ahaha....


hoping everything goes will for me weekend nie InsyaAllah...sebab aku dah takleh tunggu2 dah...aku target end of this year aku settlekan TMS ---GCMS dan GC x GC TOF...

bab MVA analysis tak masuk lagi...tu lagi pening...aku ada bukak account kat this online database under institute aku..tapi aku tak cakappun kat my supervisor...huhuh...sharing is caring tapi...most of scientist laa nie...ader ke nak gonsi abisan??? hmm...i wonder...ahaha...

ok dah enough wuf lab stuf...balik umah berehat...ahaha..k nak layan AFV kat youtube lagi best ahahah

blup blup...

Sila abaikan muka pakcik kat sebelah tu...센스 없음 btul 아저씨 nie kan..ahaha...
peak of my life as student---gemuk, murung dan sorang2..aaahahaha..berserabai dan serabut tul...

and now i'm back to that time...ahaha...
siap pakai baju dgn huruf L yang besar----Looser?? ahahah...
bukankan..L-levis...lah..dan baju tu lesap entah kemana...seyes tak jumpa langsung..dahlah original...beli waktu sale..terjumpa tiba2 masa balik dr solat jumaat kat 이태원...

ok..
aku takder result per2 lagi nie...waa nagis jap...
kalu aku run jer sample aku tu ok tak???ahaha...
cam nak run terus jer semua sekali...

일요일, 11월 28, 2010

cubby...bukan babi yer..

Sometime we do need to look back....

ahahaha...

aku makin gemuk dan cuit muit

ahahaha...

should i continue isolate myself?

i did make it through rite...

wuf flying colours alhamdulillah...

let it be...

금요일, 11월 26, 2010

jer kot

lama tak berupdate..ahaha

busy wuf workshop..balik umah lepak2...merayau2..terus tido..letih seh..









tu jer kot ahahah

일요일, 11월 21, 2010

anjing jadian

tak perlu terasa tapi terasa...

hurm....

suara sumbang yg mengeji kot...

apa salah aku kat ko?

aku jentik ko pun tak?

yang beria nak amel tahu apasal?

................................................ lupakan.................................................

sebab mereka tak punya apa-apa...
dalam kesah hidup en Azlan


jadi korang nak menyalak sampai bukit runtuhpun dipersilakan....
sebab korang are nothing to me...


tiba-tiba aku terasa aku yang menyalak cam diorang...

gong-gong...suara sumbang yang memang dah sumbang....
i should stop...
buat tambah dosa jer

토요일, 11월 20, 2010

TAK BERFAEDAH

yeah dah dapat P

tapi berangan jerlah nak angkat kete...

En besar agak reluctant suh anaknya mengangkat sebijik...

jadi kita simpan duit sampai berkepul2 amin....

tapi En Azlan ingat mahu jual moto yg ada tukar dgn makhluk yang lebih seksi...apacam oktak???

ahaha...

bertambahlah lagi seorang makhluk merempit yg tak sedar diri...ahaha

.....aku nak meroyan dalam blog tp...cukuplah entry pasal big bro tu..adeh...

sebab takde faedahnya nak meroyan dalam blog nie...buat malu kompeni jerkan...

but i do have to say...aku tak kacau ko...jadi sila jgn nak menyibuk dok tanya tu ini...

AKU TAK SUKA...

DO what ever you want and leave me alone....sebab again...

AKU TAK KACAU KO
AKU TAK KACAU KO
AKU TAK KACAU KO

금요일, 11월 19, 2010

negative thinking

kenapa aku rasa cam akan dikecewakan kali kedua???
hmm...

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hurmm...

mengingati apa yg diucap...

"enjoy what you have till it ends"....

목요일, 11월 11, 2010

darah

interesting or lembik??

ahaah

tengahari gi mkn...turun kete..entah cammaner jari telunjuk meraya[ terkepit pintu kete...perkk..pedih...

kuatkan semgant sebab nak menjerit dan maki mahun kat budak tu tapi bukan salah dia..aku yg cuai...

der nak tolong..aku ckp gi jauh2 sebelum perkataan tak baik kuar..lagipun kalau aku tengah sakit cam tu..memang aku nak bersendirian...try coping with it...sebab aku nak tunjuk i'm ok i'm strong..this is nothing...

darah dah mengalir..aku mintak tissue..
sudah aku dah pening...budak tu ikut aku..tanya ok tak....

budak tu beradar betul2 depan aku...aku sempat cakap...aku tak boleh tengok darah...

mata aku gelap..landing betul2 kat dada dia----nasib baik dia besar dan lagi tinggi dari aku...

gelap....aku tak dgr apa2...gelap..
aku tak rasa per2.....

lan lan..lan...sayup dengar...

bila kau buka mata..aku dah jatuh terduduk..kaki dah dilunjurkan...aku buka mata...dia dah pangku aku...lapa...nak susu..tu jer yg tersembul dari mulut aku...ahaha..

siot makcik jual pisang kat sebelah tengok jer.....

aku rasa aku terpengsan dalam 5, 8 minit kot...

yup aku terluka..aku akan rasa ngilu pas tu pening...tp tu 1st time aku pitam...

teringat waktu kena ear infection...supposedly aku tak patut tahan sakit..tapi sebab nak cepat baik dan gi buat rawatan sekali jer....rasa nak tercabut telinga nie dikorek doc tu...sebaik jer kuar dari bilik rawatan terus aku pitam....

aku rasa 2 keadan menunjukkan aku tahan sakit yg amat sangat....sampai pitam...atau mungkinkah aku takleh tengok darah????

ahahahh

목요일, 11월 04, 2010

yos

2600++

hurmm...
nak gi ke tak???
ahaha

수요일, 11월 03, 2010

화요일, 11월 02, 2010

wisdom

ok...
as for today,

i overslept which---intentionally which leaded to naek KTM ke KLCC..adeh..thanked god tak crowded dan slow..at least i can still enjoyed short nap...sedar2 baru kat salak selatan...sambung balik..ahaah


jap suka terus masuk body tanpa introkan..bak kata jijah...masuk tak bagi salam...mencelah..ahaha

perut ku makin lamer makin besar dan sangat tak selesa..adeh..and aku nak mula lelah balik...kena start training balik...jogging daaa...dan jogging pentag bukan mlm..sbb kalu mlm confirm lepak mamak then mkn balik..adeh...

bunvit balik..
last time when i was 21..someone tegur aku..perut ku makin kedepan...then aku diet giler..ok kempis walupun takder 6 packs.. now the same cycle kembali...orang tengah happy dan bayak duitkan???(nie giler menunjuk dan takbur..isk2)

anyway...1st bio malaysia for me...waa semangat tul mereka bertanding ...segan sebab institute takder hasil untuk jualan...we offer knowledge jer kak oit...ahahaha

hmm...
aku nak ke korea!!! jom book ticket....------

금요일, 10월 29, 2010

aiyo

bila jiwa kacau...

mkn
mkn
mkn
.....

tanya soklan pelik yg buat orang sakit hati,,,

dok diam sambil makin connection with alam ghaib...

tido pas.....

ahahaha

aku segal...

화요일, 10월 26, 2010

acxident

ok..aku pyscho..ahahhhaha..masa otw ke institute terchinta..passed by lori...pulak tu lori yg jenis kepala singa..aku dah terbayang kalau terpelosok masuk bawah tu cammaner...ok..penuh darah dan bla2.. ada lori nie..and masa passed by corner tajam btul2 tepi institute ada van nie dah rabak kat depan kena langgar..

rupanyer aka S.O tu accident..teruk jugak katanya...adeh...

....ok

maleh nak sambung...

월요일, 10월 25, 2010

byebye

I'm letting u go for good now...

작별 안사 해줄게...
원하는 대로 줄게...

안녕...

일요일, 10월 24, 2010

jang

yoyoy...


lamar tak berupdater..
ajaa
spent almost one week kat concord inn hotel berkursus...tmpt kursus yang biasa baig U#$...perh...bilik sorang satu kan..ahaha

gained alot of things walaupun most of the thing relate wuf social science but..new perspective different approacheskan...

well need to put myself together sbb my 2nd prensentation dlm this weekk and then next week..adeh...hoping the best..insyaAllah...

smlm aku got kacau..sian kat kat my hommie yang tak dapat tido dok cuab cope wuf jeritan aku mlm2 sampai kul 3 pagi..hmm...they proposed to me to go to Darul Syifa' untuk treatment...hmm...entahlah jang..segan nak pegi sana..
but sea camamer if thing get worse I dont have any choice but to go there for treatment...

isnyaAllah semua aku pulih..

화요일, 10월 19, 2010

kecik

CPK sent me an email yg panjang lebar yang berupa nasihat..which really buat aku sedarlah...i shouldnt be an asshole dalam berkawan.

yes betul aku suka mcm tu bila rasa nak tegur atau need something baru nak cari balik kawan tu...tapi pas aku tahu aku always like that aku nak berubah..yerlah aku tak suka camtu jadi jgn buat...lagipun dah ada orang kutuk which aku tak salahkan orang itu...walaupun memang aku sengaja buat kat orang itu...

life as usual...tapi aku cam terdown2 dan mencari arah ...am i doing the rite thing now??? kenapalah aku nak jadi orang tak bersyukur nir??? adeh...

that same feeling datang balik after like 1 year...nak kena basuh dgn ustaz lagi nie....btw ustaz you have become typical daddy ahaha...tahniah2...tiba2 rasa jeles...when would i be like that?? at least he has something to look foward tukan???

anyway aku kat umah rite now..malas nak gi lab sebab satu lagi nak kemas barang. kul 1 nak blah dah. again aku berkelana kat hotel mewah (ok nie aku memang menunjuk2 ahaha)

to sesiapa yg slalu buka blog aku...
sorry sebab aku dah sangat jarang rarely jarang update...

금요일, 10월 15, 2010

CPK

saya ada kwn..kita namakan dia CPK..kami sangat baik..super baik sampai orang laen ingat kami suka antara satu sama laen (nie tokokan)..

saya selalu mintak tolong dgn dia untuk dw journal
macam2 journal sebab U$% kedekut nak subscribe semau journal yang saya cuba dw...

satu ari kami putus hubungan...

senyap tanpa berita...

dia tahu saya tak reti pujuk rayu...sebab diapun selalu makan hati dgn saya..ahaha

jadi kali nie saya cuba pujuk...

adeh...

일요일, 10월 10, 2010

tired

too tired again...

passed weekend cam apa jer...nothing productive..ahahaha

sok gi UPM jap...i'm hoping I can freeze dry my samples ASAP amin...

IBS...

aku kena start work out blaik...
joging dan makan madu...

월요일, 10월 04, 2010

일요일, 10월 03, 2010

jumpa

jumpa jugak ko eh blog nie ahaha...

금요일, 10월 01, 2010

bomshell

for the past week i tried my best to give my fullest attention to you. i tried to make you happy. i tried to fulfil the word " couple". I tried...

but you feel unsecure...saying you are just pit stop..worrying that i'll go if i meet someone better than you...

yes indeed this is a trial period. anything could happen...but to cheat you and find a replacement while i'm with you...you think way too ahead... yes i'm a man with desire... feel love and have crushes...but i'm with you now and i'm giving my 100% commitment to you..couldnt you at least notice about it...

i'm frustrated..yes because i couldnt love you ...but i'm trying my best...

now i'm not sure what to do...
words indeed make me bleed from inside....

수요일, 9월 29, 2010

kamalazlan

under2roof dah tak relevan buat aku..jadi aku pilih kamalazlan sebgagai alamat terbaru..senang...kamalazlan..ewa ewa..dulu punya tak suka dgn kamalrul kan..ahahah...

ngatuk dan malas..nak tido tapi waktu asar..sangat tak elok ok..iskisk apa nak jadiniekan..ahahaha...

jap...aku blur nak tulis apa..ahaha


isolation is good.
keep going until.
forever.

토요일, 9월 25, 2010

to CPK

ok..summarised of details that has happened recently

received email from KPT - scholarship lulus..jadilah RM900 sebulan
received borang perjanjian from UKM - satu lagi tak lengkap..and my cuti belajar has started actually ahaha

and now i'm officially off duty until 2012
and my master project is still undecided..but i'll carry on doing works on L.lactis...

my master would be master in systems biology (MSB kot)...oklah tak dapat ME dapat selain Msc pun dah ok..besides ..takderl aig ldm malaysia yag offer the programme selain UKM..ahahah...
graduan sulung and insyaAllah if God permits i can covert my master into PhD....

and of course aku dah sain kontrat dgn UKM...4 thn kena khidmat..adeh...cammaner tu..waaa...

baru ingat nak lari..ahahaha....

tu dier CPK..jgn merajuk lagi kkkk..tak reti nak pujuk..ahaha

목요일, 9월 23, 2010

air mata En. Azlan

adeh..semua yang aku tulis ilangcam tu jer....


sambung nagis balik jom...

수요일, 9월 22, 2010

layazzz

pagi tadi aku telah disoal siasat oleh mereka disebabkan kelancangan mulut aku mengutarakan benda tu...cam biasalah aku kan pandai cover berkat latihan yg diberikan..siap bedah siasat tu nie sampailah mereka berkata...."jomlah kitaorang ada kosong lagi".... seyes buat jiwa aku kacau...ahahaha...

hmm masa untuk mengubah tapi mampukah aku??? hmmm....

nak gi berbuka jap..layazzz