it was my 1st time..therefore i'm entitle to piss off, mad, get moody and so on..therefore let it be...!!!
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just a remainder to myself that i'm to be blame of what had happened..besides i already choose the path...then bare it like man..not sissy!!!!
yes when i'm in pain i'll bulid this big, thick giant wall that separate me and the person..yes sounds silly..hey i'm a man with great imagination..and this is indeed my way to deal with the problem..sorry if i hurt u but i'm happy like this although my face doesnt match with it..
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as for today...i'm abit off with the works that i supposed to complete before december...adeh...talking about D4 alanine which supposed to be come in together with other...haishh....another 2 to 3 weeks...demmit...my medium couldnt last forever and that fact that i did a stupid thing since i was so desperated that i cut the bottle into two pieces leaving the medium vunerable to atmosphere...adeh...
the class was bored..and being me chek lan..i literarry gasping for "help" for the lecturer so that he could stop for at leaqst 10 minute before continuing giving bored speech which was quite knowledgeable..but..bored..ahahaha...4hrs of lecture without 10 minute break..never had one..and now i know about definetly i'll adjust it accordingly so that students wont fall asleep like what I have done previously...sorry prof..ahaha
and another thing i havent updated my log book which i need to sumbit it this friday...alhai...tampal jerlah fragment tu dah..ahahaha...
oh yes..i went to TPM graduation day..which took me back to the day i had my graduation day at Donyang..which was so similar with what they have in TPM...well..i guess that is how diploma student received their certificant after 3 years of craving and honeymoon..ahahaha...
well i'm off outing agian tonight..waaa follow fir....no i dont to stay at home...and yes i enjoyed my sleep last night...without any screaming, or hands gesture..ahahah..thanks dude...ahaha
