100 days...
ahahaha...
---------------
alignment oh alignment...
camamener nak buat yer???
sapa2 tahu nak treat binary format data?? tukar pada CDF format ke???
월요일, 12월 27, 2010
tron---takder kaitanpun
asked the same question which was ask by
tempat dan waktu jer berbeza...
well
people tend to repeat things they already did
intensionly or not
we do live in the past
just what we are having it in the present time
ahahahaha...
jom layan journal...
tempat dan waktu jer berbeza...
well
people tend to repeat things they already did
intensionly or not
we do live in the past
just what we are having it in the present time
ahahahaha...
jom layan journal...
금요일, 12월 24, 2010
MCF
ok the disadvantage using Glycerol saline as your quenching agent are:
glycerol is a hygroscopic substance ---- attract and hold water
hard to remove due to its viscosity
TMS plak:
dried sample - absolutely no water
jadi glycerol X TMS....
perh....MCF leh jawabnyer...
already have the library but problem...
column....waaa kena beli!!!!
홧팅....!!!!
glycerol is a hygroscopic substance ---- attract and hold water
hard to remove due to its viscosity
TMS plak:
dried sample - absolutely no water
jadi glycerol X TMS....
perh....MCF leh jawabnyer...
already have the library but problem...
column....waaa kena beli!!!!
홧팅....!!!!
목요일, 12월 23, 2010
TMS
i just couldnt understand why would educated people go public on remeh temeh punya hal..
yes i know every individual in this world has their own right and entitle to their own opinion on every matters that revolve around them
but to go on Facebook or tweeter( btul ke eja nie) and shout sarcarm on something that is totaly inappropiate thing to share. in this case i would simple conclude ----nak cari publisti murahan---
I dislike this scene especially when that person has quite number of "pengikut" yg dah serupa itu semangat asabiah( btul ke arabic word nie?? ahah) @ idolized ---"warship" is too provocative. tak pasal jadi kes jakim lak blog nie ahaha...
besides to go on public through facebook dan seangkatanya would give only one side of the story which as conclusion lead to miss understanding, double standard, bad judging and bad words...yg memang provocative and really hurting people that related to it.
it is reality..people nowaday thinks they are so free that they can publish almost anything without thinking and know the consequences.
the continuity of this "menace act" is indeed intolerable cruel to everyone -----dramatic btul ayat nie---- but still people often got away with this.
idolized pun satu...you should NOT accepted what you read/listen/watch---taking sides are bad enough and rite now you making judgement and execute your choice of punishment to people yg totaly innocent...
yup i'm nobody in this so called social network. I dont have 100 friends yg dok pending for friend acceptance into my account. And i dont go public for everything that is totally lame and not worth to be share. I just simple, ordinary guy who always making bad choice when dealing with relationship problem ----running away, keeping thing to myself, silent and donot get interact with people that much...but one thing for sure aku tak baling batu sembunyi tangan...
p/s- anyone leh tolong aku cara2 nak buat glycerol from sample? derivatization guna TMS tak effectivelah....
yes i know every individual in this world has their own right and entitle to their own opinion on every matters that revolve around them
but to go on Facebook or tweeter( btul ke eja nie) and shout sarcarm on something that is totaly inappropiate thing to share. in this case i would simple conclude ----nak cari publisti murahan---
I dislike this scene especially when that person has quite number of "pengikut" yg dah serupa itu semangat asabiah( btul ke arabic word nie?? ahah) @ idolized ---"warship" is too provocative. tak pasal jadi kes jakim lak blog nie ahaha...
besides to go on public through facebook dan seangkatanya would give only one side of the story which as conclusion lead to miss understanding, double standard, bad judging and bad words...yg memang provocative and really hurting people that related to it.
it is reality..people nowaday thinks they are so free that they can publish almost anything without thinking and know the consequences.
the continuity of this "menace act" is indeed intolerable cruel to everyone -----dramatic btul ayat nie---- but still people often got away with this.
idolized pun satu...you should NOT accepted what you read/listen/watch---taking sides are bad enough and rite now you making judgement and execute your choice of punishment to people yg totaly innocent...
yup i'm nobody in this so called social network. I dont have 100 friends yg dok pending for friend acceptance into my account. And i dont go public for everything that is totally lame and not worth to be share. I just simple, ordinary guy who always making bad choice when dealing with relationship problem ----running away, keeping thing to myself, silent and donot get interact with people that much...but one thing for sure aku tak baling batu sembunyi tangan...
p/s- anyone leh tolong aku cara2 nak buat glycerol from sample? derivatization guna TMS tak effectivelah....
수요일, 12월 22, 2010
월요일, 12월 20, 2010
kamu
aku tak pasti kenapa...
lari...
diam...
tunduk...
tak sure...
tak tahu...
dimana salah dan silap...
aku tak tahu sampai bila aku perlu bergitu...
orang bertanya itu dan ini...
tapi aku tak ada jawapan untuk semua itu...
aku cakap berapi...
pergi %^&%^
tapi dalam hati...
entah...
-------
terima kasih atas semua benda...
kuih, coklat, keychain dan "minta maaf"
yang pasti aku masih bergitu....
senyap...
diam...
tunduk...
lari...
lari...
diam...
tunduk...
tak sure...
tak tahu...
dimana salah dan silap...
aku tak tahu sampai bila aku perlu bergitu...
orang bertanya itu dan ini...
tapi aku tak ada jawapan untuk semua itu...
aku cakap berapi...
pergi %^&%^
tapi dalam hati...
entah...
-------
terima kasih atas semua benda...
kuih, coklat, keychain dan "minta maaf"
yang pasti aku masih bergitu....
senyap...
diam...
tunduk...
lari...
화요일, 12월 14, 2010
super down
hmm...
dia selak tapi tak abis...berterus terang itu bagus...
tp sila selak sampai habis..
sebab kalu selak sampai habis anda tahu jln ceritanya...
tp sejahat aku tak pernah aku selak ...
sipi tp aku learnt my lesson...
tak baek selak2...
benda2 yg buruk gak yg kuar...
seyes aku down dgn diri sendiri...
decision to make...
tapi tak reti2 nak buat...
aku cuba mengharap tp tak jadi...
akupun tak paham...
orang dah makin membenci...
jadi betullah aku nie menjengkelkan....
aku tak kacau orang...
even bother nak tegur orang...
sebab aku tak mahu masuk campur...
masing-masing dah besar...
tp budak kecik tu masih ada dlm badan kita...
nayalah mlm nie aku menjerit terpekik terlolong...
nasib badan...
dia selak tapi tak abis...berterus terang itu bagus...
tp sila selak sampai habis..
sebab kalu selak sampai habis anda tahu jln ceritanya...
tp sejahat aku tak pernah aku selak ...
sipi tp aku learnt my lesson...
tak baek selak2...
benda2 yg buruk gak yg kuar...
seyes aku down dgn diri sendiri...
decision to make...
tapi tak reti2 nak buat...
aku cuba mengharap tp tak jadi...
akupun tak paham...
orang dah makin membenci...
jadi betullah aku nie menjengkelkan....
aku tak kacau orang...
even bother nak tegur orang...
sebab aku tak mahu masuk campur...
masing-masing dah besar...
tp budak kecik tu masih ada dlm badan kita...
nayalah mlm nie aku menjerit terpekik terlolong...
nasib badan...
토요일, 12월 11, 2010
목요일, 12월 09, 2010
don
05.42pm- sampai IBS...hujan lebat..perh orang kat sebelah dah mengigil ketakutan sbb cara pemanduan yg agak berbahaya dalam keadaan ujan..ahaha...
load sample dlm minu 80...gedubuk gedapak dgn machine..cucicuci bilasbilas...topup maner yg patut
0.615pm...settled load sample..machine berfungsi...blah...aku jadi penumpanglak..ahaha...
715pm- kata nak minum flut..alih2 berjimba kat care4--yes we care...pusing pusing...cari tu nie...
7.28pm-katap putus gi amil tiket...layan tgk orang balik bola ---bowlinglah..ahahah
8.10pm...cit..tinggalkan kau sornag2 terkontang kanting..ahaha...kang aku masuk sorang baru tau...
9.00pm-pakcik manerlak nie yg dok kurap kurap makan sushi dlm wayang nie???? adeh..siap leh dgn dia kunyah timun...perh..bau kicap shusi tupun sangatk uat...hmm..cam sake...ahahaha...dioan yakin leh mkn ke nie?? sebab aku ada dgr actually they put sake dlm nasi kepamtu???entahlah...
9.30pm- pulak budak nagis...kacau stim btullah...aku blur..pg13...tpi budak2 yg bawah 13 masuk selamba badak jer...GCS tak check ke??hurm.
945pm..siot tahan nak kencing...@$@#%$# tengah best2 nie....
1042pm...waaaaa
load sample dlm minu 80...gedubuk gedapak dgn machine..cucicuci bilasbilas...topup maner yg patut
0.615pm...settled load sample..machine berfungsi...blah...aku jadi penumpanglak..ahaha...
715pm- kata nak minum flut..alih2 berjimba kat care4--yes we care...pusing pusing...cari tu nie...
7.28pm-katap putus gi amil tiket...layan tgk orang balik bola ---bowlinglah..ahahah
8.10pm...cit..tinggalkan kau sornag2 terkontang kanting..ahaha...kang aku masuk sorang baru tau...
9.00pm-pakcik manerlak nie yg dok kurap kurap makan sushi dlm wayang nie???? adeh..siap leh dgn dia kunyah timun...perh..bau kicap shusi tupun sangatk uat...hmm..cam sake...ahahaha...dioan yakin leh mkn ke nie?? sebab aku ada dgr actually they put sake dlm nasi kepamtu???entahlah...
9.30pm- pulak budak nagis...kacau stim btullah...aku blur..pg13...tpi budak2 yg bawah 13 masuk selamba badak jer...GCS tak check ke??hurm.
945pm..siot tahan nak kencing...@$@#%$# tengah best2 nie....
1042pm...waaaaa
월요일, 12월 06, 2010
hijrah
bahagia bila bersama....
perh...madu yg manis...
pastu bila dia buat kesalahan yang tak seberapa....
tu dia...
pulau sambil menjeling2 .....
adeh.......
---i shouldnt be blogging like this----especially dah penghujung thn---------
selamat berhijrah ker thn baru yer....
akulah kera sumbang yg dah jadi black sheep...
btullah kata orang aku nie perampas...
i win i lose...
perh...madu yg manis...
pastu bila dia buat kesalahan yang tak seberapa....
tu dia...
pulau sambil menjeling2 .....
adeh.......
---i shouldnt be blogging like this----especially dah penghujung thn---------
selamat berhijrah ker thn baru yer....
akulah kera sumbang yg dah jadi black sheep...
btullah kata orang aku nie perampas...
i win i lose...
목요일, 12월 02, 2010
squalene
what a day...seyes bercelaru...dgn tu nie..
hurmm...
people seems to have problem wuf me...
apa silap aku ar...
aku agak bercelaru dgn dgn my result...
ok...
i found one of the metabolite that associate with mevalonate - squalene...quite high jugaklah dia punya abundances..but the problem is..i couldnt detect it bila aku tukar derivatization protocol aku..hmm...
i'm guessing the metabolite has a very fast turn over rate...kot..sebab derivatization using microwave kejap jer..3 minit pastu trus run...
bila aku change to shaking memang tak detectec....pulak tu kat condition 30C jer...
aku tak tunjukpun result tu kat my supervisor...
my objective is profiling...benda tu adalah objective diorang dulu2...kalu aku tunjuk sekarang cam aku nak cari famelah pulak...lagipun results to tak der reproducibility...tapi kalu aku run lagi samples aku ...nescaya akan kuarkan metabolite tu...huhuh...kang terpkasalak aku tukar objective aku...tak mo....pening2...
i asked kwn aku..and instead of giving opinion...dia cakap...ko tunjuk hebat kaa???...ahaha terkesima jap...btulgak...
jadi biarkan dulu..ahaha...
---------
GC GC TOF still tak run lagi...budak MPOB tu still guna until next week kot..adeh...jadi aku ingat mau run samples aku weekend untuk GC...
tadipun aku run sample on D4 Alanine...couldnt detect it...bukan tak detect tapi aku malas nak cari..ahaha...but setelah run tadi tengok..aiyo..aku kena modified balik run time aku@ solvent delay...from 6.2 to about 5....sebab dia kuat kat 5.87...ahah..aku berjaya gunakan pencarian SIR dgn jayanyer...ahaha....
hoping everything goes will for me weekend nie InsyaAllah...sebab aku dah takleh tunggu2 dah...aku target end of this year aku settlekan TMS ---GCMS dan GC x GC TOF...
bab MVA analysis tak masuk lagi...tu lagi pening...aku ada bukak account kat this online database under institute aku..tapi aku tak cakappun kat my supervisor...huhuh...sharing is caring tapi...most of scientist laa nie...ader ke nak gonsi abisan??? hmm...i wonder...ahaha...
ok dah enough wuf lab stuf...balik umah berehat...ahaha..k nak layan AFV kat youtube lagi best ahahah
hurmm...
people seems to have problem wuf me...
apa silap aku ar...
aku agak bercelaru dgn dgn my result...
ok...
i found one of the metabolite that associate with mevalonate - squalene...quite high jugaklah dia punya abundances..but the problem is..i couldnt detect it bila aku tukar derivatization protocol aku..hmm...
i'm guessing the metabolite has a very fast turn over rate...kot..sebab derivatization using microwave kejap jer..3 minit pastu trus run...
bila aku change to shaking memang tak detectec....pulak tu kat condition 30C jer...
aku tak tunjukpun result tu kat my supervisor...
my objective is profiling...benda tu adalah objective diorang dulu2...kalu aku tunjuk sekarang cam aku nak cari famelah pulak...lagipun results to tak der reproducibility...tapi kalu aku run lagi samples aku ...nescaya akan kuarkan metabolite tu...huhuh...kang terpkasalak aku tukar objective aku...tak mo....pening2...
i asked kwn aku..and instead of giving opinion...dia cakap...ko tunjuk hebat kaa???...ahaha terkesima jap...btulgak...
jadi biarkan dulu..ahaha...
---------
GC GC TOF still tak run lagi...budak MPOB tu still guna until next week kot..adeh...jadi aku ingat mau run samples aku weekend untuk GC...
tadipun aku run sample on D4 Alanine...couldnt detect it...bukan tak detect tapi aku malas nak cari..ahaha...but setelah run tadi tengok..aiyo..aku kena modified balik run time aku@ solvent delay...from 6.2 to about 5....sebab dia kuat kat 5.87...ahah..aku berjaya gunakan pencarian SIR dgn jayanyer...ahaha....
hoping everything goes will for me weekend nie InsyaAllah...sebab aku dah takleh tunggu2 dah...aku target end of this year aku settlekan TMS ---GCMS dan GC x GC TOF...
bab MVA analysis tak masuk lagi...tu lagi pening...aku ada bukak account kat this online database under institute aku..tapi aku tak cakappun kat my supervisor...huhuh...sharing is caring tapi...most of scientist laa nie...ader ke nak gonsi abisan??? hmm...i wonder...ahaha...
ok dah enough wuf lab stuf...balik umah berehat...ahaha..k nak layan AFV kat youtube lagi best ahahah
blup blup...
peak of my life as student---gemuk, murung dan sorang2..aaahahaha..berserabai dan serabut tul...
and now i'm back to that time...ahaha...
siap pakai baju dgn huruf L yang besar----Looser?? ahahah...
bukankan..L-levis...lah..dan baju tu lesap entah kemana...seyes tak jumpa langsung..dahlah original...beli waktu sale..terjumpa tiba2 masa balik dr solat jumaat kat 이태원...
ok..
aku takder result per2 lagi nie...waa nagis jap...
kalu aku run jer sample aku tu ok tak???ahaha...
cam nak run terus jer semua sekali...
일요일, 11월 28, 2010
cubby...bukan babi yer..
ahahaha...
aku makin gemuk dan cuit muit
ahahaha...
should i continue isolate myself?
i did make it through rite...
wuf flying colours alhamdulillah...
let it be...
금요일, 11월 26, 2010
일요일, 11월 21, 2010
anjing jadian
tak perlu terasa tapi terasa...
hurm....
suara sumbang yg mengeji kot...
apa salah aku kat ko?
aku jentik ko pun tak?
yang beria nak amel tahu apasal?
................................................ lupakan.................................................
sebab mereka tak punya apa-apa...
dalam kesah hidup en Azlan
jadi korang nak menyalak sampai bukit runtuhpun dipersilakan....
sebab korang are nothing to me...
tiba-tiba aku terasa aku yang menyalak cam diorang...
gong-gong...suara sumbang yang memang dah sumbang....
i should stop...
buat tambah dosa jer
hurm....
suara sumbang yg mengeji kot...
apa salah aku kat ko?
aku jentik ko pun tak?
yang beria nak amel tahu apasal?
................................................ lupakan.................................................
sebab mereka tak punya apa-apa...
dalam kesah hidup en Azlan
jadi korang nak menyalak sampai bukit runtuhpun dipersilakan....
sebab korang are nothing to me...
tiba-tiba aku terasa aku yang menyalak cam diorang...
gong-gong...suara sumbang yang memang dah sumbang....
i should stop...
buat tambah dosa jer
토요일, 11월 20, 2010
TAK BERFAEDAH
yeah dah dapat P
tapi berangan jerlah nak angkat kete...
En besar agak reluctant suh anaknya mengangkat sebijik...
jadi kita simpan duit sampai berkepul2 amin....
tapi En Azlan ingat mahu jual moto yg ada tukar dgn makhluk yang lebih seksi...apacam oktak???
ahaha...
bertambahlah lagi seorang makhluk merempit yg tak sedar diri...ahaha
.....aku nak meroyan dalam blog tp...cukuplah entry pasal big bro tu..adeh...
sebab takde faedahnya nak meroyan dalam blog nie...buat malu kompeni jerkan...
but i do have to say...aku tak kacau ko...jadi sila jgn nak menyibuk dok tanya tu ini...
AKU TAK SUKA...
DO what ever you want and leave me alone....sebab again...
tapi berangan jerlah nak angkat kete...
En besar agak reluctant suh anaknya mengangkat sebijik...
jadi kita simpan duit sampai berkepul2 amin....
tapi En Azlan ingat mahu jual moto yg ada tukar dgn makhluk yang lebih seksi...apacam oktak???
ahaha...
bertambahlah lagi seorang makhluk merempit yg tak sedar diri...ahaha
.....aku nak meroyan dalam blog tp...cukuplah entry pasal big bro tu..adeh...
sebab takde faedahnya nak meroyan dalam blog nie...buat malu kompeni jerkan...
but i do have to say...aku tak kacau ko...jadi sila jgn nak menyibuk dok tanya tu ini...
AKU TAK SUKA...
DO what ever you want and leave me alone....sebab again...
AKU TAK KACAU KO
AKU TAK KACAU KO
AKU TAK KACAU KO
금요일, 11월 19, 2010
negative thinking
kenapa aku rasa cam akan dikecewakan kali kedua???
hmm...
....
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.
...
...
hurmm...
mengingati apa yg diucap...
"enjoy what you have till it ends"....
hmm...
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...
...
hurmm...
mengingati apa yg diucap...
"enjoy what you have till it ends"....
목요일, 11월 11, 2010
darah
interesting or lembik??
ahaah
tengahari gi mkn...turun kete..entah cammaner jari telunjuk meraya[ terkepit pintu kete...perkk..pedih...
kuatkan semgant sebab nak menjerit dan maki mahun kat budak tu tapi bukan salah dia..aku yg cuai...
der nak tolong..aku ckp gi jauh2 sebelum perkataan tak baik kuar..lagipun kalau aku tengah sakit cam tu..memang aku nak bersendirian...try coping with it...sebab aku nak tunjuk i'm ok i'm strong..this is nothing...
darah dah mengalir..aku mintak tissue..
sudah aku dah pening...budak tu ikut aku..tanya ok tak....
budak tu beradar betul2 depan aku...aku sempat cakap...aku tak boleh tengok darah...
mata aku gelap..landing betul2 kat dada dia----nasib baik dia besar dan lagi tinggi dari aku...
gelap....aku tak dgr apa2...gelap..
aku tak rasa per2.....
lan lan..lan...sayup dengar...
bila kau buka mata..aku dah jatuh terduduk..kaki dah dilunjurkan...aku buka mata...dia dah pangku aku...lapa...nak susu..tu jer yg tersembul dari mulut aku...ahaha..
siot makcik jual pisang kat sebelah tengok jer.....
aku rasa aku terpengsan dalam 5, 8 minit kot...
yup aku terluka..aku akan rasa ngilu pas tu pening...tp tu 1st time aku pitam...
teringat waktu kena ear infection...supposedly aku tak patut tahan sakit..tapi sebab nak cepat baik dan gi buat rawatan sekali jer....rasa nak tercabut telinga nie dikorek doc tu...sebaik jer kuar dari bilik rawatan terus aku pitam....
aku rasa 2 keadan menunjukkan aku tahan sakit yg amat sangat....sampai pitam...atau mungkinkah aku takleh tengok darah????
ahahahh
ahaah
tengahari gi mkn...turun kete..entah cammaner jari telunjuk meraya[ terkepit pintu kete...perkk..pedih...
kuatkan semgant sebab nak menjerit dan maki mahun kat budak tu tapi bukan salah dia..aku yg cuai...
der nak tolong..aku ckp gi jauh2 sebelum perkataan tak baik kuar..lagipun kalau aku tengah sakit cam tu..memang aku nak bersendirian...try coping with it...sebab aku nak tunjuk i'm ok i'm strong..this is nothing...
darah dah mengalir..aku mintak tissue..
sudah aku dah pening...budak tu ikut aku..tanya ok tak....
budak tu beradar betul2 depan aku...aku sempat cakap...aku tak boleh tengok darah...
mata aku gelap..landing betul2 kat dada dia----nasib baik dia besar dan lagi tinggi dari aku...
gelap....aku tak dgr apa2...gelap..
aku tak rasa per2.....
lan lan..lan...sayup dengar...
bila kau buka mata..aku dah jatuh terduduk..kaki dah dilunjurkan...aku buka mata...dia dah pangku aku...lapa...nak susu..tu jer yg tersembul dari mulut aku...ahaha..
siot makcik jual pisang kat sebelah tengok jer.....
aku rasa aku terpengsan dalam 5, 8 minit kot...
yup aku terluka..aku akan rasa ngilu pas tu pening...tp tu 1st time aku pitam...
teringat waktu kena ear infection...supposedly aku tak patut tahan sakit..tapi sebab nak cepat baik dan gi buat rawatan sekali jer....rasa nak tercabut telinga nie dikorek doc tu...sebaik jer kuar dari bilik rawatan terus aku pitam....
aku rasa 2 keadan menunjukkan aku tahan sakit yg amat sangat....sampai pitam...atau mungkinkah aku takleh tengok darah????
ahahahh
수요일, 11월 03, 2010
화요일, 11월 02, 2010
wisdom
ok...
as for today,
i overslept which---intentionally which leaded to naek KTM ke KLCC..adeh..thanked god tak crowded dan slow..at least i can still enjoyed short nap...sedar2 baru kat salak selatan...sambung balik..ahaah
jap suka terus masuk body tanpa introkan..bak kata jijah...masuk tak bagi salam...mencelah..ahaha
perut ku makin lamer makin besar dan sangat tak selesa..adeh..and aku nak mula lelah balik...kena start training balik...jogging daaa...dan jogging pentag bukan mlm..sbb kalu mlm confirm lepak mamak then mkn balik..adeh...
bunvit balik..
last time when i was 21..someone tegur aku..perut ku makin kedepan...then aku diet giler..ok kempis walupun takder 6 packs.. now the same cycle kembali...orang tengah happy dan bayak duitkan???(nie giler menunjuk dan takbur..isk2)
anyway...1st bio malaysia for me...waa semangat tul mereka bertanding ...segan sebab institute takder hasil untuk jualan...we offer knowledge jer kak oit...ahahaha
hmm...
aku nak ke korea!!! jom book ticket....------
as for today,
i overslept which---intentionally which leaded to naek KTM ke KLCC..adeh..thanked god tak crowded dan slow..at least i can still enjoyed short nap...sedar2 baru kat salak selatan...sambung balik..ahaah
jap suka terus masuk body tanpa introkan..bak kata jijah...masuk tak bagi salam...mencelah..ahaha
perut ku makin lamer makin besar dan sangat tak selesa..adeh..and aku nak mula lelah balik...kena start training balik...jogging daaa...dan jogging pentag bukan mlm..sbb kalu mlm confirm lepak mamak then mkn balik..adeh...
bunvit balik..
last time when i was 21..someone tegur aku..perut ku makin kedepan...then aku diet giler..ok kempis walupun takder 6 packs.. now the same cycle kembali...orang tengah happy dan bayak duitkan???(nie giler menunjuk dan takbur..isk2)
anyway...1st bio malaysia for me...waa semangat tul mereka bertanding ...segan sebab institute takder hasil untuk jualan...we offer knowledge jer kak oit...ahahaha
hmm...
aku nak ke korea!!! jom book ticket....------
금요일, 10월 29, 2010
화요일, 10월 26, 2010
acxident
ok..aku pyscho..ahahhhaha..masa otw ke institute terchinta..passed by lori...pulak tu lori yg jenis kepala singa..aku dah terbayang kalau terpelosok masuk bawah tu cammaner...ok..penuh darah dan bla2.. ada lori nie..and masa passed by corner tajam btul2 tepi institute ada van nie dah rabak kat depan kena langgar..
rupanyer aka S.O tu accident..teruk jugak katanya...adeh...
....ok
maleh nak sambung...
rupanyer aka S.O tu accident..teruk jugak katanya...adeh...
....ok
maleh nak sambung...
일요일, 10월 24, 2010
jang
yoyoy...
lamar tak berupdater..
ajaa
spent almost one week kat concord inn hotel berkursus...tmpt kursus yang biasa baig U#$...perh...bilik sorang satu kan..ahaha
gained alot of things walaupun most of the thing relate wuf social science but..new perspective different approacheskan...
well need to put myself together sbb my 2nd prensentation dlm this weekk and then next week..adeh...hoping the best..insyaAllah...
smlm aku got kacau..sian kat kat my hommie yang tak dapat tido dok cuab cope wuf jeritan aku mlm2 sampai kul 3 pagi..hmm...they proposed to me to go to Darul Syifa' untuk treatment...hmm...entahlah jang..segan nak pegi sana..
but sea camamer if thing get worse I dont have any choice but to go there for treatment...
isnyaAllah semua aku pulih..
lamar tak berupdater..
ajaa
spent almost one week kat concord inn hotel berkursus...tmpt kursus yang biasa baig U#$...perh...bilik sorang satu kan..ahaha
gained alot of things walaupun most of the thing relate wuf social science but..new perspective different approacheskan...
well need to put myself together sbb my 2nd prensentation dlm this weekk and then next week..adeh...hoping the best..insyaAllah...
smlm aku got kacau..sian kat kat my hommie yang tak dapat tido dok cuab cope wuf jeritan aku mlm2 sampai kul 3 pagi..hmm...they proposed to me to go to Darul Syifa' untuk treatment...hmm...entahlah jang..segan nak pegi sana..
but sea camamer if thing get worse I dont have any choice but to go there for treatment...
isnyaAllah semua aku pulih..
화요일, 10월 19, 2010
kecik
CPK sent me an email yg panjang lebar yang berupa nasihat..which really buat aku sedarlah...i shouldnt be an asshole dalam berkawan.
yes betul aku suka mcm tu bila rasa nak tegur atau need something baru nak cari balik kawan tu...tapi pas aku tahu aku always like that aku nak berubah..yerlah aku tak suka camtu jadi jgn buat...lagipun dah ada orang kutuk which aku tak salahkan orang itu...walaupun memang aku sengaja buat kat orang itu...
life as usual...tapi aku cam terdown2 dan mencari arah ...am i doing the rite thing now??? kenapalah aku nak jadi orang tak bersyukur nir??? adeh...
that same feeling datang balik after like 1 year...nak kena basuh dgn ustaz lagi nie....btw ustaz you have become typical daddy ahaha...tahniah2...tiba2 rasa jeles...when would i be like that?? at least he has something to look foward tukan???
anyway aku kat umah rite now..malas nak gi lab sebab satu lagi nak kemas barang. kul 1 nak blah dah. again aku berkelana kat hotel mewah (ok nie aku memang menunjuk2 ahaha)
to sesiapa yg slalu buka blog aku...
sorry sebab aku dah sangat jarang rarely jarang update...
yes betul aku suka mcm tu bila rasa nak tegur atau need something baru nak cari balik kawan tu...tapi pas aku tahu aku always like that aku nak berubah..yerlah aku tak suka camtu jadi jgn buat...lagipun dah ada orang kutuk which aku tak salahkan orang itu...walaupun memang aku sengaja buat kat orang itu...
life as usual...tapi aku cam terdown2 dan mencari arah ...am i doing the rite thing now??? kenapalah aku nak jadi orang tak bersyukur nir??? adeh...
that same feeling datang balik after like 1 year...nak kena basuh dgn ustaz lagi nie....btw ustaz you have become typical daddy ahaha...tahniah2...tiba2 rasa jeles...when would i be like that?? at least he has something to look foward tukan???
anyway aku kat umah rite now..malas nak gi lab sebab satu lagi nak kemas barang. kul 1 nak blah dah. again aku berkelana kat hotel mewah (ok nie aku memang menunjuk2 ahaha)
to sesiapa yg slalu buka blog aku...
sorry sebab aku dah sangat jarang rarely jarang update...
금요일, 10월 15, 2010
CPK
saya ada kwn..kita namakan dia CPK..kami sangat baik..super baik sampai orang laen ingat kami suka antara satu sama laen (nie tokokan)..
saya selalu mintak tolong dgn dia untuk dw journal
macam2 journal sebab U$% kedekut nak subscribe semau journal yang saya cuba dw...
satu ari kami putus hubungan...
senyap tanpa berita...
dia tahu saya tak reti pujuk rayu...sebab diapun selalu makan hati dgn saya..ahaha
jadi kali nie saya cuba pujuk...
adeh...
saya selalu mintak tolong dgn dia untuk dw journal
macam2 journal sebab U$% kedekut nak subscribe semau journal yang saya cuba dw...
satu ari kami putus hubungan...
senyap tanpa berita...
dia tahu saya tak reti pujuk rayu...sebab diapun selalu makan hati dgn saya..ahaha
jadi kali nie saya cuba pujuk...
adeh...
일요일, 10월 10, 2010
금요일, 10월 01, 2010
bomshell
for the past week i tried my best to give my fullest attention to you. i tried to make you happy. i tried to fulfil the word " couple". I tried...
but you feel unsecure...saying you are just pit stop..worrying that i'll go if i meet someone better than you...
yes indeed this is a trial period. anything could happen...but to cheat you and find a replacement while i'm with you...you think way too ahead... yes i'm a man with desire... feel love and have crushes...but i'm with you now and i'm giving my 100% commitment to you..couldnt you at least notice about it...
i'm frustrated..yes because i couldnt love you ...but i'm trying my best...
now i'm not sure what to do...
words indeed make me bleed from inside....
but you feel unsecure...saying you are just pit stop..worrying that i'll go if i meet someone better than you...
yes indeed this is a trial period. anything could happen...but to cheat you and find a replacement while i'm with you...you think way too ahead... yes i'm a man with desire... feel love and have crushes...but i'm with you now and i'm giving my 100% commitment to you..couldnt you at least notice about it...
i'm frustrated..yes because i couldnt love you ...but i'm trying my best...
now i'm not sure what to do...
words indeed make me bleed from inside....
수요일, 9월 29, 2010
kamalazlan
under2roof dah tak relevan buat aku..jadi aku pilih kamalazlan sebgagai alamat terbaru..senang...kamalazlan..ewa ewa..dulu punya tak suka dgn kamalrul kan..ahahah...
ngatuk dan malas..nak tido tapi waktu asar..sangat tak elok ok..iskisk apa nak jadiniekan..ahahaha...
jap...aku blur nak tulis apa..ahaha
isolation is good.
keep going until.
forever.
ngatuk dan malas..nak tido tapi waktu asar..sangat tak elok ok..iskisk apa nak jadiniekan..ahahaha...
jap...aku blur nak tulis apa..ahaha
isolation is good.
keep going until.
forever.
토요일, 9월 25, 2010
to CPK
ok..summarised of details that has happened recently
received email from KPT - scholarship lulus..jadilah RM900 sebulan
received borang perjanjian from UKM - satu lagi tak lengkap..and my cuti belajar has started actually ahaha
and now i'm officially off duty until 2012
and my master project is still undecided..but i'll carry on doing works on L.lactis...
my master would be master in systems biology (MSB kot)...oklah tak dapat ME dapat selain Msc pun dah ok..besides ..takderl aig ldm malaysia yag offer the programme selain UKM..ahahah...
graduan sulung and insyaAllah if God permits i can covert my master into PhD....
and of course aku dah sain kontrat dgn UKM...4 thn kena khidmat..adeh...cammaner tu..waaa...
baru ingat nak lari..ahahaha....
tu dier CPK..jgn merajuk lagi kkkk..tak reti nak pujuk..ahaha
received email from KPT - scholarship lulus..jadilah RM900 sebulan
received borang perjanjian from UKM - satu lagi tak lengkap..and my cuti belajar has started actually ahaha
and now i'm officially off duty until 2012
and my master project is still undecided..but i'll carry on doing works on L.lactis...
my master would be master in systems biology (MSB kot)...oklah tak dapat ME dapat selain Msc pun dah ok..besides ..takderl aig ldm malaysia yag offer the programme selain UKM..ahahah...
graduan sulung and insyaAllah if God permits i can covert my master into PhD....
and of course aku dah sain kontrat dgn UKM...4 thn kena khidmat..adeh...cammaner tu..waaa...
baru ingat nak lari..ahahaha....
tu dier CPK..jgn merajuk lagi kkkk..tak reti nak pujuk..ahaha
목요일, 9월 23, 2010
수요일, 9월 22, 2010
layazzz
pagi tadi aku telah disoal siasat oleh mereka disebabkan kelancangan mulut aku mengutarakan benda tu...cam biasalah aku kan pandai cover berkat latihan yg diberikan..siap bedah siasat tu nie sampailah mereka berkata...."jomlah kitaorang ada kosong lagi".... seyes buat jiwa aku kacau...ahahaha...
hmm masa untuk mengubah tapi mampukah aku??? hmmm....
nak gi berbuka jap..layazzz
hmm masa untuk mengubah tapi mampukah aku??? hmmm....
nak gi berbuka jap..layazzz
화요일, 9월 21, 2010
air muka
ok aku malu besar.....
check kat ewarga tertera perkataan bertulis merah ----- Status : Cuti Belajar --------sudahnya aku bersemangat masuk office awal pagi giler..lalu disapa penuh ramah mesra....errr "cuti belajar dah luluskan?? tak perlu masuk office lagi....".....muka penuh tebal...aku melangkah keluar rasa ingin balik dan tukar baju!!!!!!! siot....
emm....
malu kot hari nie...waaa nak balik!!!!tukar baju ahaha
check kat ewarga tertera perkataan bertulis merah ----- Status : Cuti Belajar --------sudahnya aku bersemangat masuk office awal pagi giler..lalu disapa penuh ramah mesra....errr "cuti belajar dah luluskan?? tak perlu masuk office lagi....".....muka penuh tebal...aku melangkah keluar rasa ingin balik dan tukar baju!!!!!!! siot....
emm....
malu kot hari nie...waaa nak balik!!!!tukar baju ahaha
morning
mari nak mencarut sikit...
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puas...aaaahahaha
hari nie awal sungguh aku bangun....
penangan bulan puasa..ahahaha
2nd day untuk puasa enam...tabahkan hati ku amin...
as usual i'm ended watching youtube when i suppose to settle my ppt for the MGI presentation....
adeh..cammaner nie...
results was quite ok....
ok berkat duduk bertapa dlm bilik GCMS...
but still detections were limited due to the vacuum concentration which heated my samples..adeh..44C kot...abis ilang few metabolites yang sepatutnyer ade..and aku detected phosphory (salah eja nie) punya metabolites..waaa ...based on my knowlegde yg tak seberapa nie that particular compound should be detected on LCMS...hurmm...
check balik..dan since i'm using only one library (of course buat matches and reverse matcheslah) percentage to accept the matching tinggi...
hmm..
a great idea for my upcoming project...malas dah nak tukar2 project nie...waaaaa
hmm....
ckp salah tak ckp salah...
biarlah..janji...kpt dan cuti blajar dah lepas...yeah!!!!
7 set perjanjian kena settlekan ari nie..nagis....jom LHDN teman aku...blur nak cari kat maner ahaha
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puas...aaaahahaha
hari nie awal sungguh aku bangun....
penangan bulan puasa..ahahaha
2nd day untuk puasa enam...tabahkan hati ku amin...
as usual i'm ended watching youtube when i suppose to settle my ppt for the MGI presentation....
adeh..cammaner nie...
results was quite ok....
ok berkat duduk bertapa dlm bilik GCMS...
but still detections were limited due to the vacuum concentration which heated my samples..adeh..44C kot...abis ilang few metabolites yang sepatutnyer ade..and aku detected phosphory (salah eja nie) punya metabolites..waaa ...based on my knowlegde yg tak seberapa nie that particular compound should be detected on LCMS...hurmm...
check balik..dan since i'm using only one library (of course buat matches and reverse matcheslah) percentage to accept the matching tinggi...
hmm..
a great idea for my upcoming project...malas dah nak tukar2 project nie...waaaaa
hmm....
ckp salah tak ckp salah...
biarlah..janji...kpt dan cuti blajar dah lepas...yeah!!!!
7 set perjanjian kena settlekan ari nie..nagis....jom LHDN teman aku...blur nak cari kat maner ahaha
일요일, 9월 19, 2010
raya
yo..yo.yo.yo...wuz up...ahahaha
dah nAEK berabuk kot blog nie..isk isk..cam tuannyer tak terbela dan terjaga..ahaha...
raya was ok..walaupun dapat duit raya 2inggit..ahaah..at least someone did care enough to give me duit raya kan..walaupun tak banyak mana ahaha...
mkn adn watching malay drama dah semestinya jadi aktiviti wajib raya..since umah opah jadi tumpuan...i mean semua adik beradik sedara mara datang berkumpul jadi baek dok umah jadi waiter ahaha...takpun jual diri pada yg berkenan..ahaha...
balik ukm baru bukak email tu dia...email 8 september...dammit..pattu tangan dok gatai..nak dapat duit raya lagi .ahahah..and i need to settle it before 22 of sept or else..ahaha...cutinyer idok lagikan..duit dapat dulu ahaha..hmm sapa sudi jadi my penjamin kedua??? adeh...
emm....
should i blog about it?? hmm...i should since this is like my personal diari ...cuma open untuk public view..tpkan..hmm...tengoklah...minta maaf ...
anyway ingat mau lepak kat ampang ini mlm nak gi pau kuih raya kuching ahahahah...tp sebelum tu stuck kat lab doing some lab work sebab nak run sample sok..tak cair2 lagi kaaa..copatlah...
dah nAEK berabuk kot blog nie..isk isk..cam tuannyer tak terbela dan terjaga..ahaha...
raya was ok..walaupun dapat duit raya 2inggit..ahaah..at least someone did care enough to give me duit raya kan..walaupun tak banyak mana ahaha...
mkn adn watching malay drama dah semestinya jadi aktiviti wajib raya..since umah opah jadi tumpuan...i mean semua adik beradik sedara mara datang berkumpul jadi baek dok umah jadi waiter ahaha...takpun jual diri pada yg berkenan..ahaha...
balik ukm baru bukak email tu dia...email 8 september...dammit..pattu tangan dok gatai..nak dapat duit raya lagi .ahahah..and i need to settle it before 22 of sept or else..ahaha...cutinyer idok lagikan..duit dapat dulu ahaha..hmm sapa sudi jadi my penjamin kedua??? adeh...
emm....
should i blog about it?? hmm...i should since this is like my personal diari ...cuma open untuk public view..tpkan..hmm...tengoklah...minta maaf ...
anyway ingat mau lepak kat ampang ini mlm nak gi pau kuih raya kuching ahahahah...tp sebelum tu stuck kat lab doing some lab work sebab nak run sample sok..tak cair2 lagi kaaa..copatlah...
일요일, 9월 05, 2010
수요일, 9월 01, 2010
월요일, 8월 30, 2010
oooooooooooooooooooooooo
alhamdulillah..i'm all better now... i assuming the fan has to do wuf what i've suffered...while i was staying in hetian kajang..i got the same problem...chest pain,,cold etc...and when i switched place---tempat tido away from the fan..i got better...guess the fan need some cleaning to do..perh...tinggi da..and i'm too short ahaha...
eating medicine is not a problem for me..especially drinkable medicine ---remembered masa kecik when mum forced my brother and sister to eat colourful medicine..ahaha.."kalau makan cepat baek..nak sakit lagi ke??---straight foward!!! end of discussion ahaha..and 4 of us managed to finish any kind of medicine..even ubat cacing yg pahit !!! yuck..ahaha..
klah gtg...jln2 mkn angin..isk2..dah 4 days I skipped terawih..adek...sok saya buat yer miss tiqah...
eating medicine is not a problem for me..especially drinkable medicine ---remembered masa kecik when mum forced my brother and sister to eat colourful medicine..ahaha.."kalau makan cepat baek..nak sakit lagi ke??---straight foward!!! end of discussion ahaha..and 4 of us managed to finish any kind of medicine..even ubat cacing yg pahit !!! yuck..ahaha..
klah gtg...jln2 mkn angin..isk2..dah 4 days I skipped terawih..adek...sok saya buat yer miss tiqah...
일요일, 8월 29, 2010
luuu
as for now..stay at home doing nothing..ahaha..nayalah draft papaer tak siap lagi..ahaha...
still having difficulty to breath ..as usually when strike wuf cold ..adeh...thought i'm kebal from all this sissy sakit pening..but at the end i'm just normal guy..ahaha...
sorrry for not returning calls and sms yer korang..i'm too bz wuf sleeping ahaah...24hrs periodly..ahaha
btw manage to use 3 boxes of tissue...another two to go..ahahaah
currently im doing fine and happy cam 해방lak..good..enjoy till it last kan..ahaha..udahlah tu merapunyer..ahaha
still having difficulty to breath ..as usually when strike wuf cold ..adeh...thought i'm kebal from all this sissy sakit pening..but at the end i'm just normal guy..ahaha...
sorrry for not returning calls and sms yer korang..i'm too bz wuf sleeping ahaah...24hrs periodly..ahaha
btw manage to use 3 boxes of tissue...another two to go..ahahaah
currently im doing fine and happy cam 해방lak..good..enjoy till it last kan..ahaha..udahlah tu merapunyer..ahaha
목요일, 8월 26, 2010
custome
indeed i'm pain in the ass (bunyi giler lucah ahaha).
but hey u already know that..therefore accept it...
not sure how long will i be in this phase..years perhaps?
entahlah.. up to u whether to take it positively or negatively...미안...
well yesterday afiq did ask me whether i wanna follow him to shah alam for break fas wuf the boys..but i bailed out.
instead i ended up kat masjid jamek ---and the sad part..break fast dlm ktm ..ahahaha..gatai sangatkan...
performed terawih kat masjid jamek..and it was awesome..got this weird feeling...not a bad feeling but more to happiness and so on..you know what i mean rite...
and in the prayer i decided to embrace what i have----fact that i can see 'it'
hoping i made the rite choice..well it not like i can see it 24 hrs...at certain time which i prefer to ignore it most of the time...
well...since i mentioned about it.. yesterday i came across a blog discussing about ghost---is ghost really exist?? hard to say because people tend to see it differently. i mean A and B would came accros different "image" when they see that thing rite?
oh well i talked to mom about it and she said that she got the same guest. the best thing to do is just to sedekah Al-fatihah. My conclusion is maybe we forgot about it that we -the living- needed to be reminded??
again...hidup ini sementara
but hey u already know that..therefore accept it...
not sure how long will i be in this phase..years perhaps?
entahlah.. up to u whether to take it positively or negatively...미안...
well yesterday afiq did ask me whether i wanna follow him to shah alam for break fas wuf the boys..but i bailed out.
instead i ended up kat masjid jamek ---and the sad part..break fast dlm ktm ..ahahaha..gatai sangatkan...
performed terawih kat masjid jamek..and it was awesome..got this weird feeling...not a bad feeling but more to happiness and so on..you know what i mean rite...
and in the prayer i decided to embrace what i have----fact that i can see 'it'
hoping i made the rite choice..well it not like i can see it 24 hrs...at certain time which i prefer to ignore it most of the time...
well...since i mentioned about it.. yesterday i came across a blog discussing about ghost---is ghost really exist?? hard to say because people tend to see it differently. i mean A and B would came accros different "image" when they see that thing rite?
oh well i talked to mom about it and she said that she got the same guest. the best thing to do is just to sedekah Al-fatihah. My conclusion is maybe we forgot about it that we -the living- needed to be reminded??
again...hidup ini sementara
수요일, 8월 25, 2010
bulan
gone where he should have gone ....bye bye
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ate yesterday's rojak and got the constant diarea...adeh...and now feeling sick and tired and sleepy..ahaha...
sat lagi attent meeting on gaharu genomic which i'm not sure why i need to be there not like i'm an important person nor have idea about it..maybe just to show that we have diverse group...not sure..but i might gain something and hoping that it wouldnt be long since i'm quite sleepy ahahha...
last night the sky was bright..super bright..i wonder how long it has been since I saw and enjoyed the same view...last time i remembered when i was in Nz..enjoying the same view from syamim's room...missed those time...if only i can have one walk at mission bay...waaaaa or trying to pursuit a stray cat kat taman dove?? ahahaa...
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ate yesterday's rojak and got the constant diarea...adeh...and now feeling sick and tired and sleepy..ahaha...
sat lagi attent meeting on gaharu genomic which i'm not sure why i need to be there not like i'm an important person nor have idea about it..maybe just to show that we have diverse group...not sure..but i might gain something and hoping that it wouldnt be long since i'm quite sleepy ahahha...
last night the sky was bright..super bright..i wonder how long it has been since I saw and enjoyed the same view...last time i remembered when i was in Nz..enjoying the same view from syamim's room...missed those time...if only i can have one walk at mission bay...waaaaa or trying to pursuit a stray cat kat taman dove?? ahahaa...
화요일, 8월 24, 2010
bm
*entri bahasa melayu...
gerak geri aku menyatakan aku kenablah cepat mlm tu...tak pasti kenapa tapi aku kena blah awal ...meninggalkan korang kemas...
dan mlm tu kat umah napie aku meracau..."mati mati" kata aku...
mael cakap rumah ut pernah berlaku kejadian yang tak elok...
tapi seingat aku... aku tak mimpi perkara buruk selepas kejadian di peluk tempoh hari...termasuk mlm aku meracau...
mael dah gelabah sebab suara aku menakutkan...
balik rumah keri menceritakan apa yang berlaku...
tupun akutak perasan apa-apa tapi yang pasti aku nak sangat ucap salam bila melangkah masuk rumah...
setelah dapat tahu... baru aku perasan...
aku nak tegur tak berani mahupun beri salam...
tak pasal aku kena sebab malam tu dalam bilikpun dia dah dok tengok aku..tapi yang pasti senyuman dia manis...
pagi bangun sahur..aku seorang ...dan sah2 seram sejuk....
lemah longai gak aku kaki nak turun...
kuatkan semangat...
teringat pesan mak...jangan kasi dia hidu ketakutan aku...
mungkin gak dia dah tahu..dia berdiri kat daput memerhatikan aku..kemudian ditangga....
saat itu aku teringatkan seseorang....
arwah tok....
mak kata mak pernah mimpi tok berjubah dan berserban puteh...
dan masa tu gak air mata aku menitis...
pagitu subuh tu sangat shadu...
.....
pagi tadi dia masih disitu...
mungkin peringatan...
hidup ini sementara.....
gerak geri aku menyatakan aku kenablah cepat mlm tu...tak pasti kenapa tapi aku kena blah awal ...meninggalkan korang kemas...
dan mlm tu kat umah napie aku meracau..."mati mati" kata aku...
mael cakap rumah ut pernah berlaku kejadian yang tak elok...
tapi seingat aku... aku tak mimpi perkara buruk selepas kejadian di peluk tempoh hari...termasuk mlm aku meracau...
mael dah gelabah sebab suara aku menakutkan...
balik rumah keri menceritakan apa yang berlaku...
tupun akutak perasan apa-apa tapi yang pasti aku nak sangat ucap salam bila melangkah masuk rumah...
setelah dapat tahu... baru aku perasan...
aku nak tegur tak berani mahupun beri salam...
tak pasal aku kena sebab malam tu dalam bilikpun dia dah dok tengok aku..tapi yang pasti senyuman dia manis...
pagi bangun sahur..aku seorang ...dan sah2 seram sejuk....
lemah longai gak aku kaki nak turun...
kuatkan semangat...
teringat pesan mak...jangan kasi dia hidu ketakutan aku...
mungkin gak dia dah tahu..dia berdiri kat daput memerhatikan aku..kemudian ditangga....
saat itu aku teringatkan seseorang....
arwah tok....
mak kata mak pernah mimpi tok berjubah dan berserban puteh...
dan masa tu gak air mata aku menitis...
pagitu subuh tu sangat shadu...
.....
pagi tadi dia masih disitu...
mungkin peringatan...
hidup ini sementara.....
월요일, 8월 23, 2010
me
Dear blog,
ahaaha...our house did a sungkei on saturday...i didnt contribute much but tried my best to give hands althought I had an escape plan on that particular day. but since epul said he would come i stayed for him...but not for long..after he went home i pun followed aahha..leaving behind the mess ahaha..sorry..
again i went to kg baru for sungkei. favourite place..cheap, and tasty...ahaha...thanks mael and napi for stuffed me wuf weird food..ahaaha..
and otw back home..i accidently got into the ladies coach...ahahaa...tebal muka buat tak tahu...padhal i dah malu besar...ahaah...
keri told me something which made me think about what i have done..but entahlah...
but one thing for sure i'm ok wuf it...my decision...
therefore biarlah...
ahaaha...our house did a sungkei on saturday...i didnt contribute much but tried my best to give hands althought I had an escape plan on that particular day. but since epul said he would come i stayed for him...but not for long..after he went home i pun followed aahha..leaving behind the mess ahaha..sorry..
again i went to kg baru for sungkei. favourite place..cheap, and tasty...ahaha...thanks mael and napi for stuffed me wuf weird food..ahaaha..
and otw back home..i accidently got into the ladies coach...ahahaa...tebal muka buat tak tahu...padhal i dah malu besar...ahaah...
keri told me something which made me think about what i have done..but entahlah...
but one thing for sure i'm ok wuf it...my decision...
therefore biarlah...
목요일, 8월 19, 2010
by
situation 1
Hospital pantai Klang---------
fixed parking RM2.00
coco crunch rm1.20...wrong coordinate...adeh
situation 2
hakim restourant Shah Alam
mee goreng + nasi puteh rm9.20
almost slipped..ahahah
situation 3
INTEC Shah Alam
waaa....sweet seh..ahahah
situation 4
all the way to home
lalok.....
nak tidor..byby
Hospital pantai Klang---------
fixed parking RM2.00
coco crunch rm1.20...wrong coordinate...adeh
situation 2
hakim restourant Shah Alam
mee goreng + nasi puteh rm9.20
almost slipped..ahahah
situation 3
INTEC Shah Alam
waaa....sweet seh..ahahah
situation 4
all the way to home
lalok.....
nak tidor..byby
화요일, 8월 17, 2010
lu
843am and istill lying on my "tak serupa katil". last night i couldnt slept due to fever (rather a suam suam kuku punya fever). and my head was spinning like gasing wei..so i skipped office today. managed to do few chores that i couldnt due to rain and other stuft..
pastu i decided rather than lying all day long i should do something...and a few hours later i end up watching Avatar..ahaha..the best medicine to combat my "strange fever" ahaha...and brought pair of kasut itam..
jap waktu berbuka..adioss
pastu i decided rather than lying all day long i should do something...and a few hours later i end up watching Avatar..ahaha..the best medicine to combat my "strange fever" ahaha...and brought pair of kasut itam..
jap waktu berbuka..adioss
월요일, 8월 16, 2010
k
finally i received my long last waited L license..ahaah sigh..yes still L...okok will work toward P isnyaAllah...but the annoying part is.the picture ...tooo ugly laaa which was taken duirng th MYeg test...which i took for 9 minutes only ahahaha...*berlagak kkk
for the past week..waktu berbuka would be wet and mussy..ahaha...rain poured cam langit bocor..which i like very much...and started to affect my body...seram sejuk nie..isk2isk...kata kebalkan..ahaha
and damn i wet my work shoe yang kena blei baru..adeh..duit lagi..waaa nagis jap...
anyone nak spedo aku beli kasut itam baru???ahaah
for the past week..waktu berbuka would be wet and mussy..ahaha...rain poured cam langit bocor..which i like very much...and started to affect my body...seram sejuk nie..isk2isk...kata kebalkan..ahaha
and damn i wet my work shoe yang kena blei baru..adeh..duit lagi..waaa nagis jap...
anyone nak spedo aku beli kasut itam baru???ahaah
lala
quick update..aahaha
went sungkei wuf mael @ midvel..noodle station kot rasanyer...and the service was superb...i mean the girl who served us was very super friendly..ahaha..mael asked for kids meal (buat malu jer!!!) and the girl insisted on taking the order..ahahaha....and of course she recommended few of delicious menu for us to try...ahaahah...nak buka kat situ lagi..ahaha...
next day napi joined us jln2 kat jalan TAR...it supposed to be a window shopping but ended wuf napi brought baju melayu lengkap..and me...brought...jubah ahaahah.....wanting to try jubahlah this year..bersederhanakan??ahaaha...is it th 5th day of ramadhan and i already brought baju raya kaa?? no no...nanti saya mai beli lain..ahaha...
then went to kampung baru berbuka there..and i was a bit pissed sebab dok jln2 and tired...but being a good friend (yolah tu)..tried to cover it till end...and ti was worth since the berbuka puasa kat situ was best siot..ahaha....
jadi moh kita ke kampung baru lagi next time..ahahah ....
went sungkei wuf mael @ midvel..noodle station kot rasanyer...and the service was superb...i mean the girl who served us was very super friendly..ahaha..mael asked for kids meal (buat malu jer!!!) and the girl insisted on taking the order..ahahaha....and of course she recommended few of delicious menu for us to try...ahaahah...nak buka kat situ lagi..ahaha...
next day napi joined us jln2 kat jalan TAR...it supposed to be a window shopping but ended wuf napi brought baju melayu lengkap..and me...brought...jubah ahaahah.....wanting to try jubahlah this year..bersederhanakan??ahaaha...is it th 5th day of ramadhan and i already brought baju raya kaa?? no no...nanti saya mai beli lain..ahaha...
then went to kampung baru berbuka there..and i was a bit pissed sebab dok jln2 and tired...but being a good friend (yolah tu)..tried to cover it till end...and ti was worth since the berbuka puasa kat situ was best siot..ahaha....
jadi moh kita ke kampung baru lagi next time..ahahah ....
금요일, 8월 13, 2010
lorr
rite now i'm tired, flat, bored, and left alone ...sigh...so much for the "suka berbuka sorangg2 eh"...serve u ritelah kot..adeh....
good news ...someone just corrupted the GCMS computer wuf virus that couldnt be cure...adeh..thank god Dr. Ain did flip after heard about it...lega...oh well...mlm nie ponteng solat isyak jemaah dan terawikh..too tired laa..ahaha
alasan...
klah gtg mahu tido...adioss..
good news ...someone just corrupted the GCMS computer wuf virus that couldnt be cure...adeh..thank god Dr. Ain did flip after heard about it...lega...oh well...mlm nie ponteng solat isyak jemaah dan terawikh..too tired laa..ahaha
alasan...
klah gtg mahu tido...adioss..
목요일, 8월 12, 2010
mlm...
WAKE UP DUDE....
last year u're haunted wuf quiting ur job and wanting to do master in polymer @ UiTM...and this yearlak..about that "thing".....adeh...
ones a year dude ..therefore...jgnlah dok berangan masa solat terawikh...ahaha...what can I do about it..ahahah..surah panjang sangat..ahahah..
ok pecah rekod, i was back homeprecisely waktu berbuka....and bertahankan dgn air kosong aku gi solat terawaikh..well tak mengantuk dan tersenguk2kan...but still it is not a good thing rite..ahaha...
and tomorrow the same cycle since GCMS dah bermanja2lah...and the engineer can only come during waktu2 dan nak berbuka...adeh...but hey i did learn how to troubleshoot the gcms...leh replace mr yoo nie...ahaha ...
after looked at how lotus handle her sample i am aware there are alot of things that i still ahvent discover and need to learn...so kumpul smua strenght and shoot to Dr. Ain...can i join the training at Singapore ??? ahahah...sigh...havent tell yet...hping she will agree...ahaha...amin...
klah mahu tido adioss
last year u're haunted wuf quiting ur job and wanting to do master in polymer @ UiTM...and this yearlak..about that "thing".....adeh...
ones a year dude ..therefore...jgnlah dok berangan masa solat terawikh...ahaha...what can I do about it..ahahah..surah panjang sangat..ahahah..
ok pecah rekod, i was back homeprecisely waktu berbuka....and bertahankan dgn air kosong aku gi solat terawaikh..well tak mengantuk dan tersenguk2kan...but still it is not a good thing rite..ahaha...
and tomorrow the same cycle since GCMS dah bermanja2lah...and the engineer can only come during waktu2 dan nak berbuka...adeh...but hey i did learn how to troubleshoot the gcms...leh replace mr yoo nie...ahaha ...
after looked at how lotus handle her sample i am aware there are alot of things that i still ahvent discover and need to learn...so kumpul smua strenght and shoot to Dr. Ain...can i join the training at Singapore ??? ahahah...sigh...havent tell yet...hping she will agree...ahaha...amin...
klah mahu tido adioss
yoshuuuu
i'm not a big fussy about food especially during "berbuka" -(the english word sounds funny ahaahaha). A glass of water and slice of kuih ke or whatever would be enough for me..maybe it is becos i used to berbuka alone...but for sahur is a mandatory for me to have a complete meal...nasilah kan..but yesterday i felt bored wuf it and decided to try my fusion style of cooking...ahahaha...meggi + tomyam campur..ahahhaa...sedaplah gak..tomorrow nak try apa yer???ahahaa...of course a glass of milk and satu sudu honey complete my sahur ahaha...
again i'm here waiting for the subuh prayer before going to sleep again..ahaha...jgn buncit sudah ahahah...
selamat bersahur, berbuka dan beramal ibadat guys...ahaha
again i'm here waiting for the subuh prayer before going to sleep again..ahaha...jgn buncit sudah ahahah...
selamat bersahur, berbuka dan beramal ibadat guys...ahaha
수요일, 8월 11, 2010
mengatuk
found this cool site selling kinds of clothes...http://redhomme.com/....and purchase fews of the items..ahaha skinny jeans as usual, and bag....ahaha...not that trendy bag just simple plain bag..ahaha...rite now i'm here alone waiting for subuh prayer after stuffed myself wuf nasi goreng kerabu and apa yer?? hmm...
cant wait the items to be send to me ahahah...what else to write ..oh yeah turn out my inoculum was ok..just need time to let it heat for an hour ahaha..finished my extraction well cell pellet extraction not the metabolites and i'm stuck until i get my internal standard which i hope to arrive as soon as possible....
lately i keep forgetting everything...which i'm not sure why...well after what ive been involved into i guess i'm to forget a fews things..ahaha
let that thing slip and give moving foward..ahh...draft paper need to do it..malasnyer..ahaha...
cant wait the items to be send to me ahahah...what else to write ..oh yeah turn out my inoculum was ok..just need time to let it heat for an hour ahaha..finished my extraction well cell pellet extraction not the metabolites and i'm stuck until i get my internal standard which i hope to arrive as soon as possible....
lately i keep forgetting everything...which i'm not sure why...well after what ive been involved into i guess i'm to forget a fews things..ahaha
let that thing slip and give moving foward..ahh...draft paper need to do it..malasnyer..ahaha...
월요일, 8월 09, 2010
sakit perut...
it seems that my precious pre-inoculum had been infested with something......waaaa nagis....
btw WELCOME BACK dude...
btw WELCOME BACK dude...
일요일, 8월 08, 2010
pissed off!!!
it is 7.58pm and i just got back from pullman wuf fir..i had some heart to heart talk..ahaha...thanks dude...
and i havent do my prayer yet...opened my email and received "pissed off" email saying "dont worry u can live very well without me. just keep going" ok..what wuf the attitude??? did i hurt you? if yes i'm sorry and dont have any attention to do that...i like u as a friend and i know that wouldnt change!!!
please dont be like this..i have my own issue which i'm to solve it by myself since it concern about me..u spoked ur answer so let me deal it by myself...no worries nothing will change bbtw us..adeh...i'm not good wuf pujuk memujuk..so take ur time and i'll be here doing my things, complecated my life and do what ever i want...ahahaha...
udah2lah tu...karang aku pasang spy karang...ahaha nahas ko ahaha...or should i become a stalker back??aahaha
and i havent do my prayer yet...opened my email and received "pissed off" email saying "dont worry u can live very well without me. just keep going" ok..what wuf the attitude??? did i hurt you? if yes i'm sorry and dont have any attention to do that...i like u as a friend and i know that wouldnt change!!!
please dont be like this..i have my own issue which i'm to solve it by myself since it concern about me..u spoked ur answer so let me deal it by myself...no worries nothing will change bbtw us..adeh...i'm not good wuf pujuk memujuk..so take ur time and i'll be here doing my things, complecated my life and do what ever i want...ahahaha...
udah2lah tu...karang aku pasang spy karang...ahaha nahas ko ahaha...or should i become a stalker back??aahaha
토요일, 8월 07, 2010
yucks_2
ok the story continue..ahaha
i literaly suck.... in soccer i mean ahaha...obviously i couldnt even kick the ball ahaha...malu seh when people suddenly appeared and starting to give you this weird looks ahaha...yes i'm a kaki bangku but being a good collegue and sporting bro..i accepted the invitation which turned me into a quite intertaining clown...ahahaa...
few thing for sure:
1. i'm the only perosn with big thick glasses in kat fustal court
2. i'm the only person who used both leg to kick the ball
3. i'm the only person who played not more that 5 minute ahaahha
anyway,, definetly i'll just stay on the bench supporting the team...ahahaha..dgn pop-pop leh??ahaha
we played in Shah Alam...not sure where since i fall asleep on the way and then we lepaking at hakim ....passed by baiduri ahaha...waa rindu mahu pergi ke sana...cik bujie when can i come and visit you?? ahaha...as for now trying my best to stay awake since i need to go to the lab early in the morning to do my preinoculum and shut down the GCMS...and of courselah dah kul 515am i might as well stay a few more minutes for subuh prayer ..Insya Allah...
well nak tengok drama bersirilak..adioss
i literaly suck.... in soccer i mean ahaha...obviously i couldnt even kick the ball ahaha...malu seh when people suddenly appeared and starting to give you this weird looks ahaha...yes i'm a kaki bangku but being a good collegue and sporting bro..i accepted the invitation which turned me into a quite intertaining clown...ahahaa...
few thing for sure:
1. i'm the only perosn with big thick glasses in kat fustal court
2. i'm the only person who used both leg to kick the ball
3. i'm the only person who played not more that 5 minute ahaahha
anyway,, definetly i'll just stay on the bench supporting the team...ahahaha..dgn pop-pop leh??ahaha
we played in Shah Alam...not sure where since i fall asleep on the way and then we lepaking at hakim ....passed by baiduri ahaha...waa rindu mahu pergi ke sana...cik bujie when can i come and visit you?? ahaha...as for now trying my best to stay awake since i need to go to the lab early in the morning to do my preinoculum and shut down the GCMS...and of courselah dah kul 515am i might as well stay a few more minutes for subuh prayer ..Insya Allah...
well nak tengok drama bersirilak..adioss
금요일, 8월 06, 2010
yucks
i'm a jerk...yes it is...well it is me so showed enthusiams to be part of the road trip..but things changed last minute when suddenly I just bailed out..ahahaha...sorry guys i just not into it any more...yes both of you can be mad at me since i the one who agreed and promise..but again i'm sorry...and yes words couldnt do anything rite now...
well i stayed until 7.00 pm today thanks to datin who really saved me this time ...ahaha..and again...
not sure what to write..again continue later..
i have futsal games to attend...ahaahah....dont laugh..aaaahaha
well i stayed until 7.00 pm today thanks to datin who really saved me this time ...ahaha..and again...
not sure what to write..again continue later..
i have futsal games to attend...ahaahah....dont laugh..aaaahaha
수요일, 8월 04, 2010
yuyyu
it was my 1st time..therefore i'm entitle to piss off, mad, get moody and so on..therefore let it be...!!!
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just a remainder to myself that i'm to be blame of what had happened..besides i already choose the path...then bare it like man..not sissy!!!!
yes when i'm in pain i'll bulid this big, thick giant wall that separate me and the person..yes sounds silly..hey i'm a man with great imagination..and this is indeed my way to deal with the problem..sorry if i hurt u but i'm happy like this although my face doesnt match with it..
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as for today...i'm abit off with the works that i supposed to complete before december...adeh...talking about D4 alanine which supposed to be come in together with other...haishh....another 2 to 3 weeks...demmit...my medium couldnt last forever and that fact that i did a stupid thing since i was so desperated that i cut the bottle into two pieces leaving the medium vunerable to atmosphere...adeh...
the class was bored..and being me chek lan..i literarry gasping for "help" for the lecturer so that he could stop for at leaqst 10 minute before continuing giving bored speech which was quite knowledgeable..but..bored..ahahaha...4hrs of lecture without 10 minute break..never had one..and now i know about definetly i'll adjust it accordingly so that students wont fall asleep like what I have done previously...sorry prof..ahaha
and another thing i havent updated my log book which i need to sumbit it this friday...alhai...tampal jerlah fragment tu dah..ahahaha...
oh yes..i went to TPM graduation day..which took me back to the day i had my graduation day at Donyang..which was so similar with what they have in TPM...well..i guess that is how diploma student received their certificant after 3 years of craving and honeymoon..ahahaha...
well i'm off outing agian tonight..waaa follow fir....no i dont to stay at home...and yes i enjoyed my sleep last night...without any screaming, or hands gesture..ahahah..thanks dude...ahaha
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just a remainder to myself that i'm to be blame of what had happened..besides i already choose the path...then bare it like man..not sissy!!!!
yes when i'm in pain i'll bulid this big, thick giant wall that separate me and the person..yes sounds silly..hey i'm a man with great imagination..and this is indeed my way to deal with the problem..sorry if i hurt u but i'm happy like this although my face doesnt match with it..
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as for today...i'm abit off with the works that i supposed to complete before december...adeh...talking about D4 alanine which supposed to be come in together with other...haishh....another 2 to 3 weeks...demmit...my medium couldnt last forever and that fact that i did a stupid thing since i was so desperated that i cut the bottle into two pieces leaving the medium vunerable to atmosphere...adeh...
the class was bored..and being me chek lan..i literarry gasping for "help" for the lecturer so that he could stop for at leaqst 10 minute before continuing giving bored speech which was quite knowledgeable..but..bored..ahahaha...4hrs of lecture without 10 minute break..never had one..and now i know about definetly i'll adjust it accordingly so that students wont fall asleep like what I have done previously...sorry prof..ahaha
and another thing i havent updated my log book which i need to sumbit it this friday...alhai...tampal jerlah fragment tu dah..ahahaha...
oh yes..i went to TPM graduation day..which took me back to the day i had my graduation day at Donyang..which was so similar with what they have in TPM...well..i guess that is how diploma student received their certificant after 3 years of craving and honeymoon..ahahaha...
well i'm off outing agian tonight..waaa follow fir....no i dont to stay at home...and yes i enjoyed my sleep last night...without any screaming, or hands gesture..ahahah..thanks dude...ahaha
화요일, 8월 03, 2010
ngatuk
ok i was about to cry after hearing that my dad slept as the bus station yesterday night since he missed the bus to get back home after settling the problem that was caused by my big stupid twin brother...if only i know how big the impact...or at least the outcome of it..definetly i will go agains the idea of helping my twin...for god sake you're 26 !!! get a grip and stop causing trouble to mum and dad!!!!
yes i shouldnt blog about this but since i dont have anything to hide or ashamed i guess i should just say it out loud!!!
yes i'm a jerk for not helping him ...my own blood...we even share the same blood...but like previous post..i cant just tolerate wuf it anymore...
thanks to keri and fir for taking me outing although the destination were Kedai ikan and hair saloon...at least i relax and not thinking about the problem...there goes my plan nak blaik kampung...dush....
i cant possibly understand how on earth my dad can face the problem so calmly...as for my mom of course she in her moody and fiecery angry mode...but being a mother she still try her best to solve the problem correctly...and as for me...my hypertension is getting worsen...today i feel like my head is abotu to blown to pieces...definetly i need to get prescription from the doctor tomorrow....huhuuhhuhuhuh..yes i'm 26 and i already dignosed wuf hypertension...too much of seafod i guess...
in the car i ask keri ...am i a good actor? and he quickly answered ..NO!!!..you're so predictable..ahahaha...well if i'm not in a good mood (always not in a good mood) ...a big wrinkle wuf a faked smile will appeard on my face...how hard i tried to cover it it would be worsen eventually...fir added....you're the most complicated person i 've ever met..2nd to be precisely...after aie...(another watak which i just met ahahaha)...
well... today was quite bored since i had to attend one day meeting when i was so looking foward to do my experiment...but jengjeng..someone..a very STUPID and mean student ( i assume) put my precious glycerol stock in a beaker when it was suppose to be kept in a orange box wuf a cover on it...and that meang student even placed the tag and seal the beaker wuf parfilm nicely...well maybe the box was hes/her..but please do inform me first about it sothat i dont go freak and acting like a mad person trying to search for my glycerol stock..well guess what i hope u lose your sample!!!damn you!!...ok i supposely not to say that...sorry...but i a bit upset and amd about this....
well enough wuf the rambling ..need to get some sleep since i'll be attending talk @ KLCC...waaaa...leh pusing2 KL suria...ahahaha.. adios...
and to you know who are you...welcome back...ahahaha
yes i shouldnt blog about this but since i dont have anything to hide or ashamed i guess i should just say it out loud!!!
yes i'm a jerk for not helping him ...my own blood...we even share the same blood...but like previous post..i cant just tolerate wuf it anymore...
thanks to keri and fir for taking me outing although the destination were Kedai ikan and hair saloon...at least i relax and not thinking about the problem...there goes my plan nak blaik kampung...dush....
i cant possibly understand how on earth my dad can face the problem so calmly...as for my mom of course she in her moody and fiecery angry mode...but being a mother she still try her best to solve the problem correctly...and as for me...my hypertension is getting worsen...today i feel like my head is abotu to blown to pieces...definetly i need to get prescription from the doctor tomorrow....huhuuhhuhuhuh..yes i'm 26 and i already dignosed wuf hypertension...too much of seafod i guess...
in the car i ask keri ...am i a good actor? and he quickly answered ..NO!!!..you're so predictable..ahahaha...well if i'm not in a good mood (always not in a good mood) ...a big wrinkle wuf a faked smile will appeard on my face...how hard i tried to cover it it would be worsen eventually...fir added....you're the most complicated person i 've ever met..2nd to be precisely...after aie...(another watak which i just met ahahaha)...
well... today was quite bored since i had to attend one day meeting when i was so looking foward to do my experiment...but jengjeng..someone..a very STUPID and mean student ( i assume) put my precious glycerol stock in a beaker when it was suppose to be kept in a orange box wuf a cover on it...and that meang student even placed the tag and seal the beaker wuf parfilm nicely...well maybe the box was hes/her..but please do inform me first about it sothat i dont go freak and acting like a mad person trying to search for my glycerol stock..well guess what i hope u lose your sample!!!damn you!!...ok i supposely not to say that...sorry...but i a bit upset and amd about this....
well enough wuf the rambling ..need to get some sleep since i'll be attending talk @ KLCC...waaaa...leh pusing2 KL suria...ahahaha.. adios...
and to you know who are you...welcome back...ahahaha
일요일, 8월 01, 2010
welcome back...
quite awhile since i wrote @ this blog...
well actually i'm planning to delete it..but something keep me thinking about this blog...
while i started this blog in mid of 2004 kot...after found out that blogging was quite cool at that time..besides not many people ----my friends dont know aobut it..i keep it under radar....ala nobody wants to know what i've been doing day and nightkan...ahahaha
well...i went through quite a lot these days..not recently but...started after i was back from NZ...huhuh...love is cruel for someone who has never been in it or at least feel it...and it took me hard!!! really hard that i'm not sure what to do...so i guess the main reason for me to delete this blog is i want to forget everthing and move on...but hey.. it not that simple... that orang can say move on...sounds easy..well it is true..when you lose someone it stays with you..always reminding you of how easy it is to get hurt....well in my case.. i lose and it will stay..until i've gone i guess
enough with it..becos i dont want that thing to bother me again...never...and i guess i have been design not to feel love or at least loving other...i'm just a free soul...alone..and will never be love by anyone...welll that what i've though and plant inside this complicated mind...ahahah...(faked laugh btw )
hmm...what else arr....oh yeah...i'm back to the road isnyaAllah...and this time PEnang it is...and next would be my sweet home...but not that sweet after what had happen!!!
hmmm....mom a bit upset since i did tell her about the story about my big stupid brother who cares about himself and never bother to THINK and ACT accordingly!!!!
yes he is indeed my twin..but sorry to say i DONT have any feeling or felt not even a thing when he is in trouble..i guess i just HATE him so much ..TOO MUCH..after what he have done to mum, dad my sis and to ME!!!!
what on earth is he doing rite now?? stop acting stupid and please please obey mum and dad!!!
i'm still piss off wuf him..and i simply couldnt understand how mom and dad cope wuf this...well being a parent is hard...and i respect both of my parents for their patient...
i never tell anyone aobut my brother if people ask or simply dont talk about it...
yes he is older than me and therefore i should respect himm but for the moment i just dont want to!!!
hoping he knows what he's doing and PLEASE wake UP!!!!
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note to myself...
몸 조심해자...옛날 처럼 행동하자...
well actually i'm planning to delete it..but something keep me thinking about this blog...
while i started this blog in mid of 2004 kot...after found out that blogging was quite cool at that time..besides not many people ----my friends dont know aobut it..i keep it under radar....ala nobody wants to know what i've been doing day and nightkan...ahahaha
well...i went through quite a lot these days..not recently but...started after i was back from NZ...huhuh...love is cruel for someone who has never been in it or at least feel it...and it took me hard!!! really hard that i'm not sure what to do...so i guess the main reason for me to delete this blog is i want to forget everthing and move on...but hey.. it not that simple... that orang can say move on...sounds easy..well it is true..when you lose someone it stays with you..always reminding you of how easy it is to get hurt....well in my case.. i lose and it will stay..until i've gone i guess
enough with it..becos i dont want that thing to bother me again...never...and i guess i have been design not to feel love or at least loving other...i'm just a free soul...alone..and will never be love by anyone...welll that what i've though and plant inside this complicated mind...ahahah...(faked laugh btw )
hmm...what else arr....oh yeah...i'm back to the road isnyaAllah...and this time PEnang it is...and next would be my sweet home...but not that sweet after what had happen!!!
hmmm....mom a bit upset since i did tell her about the story about my big stupid brother who cares about himself and never bother to THINK and ACT accordingly!!!!
yes he is indeed my twin..but sorry to say i DONT have any feeling or felt not even a thing when he is in trouble..i guess i just HATE him so much ..TOO MUCH..after what he have done to mum, dad my sis and to ME!!!!
what on earth is he doing rite now?? stop acting stupid and please please obey mum and dad!!!
i'm still piss off wuf him..and i simply couldnt understand how mom and dad cope wuf this...well being a parent is hard...and i respect both of my parents for their patient...
i never tell anyone aobut my brother if people ask or simply dont talk about it...
yes he is older than me and therefore i should respect himm but for the moment i just dont want to!!!
hoping he knows what he's doing and PLEASE wake UP!!!!
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note to myself...
몸 조심해자...옛날 처럼 행동하자...
토요일, 7월 10, 2010
bla bla
Officially i've become obsessed wuf the GCMS - - - sampaikan simple error (pressurized tak btullah setting dia ahaha)
one basic troubleshooting taught by the engineer-----whenever u have problem, use the default setting...from there u can identify and solve it rather that hurting ur head thinking about it...ahahaah
as for the HPLC...err nantilah gua amel pusing ahaha...
merely a separation technique meh...based on RT which is influeced by the mobile phase...bla bla bla..
MS however provides greater resolution (not too accurate since we already have hybrid (msms, torf etc)
as for my project...selamat tingal pokok karas.. i'm off wuf LAB adeh...please no molecular works...tak minat but since i;m dealing wuf bacteria molecular will be the best option as I need to prepare for conversion to PhD...adeh...and currently I'm only thinking about C13 rather than protein profilling@ crystalization...which would be ok although i'm more to metabolite elucidation ---hakikatnya mahu ke NZ lagi nak training disitu aahahaha ---
novelity is important in Phd...jadi C13lah..ahaha...NZ NZ....morgan u did on c13 and already gotten the library rite..ahahaha
as for now, i better continue on the MSTFA method validation and optimization since I need to complete this chapter before heading to C13 or Protein profilling...hoping the symposium would give me some idea on what to do next..and of course to find suitable co-supervisor as I really need 2nd opinion for my current project..and yeah i need to start on my writing on the MCF part which i are ought to write in MALAY....adeh.....
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Dr. Ain..if u read this can I join Afiq for the training in Singapore??? Please please....two heads are much better than one..ahahaha please consider this as i'm also still an amature wuf it...ahahaha
one basic troubleshooting taught by the engineer-----whenever u have problem, use the default setting...from there u can identify and solve it rather that hurting ur head thinking about it...ahahaah
as for the HPLC...err nantilah gua amel pusing ahaha...
merely a separation technique meh...based on RT which is influeced by the mobile phase...bla bla bla..
MS however provides greater resolution (not too accurate since we already have hybrid (msms, torf etc)
as for my project...selamat tingal pokok karas.. i'm off wuf LAB adeh...please no molecular works...tak minat but since i;m dealing wuf bacteria molecular will be the best option as I need to prepare for conversion to PhD...adeh...and currently I'm only thinking about C13 rather than protein profilling@ crystalization...which would be ok although i'm more to metabolite elucidation ---hakikatnya mahu ke NZ lagi nak training disitu aahahaha ---
novelity is important in Phd...jadi C13lah..ahaha...NZ NZ....morgan u did on c13 and already gotten the library rite..ahahaha
as for now, i better continue on the MSTFA method validation and optimization since I need to complete this chapter before heading to C13 or Protein profilling...hoping the symposium would give me some idea on what to do next..and of course to find suitable co-supervisor as I really need 2nd opinion for my current project..and yeah i need to start on my writing on the MCF part which i are ought to write in MALAY....adeh.....
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Dr. Ain..if u read this can I join Afiq for the training in Singapore??? Please please....two heads are much better than one..ahahaha please consider this as i'm also still an amature wuf it...ahahaha
화요일, 7월 06, 2010
목요일, 7월 01, 2010
pagi...
i'll be the 4th presentor (around 10am...) jadi jom lepaki pasar...minum2
craving for yesterday's nasi dagang...waaaaa...so sdep seh....
insyaAllh everything will go according to plan...dan hoping tak banyak kena tembak..since i'm only doing optimization but hey i managed to complete the sugar degradation pathway..siap dgn byproduct semau...wawawa terkejut but hoping they would like and accept it....jgn tmebak saya byk2...i'm on vacation mood rite now..ahahaha...
thanked god culture yg dok terperam for more than 2 days tak berbau...stink a bit due to the medium... but still oklah...
ok ...i miss you...i cant do anything...just hoping and keep waiting...
craving for yesterday's nasi dagang...waaaaa...so sdep seh....
insyaAllh everything will go according to plan...dan hoping tak banyak kena tembak..since i'm only doing optimization but hey i managed to complete the sugar degradation pathway..siap dgn byproduct semau...wawawa terkejut but hoping they would like and accept it....jgn tmebak saya byk2...i'm on vacation mood rite now..ahahaha...
thanked god culture yg dok terperam for more than 2 days tak berbau...stink a bit due to the medium... but still oklah...
ok ...i miss you...i cant do anything...just hoping and keep waiting...
수요일, 6월 30, 2010
hard
almost felt asleep while riding my bike to the office...adeh..
alhamdulillah nothing happened..but hey i managed to twist my index finger and rite now look like jolie's lips ahaha...
i made my decission yesterday night (took the entire night and came out with fnal decission).
yes it is a dream come true but since a mom's blessing is important i guess i'm decline it.
waste of time but a good catch...beside i can still pursuit my dream here in Ukm..isnyaAllah...
but the decission did take quite hard on me...rite now i just finished touch up my MGI presentation which would be held tomorrow (which i dont know when i'll be giving my speech and for how long)
and then i'm off exploring the world...ahaha...
the best part I just booked the hotel today when i supposed to settle it weeks before executing my evil plan...
hoping that everthing would be ok and goes according to plan...
rite..i need to prepare myself for the long hours of hopping while sleeping on death bolted chair....adeh....
pray hard play hard and hope for the best hard!!! amin
alhamdulillah nothing happened..but hey i managed to twist my index finger and rite now look like jolie's lips ahaha...
i made my decission yesterday night (took the entire night and came out with fnal decission).
yes it is a dream come true but since a mom's blessing is important i guess i'm decline it.
waste of time but a good catch...beside i can still pursuit my dream here in Ukm..isnyaAllah...
but the decission did take quite hard on me...rite now i just finished touch up my MGI presentation which would be held tomorrow (which i dont know when i'll be giving my speech and for how long)
and then i'm off exploring the world...ahaha...
the best part I just booked the hotel today when i supposed to settle it weeks before executing my evil plan...
hoping that everthing would be ok and goes according to plan...
rite..i need to prepare myself for the long hours of hopping while sleeping on death bolted chair....adeh....
pray hard play hard and hope for the best hard!!! amin
yuyu
received to offer letter yesterday...
and mak was so relief when i said that i'm not going...
but hey...
anything is possible...
since i've like 3 month to look for scholarship...
ahahahahaha---evil laugh...
yesterday karoake section was quite ok...2 days of continuos karoake...
cam nie leh tahun depan leh masuk AF ahaha...
btw...
i'm out to explore the world...
and mak was so relief when i said that i'm not going...
but hey...
anything is possible...
since i've like 3 month to look for scholarship...
ahahahahaha---evil laugh...
yesterday karoake section was quite ok...2 days of continuos karoake...
cam nie leh tahun depan leh masuk AF ahaha...
btw...
i'm out to explore the world...
화요일, 6월 29, 2010
1.28am
mak was a bit upset after she discovered about it...
adeh...
and i havent started my analysis on the data which i need to present on this coming thursday...
time up and i need to make my final decision which is indeed my turning point in life...
at the age of 25 (suku abad???) i'm forcing myself to be what i've wanted to be or to go with what I have...
both equally lead to stressful and hectic life...
now... should I go for it or run from it...
likely i'll run from it cos i just purchased a run - one way - ticket....
and again...i'm running away from everyone...simply becos...
i'm good at running!!!!
p/s: best medicine to combat fever - 3hrs of singing added with lemon pepsi...ahahaha
adeh...
and i havent started my analysis on the data which i need to present on this coming thursday...
time up and i need to make my final decision which is indeed my turning point in life...
at the age of 25 (suku abad???) i'm forcing myself to be what i've wanted to be or to go with what I have...
both equally lead to stressful and hectic life...
now... should I go for it or run from it...
likely i'll run from it cos i just purchased a run - one way - ticket....
and again...i'm running away from everyone...simply becos...
i'm good at running!!!!
p/s: best medicine to combat fever - 3hrs of singing added with lemon pepsi...ahahaha
월요일, 6월 28, 2010
토요일, 6월 26, 2010
yuyuyu
bosan...any plan?? please include me tooo
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i did cry about it...not sure what to do...
seriously i dont know...
i need a break...
again...
running away would be the best option for now...
but i guess that is the reality...
so there goes my opportunity...
....
had a dream.. which i assume to be related to it...
and most of the dreams i've had did come true...
then just what for it...
again
i wish i can go...amin
목요일, 6월 24, 2010
dush...
sehari suntuk berkejar sana sini nak settledkan hal experiment..alhamdulillah kuarpun result walaupun tak seberapa but still adalah gak..dgn takder glass insertnyer..siap nak recyclelak tu...adeh...
but still muka ini terpancar kesedihan dan murung...smuapun ckp camtu..+ dikata tension...ahaha...
half of it btul sebab pasal offer tu...waaa...saya nak gi!!! kalulah saya ini anak raja dan duit itu tak jadi masalah....huhuhu...entahlah...
jadi minggu nie saya down sesangat...
berat badan makin bertambah nie..ahaha
wish i can go...amin...
but still muka ini terpancar kesedihan dan murung...smuapun ckp camtu..+ dikata tension...ahaha...
half of it btul sebab pasal offer tu...waaa...saya nak gi!!! kalulah saya ini anak raja dan duit itu tak jadi masalah....huhuhu...entahlah...
jadi minggu nie saya down sesangat...
berat badan makin bertambah nie..ahaha
wish i can go...amin...
화요일, 6월 22, 2010
금요일, 6월 18, 2010
alhamdulillah
how should i begin this???
I nailed it!!!
terjerit cam apa jer...
sorry bro terjerit kat ko...
now....
sampai yg sudi pinjamkan saya USD100,000???
I nailed it!!!
terjerit cam apa jer...
sorry bro terjerit kat ko...
now....
sampai yg sudi pinjamkan saya USD100,000???
pesanan ringkas...
sorry beb bukan silent treatment atau apa..tp kredit abis..ahaha..tak bertopup2 lagi nie...
wei hang deactivated hang punya FB ka??
awat yer??
YMpun lamer tak on
taklah bz sangat but constantly ada dlm bilik gcms...
tak menyempat nak on9...
good luck exam...
dah jgn nak emo2...
ahahaha
wei hang deactivated hang punya FB ka??
awat yer??
YMpun lamer tak on
taklah bz sangat but constantly ada dlm bilik gcms...
tak menyempat nak on9...
good luck exam...
dah jgn nak emo2...
ahahaha
월요일, 6월 14, 2010
cuti...
sempoi bertshirt dan berpeluh ..nasib baek tak kena halau..ahahaNote to myself
1. bunga telur tinggal dlm kete - 1st time dapat telur itik
2. nyesal control mkn masa kenduri kawen
3. sila mkn dgn banyak waktu pagi kalu tak lunch jadi super emos
4. Sila SURVEY dulu sebelum gi terjah pastu nyesal
next trip..kedah JOM...
금요일, 6월 11, 2010
defines happiness
perbualan antara 2 watak
aku: defines happiness!
watak 1: aku bahagia jer
aku: defines happiness!
watak 2: I did
conclusion
- aku dituduh stress disebabkah suka berjambang...
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aku letih menunggu...bila nak sampai nie?
aku nak blah cepat!!!
aku: defines happiness!
watak 1: aku bahagia jer
aku: defines happiness!
watak 2: I did
conclusion
- aku dituduh stress disebabkah suka berjambang...
..................................
aku letih menunggu...bila nak sampai nie?
aku nak blah cepat!!!
금요일, 6월 04, 2010
목요일, 6월 03, 2010
화요일, 6월 01, 2010
월요일, 5월 31, 2010
Huray
balik umah petang tadi terus melompat cam monyet...ahaha nasib baek tak runtuh lantai..ahaha
seyes dah lama tak happy camtu..alhamdulillah...
perjalanan masih jauh tapi insyaAllah... ada rezeki adalah tu...
OMG!!!!!
saya nak jerit sekuat-kuatnya!!!!
p/s: tu dia gambar terlampau..ahaha ampun guys..perhh...bila nak gi lagi nie??
일요일, 5월 30, 2010
situasi
Situasi 1
730am KL sentral
beli berus gigi nak tukar note RM50...akak tu kasi note rm 5...
depan cash deposit hentak kepala sebab machine accept note rm10 minimum...
900am
dok tunggu train tiba-tiba satu makcik cina yang tak fasih berbahasa melayu minta tolong jagakan beg dia menggunakan bhs isyarat...wahh baeknya muka aku sampai boleh di percayai..tiba-tiba terlintas kat kepala kalu aku bawak laricam maner??ahaha
910am dalam train
syok tidur tiba-tiba ada tangan ghaib meraba peha aku..sudah gay manerlak nie....dan masatu gak..dompet aku 슬슬 jatuh kebawah...sah aku nak kena copet...aku menepis tangan lalu buka mata dan berdiri...seluk poket amil dompet letak ke ke kiri punya poket...dan masatu gak mamat malaun itu berpindah ke tempat laen....
sampai kedestinasi
tel host umah cakap dah sampai tapi nak jln-jln lihat pemandangan dan masa itu juga..aku hentak kepala lagi...choi aku tertinggal kamera....ok aku melilau cam rusa masuk kampung...jln punya jln jumpa shopping complex berpandukan orang-orang aku masuk tgk ada wayang cam nak tengok tp karang lambat sampai tak pasal jer...ahahhaha..siap sesat-sesat nak cari masjid...ahaha...
otw nak cari masjid..tiba-tiba dari jauh...
pakcik itam: dik dik sat naa
saya : menoleh sambil memandang pakcik itam yang semangat keja aku...
pakcik itam: dik orang pulau pinang kaa ? saya nak tanya jalan... cakap utara pekat nie sambil tangan mengesat peluh..
saya : dalam ati * rupa aku gelap sangat ke sampai dicop orang pulai pinang?? choi!! aku buat isyarat memangkah tangan dan pulak muka aku nampak sangat cam rusa masuk kampung dok melilau sana sini cari masjid dan perhentian bas...aku bajet kena pau nie...
pakcik itam: dik mintak tolong naa mintak 2 ingit nak buat tambang....
saya : lum sempat dia nak ulur tangan, aku dah langkah seribu secara mendengar pakcik itam berkata...
pakcik itam : @$%#@%$^%^ BABI !#@%@#%^%
pengajaran...
1.laen kali sila bajet betul-betul masa smapi supaya tak melilau sorang-sorang
2.jangan buat muka cam rusa masuk kampung nanti sah2 kena pau lagi...
3.Reti-retilah google dulu tempat yang nak gi senang nak cari tempat yang dituju
sebelum niepun aku pernah kena pau gak..dengan orang penang juga...adeh...ke memang orang....oppss aku menjadi rasictlak...sorry2 kepada yang terasa...
5pm...
ok naek bas num nie..sampai sini turun....aku naek bas dok diam-diam..terus terlelap...buka mata...sudah aku terlepas ke destinasi yang hendak dituju..cuak aku jap...sampai bas berhenti aku turun tel host rumah....
tuan rumah: awat leh tertido nie...loklak sangat nie..sambil gelak besar...dah2 hang gi naek bas bas tadi patah balik....
saya: baek....dan setipa 5 minit tel berbunyi...dah sampai lum?? dah sampai lum..haah turun tu betul2 kang terlajak lagi...kata tuan rumah..
saya: aku tersalah turun...kena boo lagi dengan bapak tuan rumah..adeh...ahahaha
Situasi 2
rumah host
saya: jom berinai...saya petik
yan: cepat petik yang tua..berjuntai-juntai tu...akupun petik tiba-tiba
mak tuan rumah: camtulak dipetiknya....aku mengelabah kena gelak dgn yan...choilah...
mlm
saya: sepuluh jari boleh??
tuan rumah: wakakakakakaka.....aku kena gelak...
saya: yerlah tiga jari jer...
bapak tuan rumah: tunangnya mana???
mak tuan rumah : tulah suh kahwen tak mau..kang senang kalu ada orang amil berat...
saya : senyap sambil tersenyum....saya............. (jawab sendiri)
수요일, 5월 26, 2010
jap...
hari nie tayar kete en ahchonglak yg pancit...smlm aku...
adeh...sah2 kita nie ada connection...
pulak di tak muncul2 ari nie...berahsia sangat...ahahaha... semoga ko bahagia hendaknya...
aku masih mode kecewa...
but then nak buat mcm maner...0.04 punya pasal...
takperlah...
weekend nie mode bercuti lagi...
kemana yer???
singaporepun ok gak...
jap maner pasport aku nie...
btw lesen aku dah officially tamat tempoh...
adeh...
naya jer aku nie...
GCMS camtu lagi...nose detector punya kerjalah nie...
hurmm...
nak blaik kemas... mahu cabut lari...
tiba-tiba aku rasan aku berhenti dan amel offer ustaz...
ahaaha...
to cPK..i'm ok...nyesallak turn down UoA punya offer...adeh...
lupa aku ada satu lagi backup yang tak direply2 lagi...harap-harap dapat...
yang tu aku amel serius...
adeh...sah2 kita nie ada connection...
pulak di tak muncul2 ari nie...berahsia sangat...ahahaha... semoga ko bahagia hendaknya...
aku masih mode kecewa...
but then nak buat mcm maner...0.04 punya pasal...
takperlah...
weekend nie mode bercuti lagi...
kemana yer???
singaporepun ok gak...
jap maner pasport aku nie...
btw lesen aku dah officially tamat tempoh...
adeh...
naya jer aku nie...
GCMS camtu lagi...nose detector punya kerjalah nie...
hurmm...
nak blaik kemas... mahu cabut lari...
tiba-tiba aku rasan aku berhenti dan amel offer ustaz...
ahaaha...
to cPK..i'm ok...nyesallak turn down UoA punya offer...adeh...
lupa aku ada satu lagi backup yang tak direply2 lagi...harap-harap dapat...
yang tu aku amel serius...
화요일, 5월 25, 2010
apakah salah ku??
smlm went karok dgn epul dan ahcong sampai terlopong2 melihat kesengalan aku menjerit-jerit dirasuk bila tak dapat tarik key meet uncle husain ..ahaha...
dan diakhiri dgn persidangan serantau kat shah alam..seksyen 17...tempat lama aku...
10thn tak jejak kat INTEC tu ooo..aku dah lupa dah..ahahaha
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pagi tadi bangun dgn semangat....
kul 730 dah gi nak breakfast punya pasal....
dok khusyuk layan iron baju...aku dgr bunyi angin...siot...aku teriron tilam angin aku!!!! bocor...dan flat...adeh...mentang2 baru dapat gaji smlm smua benda nak rosak..adeh...
masa pam angin kat petronas....down...tayar pancit...
sudah..aku ada training HPLC nie...
bertolak aku ke seksyen 15...kat situ jerlah kedia moto yg aku tahu...
jam dah kul 815 tp kedai moto tak bukak...
aku tel office EL....sms dr. could come...
sampai 930 am aku tunggu baru bukak kedai...adeh...
dah settled aku bergegas blaik..ahaha..moood nak gi kerja ilang...alih2...
tayar dpean buat hal...bertolak lagi...aku ke kedai moto...sempat hantar baju jap...
masa kat umah gak dapat sms....
azlan please come...we need you...
perh cam orang penting....padahal dlm kepala otak dah berplan nak gi midvel layan wayang...aahaah
adeh...aku bergegas ke kedai moto..bertolak lagi...dasyat tul moto nie...tadi tayar belakang
nie tayar depan... pa salah ku???
sampai office kul 11.11am..log in trus masuk training HPLC...
lega...layaz2 sambil pening2 dan berpeluh sebab tak cukup tidor...
tiba2...
azlan pointer awak 3.63 ...university punya syarat 3.67 jadi buat master pastu convert PhD...
dush...cam menusuk betul kata-kata doktor...dlm tawar aku senyum ckp aku ok...
TAPI TAK.......
jap mahu lap air mata
dah berjurai...
월요일, 5월 24, 2010
adeh...
lapa...jom roti canai en achong...
jap bos masuk awal pagi nie...
ke selamba mengular jer...
pulak ada pelawat mengejut...
pulak aku ditanya bilik kunci GCMS...
dahtu training HPLC cancel...
choi...
prof sila luluskan cuti saya...
saya mahu berangkat lagi...
kali ini kemana pula yer?
ahahaha...
to org MELaka..
it is over btw us...
we should just remain friend like before...
sorry i couldnt say this out loud to you...
simple bcos i dont to hear u crying, begging me to reconsider what I've said to u...
sorry i didnt return ur calls and sms...
i just want to hurt you
so that you can let me go...
without any regrets...
but hatred and revenge...
so that u dont even bother to call or even to say hi to me...
thank you but sorry to say...
it is over btw us....
L.E.G.A
happy ending for me...isnyaAllah
jap bos masuk awal pagi nie...
ke selamba mengular jer...
pulak ada pelawat mengejut...
pulak aku ditanya bilik kunci GCMS...
dahtu training HPLC cancel...
choi...
prof sila luluskan cuti saya...
saya mahu berangkat lagi...
kali ini kemana pula yer?
ahahaha...
to org MELaka..
it is over btw us...
we should just remain friend like before...
sorry i couldnt say this out loud to you...
simple bcos i dont to hear u crying, begging me to reconsider what I've said to u...
sorry i didnt return ur calls and sms...
i just want to hurt you
so that you can let me go...
without any regrets...
but hatred and revenge...
so that u dont even bother to call or even to say hi to me...
thank you but sorry to say...
it is over btw us....
L.E.G.A
happy ending for me...isnyaAllah
일요일, 5월 23, 2010
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after retreat ...kusut, ditambah dgn mata bengkak...nasib baek tak itam..
ahaha...sanggap nak update blogkan...seminggu tak jumpa tenet..ahaha
btw tauhu, tempe dan telur apa entha..sangat sedap seh..pasnie PS jadi tempat melepak slalu nie..ahaha
ok i got unofficial result for the application..
which I took it quite hard laa sebab the fellows did the decision meeting with me sitting beside them...adeh... but since they asked the penolong pendaftar to proceed it is a matter of time for me to become a student back...insyaAllah...
as for the UoA application i got the offer but i'm turning it down... celah mana nak cr sponsor kalu dia suh start bulan 7 thn nie gak.... tinggal sebulan jer lagi..but hey anything is possiblekan...
hoping to go back...but since money is the main problem i'm not sure what to expect or to do...
as for the other result i'm hoping for the bestlah..cant wait for it..luluslah amin...kalu rezekilah Isnyaallah
doakan kejayaan saya...
redang
alone ahahah
view from the top
pilot kat luar then sapa yang drive ???ahaha
seat akak nie sangat menarik..ahaha
..oppss salah gambar..ahahaa4 days of pain, luxury and tired..
ahahahaahaha
took the roller coaster flight yang seyes agak menakutkan... bila masalak penumpang leh jadi penyeimbang yer? ahhhaahaha
anyway..
aku berrendam dlm jakuzi saja for 4 straight days....then 2nd day baru masuk laut yg biru...walupun choi aku sorang but i enjoyed it... lupa berteman dgn tupai2 comel yang telah menganas dlm bilik aku... ahahaha...meninggalkan jejak "sugar dan nescafe atas lantai"...
anyway..enjoy the picture...
confirm nak gi lagi...ahahaha
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hmm....ok after heard the untold story about dia..aku tingtong jap...super seyes tingtong..night before i departured for the unplanning retreat...aku ckp aku ok tp no!!! i'm not..dude after heard your story can I be ok? never...
so without telling anyone aku blah jerlah...super seyes aku terkesima dgr cite tu...sbb indeed aku dah cam zombie mlm tu...thankss to that story... yang aku patut and should have known awal-awal...salah aku gakkan...
anyway since aku dah tahu the whole truth and the ugly side mlm tu gak...my best option to follow the plan and finally endup kat redang ahahaaha...then sambung tgk citrawarna..ahaha
bt thank you for telling me the whole story...you should have approach me sooner....if only i can go back and a make the right decision....
again thank you.. i owe you for that...!!!
L.E.G.A...
화요일, 5월 18, 2010
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금요일, 5월 14, 2010
목요일, 5월 13, 2010
beli
ingat nak rembat yang kanan..but then jatuh ati dgn yang kiri..ahaha..cam tebal...layankan ajer..ahaha
hurmm...
after aku kuar dari umah hentian kajang...just as few days later..surat sita dari majlis perbandaran kajang sampai mengatakan rumah akan dilelong dalam masa seminggu unless jelaskan cukai tafsiran berjumlah 1500..adeh..lemah mdgrnya..pulak si hisham kena hadir ke mahkamah untuk dibicarakan atas kesalahan trafiq...
sian pulak dgrnya... nanti aku temankan dia...tak pasal jer lesen dia kena gantung...
hmm...
bila nak cuti nie... prof..sila luluskan cuti saya..
saya mahu terbang...
DSLR saya dah memanggil...
laut dan mengilai2 panggil nama saya
pasir putih dah tak sabar-sabar untuk dipijak...
ahahaha...
oo yer...
aku sayang kamu :(
therefore jgn suruh saya cari yang laen...
수요일, 5월 12, 2010
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월요일, 4월 19, 2010
금요일, 4월 16, 2010
hurm
CPK kemana anda menghilang? YM pun tak masuk blog pun tak...hurmm..
oktak nie?? atau perut anda maseh kembung??? ahahahaha
*ampun CPK..
tak buat dah...gambar ditepi adalah gambar tribute CPK yg tengah sengal...taulah nak jadi blonekan...ahaha skrit merah adalah idea saya ahahaahha
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jap..aku tak berapa paham dgn maksud serupa tapi tak sama...
tapi klau cakap pasal stereoisomer....baru aku pahamm..ahahaha
jap apa yg aku merepek nie??ahahaha biarkan....
smlm aku merajinkan diri gi kemas bilik kuarkan apa2 yg patut tp still banyak lagi yg kena buang...penuh habuk..dah lamer nak buat tapi tak buat2....alih2 mlm tadi baru aku buat...pastu berhabuk2 adeh,..sakit dada dan sesak nfas jap..
hurmm...lagi nak tulis apa yer..hurmm......entah...
btw...dunia dah kembali berputar secara normal alhamdulillah...ati dah tertutup sampai bila?? entahlah...memang dah tertutup...jadi baek aku jadi pasif jap...teringat senior2 aku slalu komen pasal bab aku "membujang"..ko nie memang ati kering apa????tak pun atitu dah mati???ke ko species robot???aahahahaha......(yg last tu aku tokok tambah kk)
DIA adalah aku...
dan aku takkan jadi dia....
sebab DIA bukan dia.....
jadi...
biarkan tertutup...
untuk SEMUA......
sampai bila-bila
noktah!
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lega...dan happy...
목요일, 4월 15, 2010
monolog diri V_4----biarkan
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오늘 아침에, 눈 떴다가...아무 느낌도 없어...이상해..
진짜로 아무 감정도 없단 말이야...
이상하기 보다는 원래 그런 거 아닌까???
좋은 기분도 아니고 나쁜 것도 아니고...
아무 생각 없이...
좋아해야하는데..아상하게도 슬퍼야하는 것 도 못해...
좀좀 옛날의 내모습을 돌아가고 있어...
혼자서..혼자서...
음...
상실 때매 그런가???
내 가슴 좀좀 죽어 가고 있다....
환영해...
당분간 이렇게 되어고 싶다..아니..
계속 되어고 싶다...
수요일, 4월 14, 2010
........
힘내자...
곧 치울 될거야....
어제 또 다시 빠져버렸어...
울 뻔했는데...
다행이.....
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presentation smlm ok tp nampaklah interest yg berbeza..hurmm..taknak komen apa-apa nanti kena tikam lagi..ahaahah...but smlm cam vivalah pulak meskipun tak banyak soklan tp aura-aura tu buat aku menggigil jap.....ahaha
best part..diorang suh buat poster gi antar kat LAB symposium...komen takder sangatpun tp kalu dah prof tu yg suh anta..oklah kotkan...
dapatlah gak procceding satukan..walupun bukan paper..ahahaah
힘내자...
곧 치울 될거야....
어제 또 다시 빠져버렸어...
울 뻔했는데...
다행이.....
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presentation smlm ok tp nampaklah interest yg berbeza..hurmm..taknak komen apa-apa nanti kena tikam lagi..ahaahah...but smlm cam vivalah pulak meskipun tak banyak soklan tp aura-aura tu buat aku menggigil jap.....ahaha
best part..diorang suh buat poster gi antar kat LAB symposium...komen takder sangatpun tp kalu dah prof tu yg suh anta..oklah kotkan...
dapatlah gak procceding satukan..walupun bukan paper..ahahaah
*aku yg dah tua dan sengal....adeh....
화요일, 4월 13, 2010
rama-rama dalam perut...
gambar tiada kaitan..papelah kan~~ cik perut kembung....
jap...tarik nafas...dlm2...
gugup...waaa napa aku 1st presentor??? saja jer korangkan???
nak mandi laut!!!!
monolog diri V_4 --- 정리 되었다...
생각해봤는데 더 이상 기다리기 싫어졌다....꿈도 이제 못꿔었어
싫어하게 되는 거 아님, 그냥 그만 두고 싶어...
지쳤어?? ....음....뭐 완전 틀린 말 아니잖아....
흘린 눈물 이제 다 말랐으니까...보내줄 시간 되었다....
포기?? 이 작은 맘 속에 인정하기가 어렵지만 사실 좀좀 그 느낌 지배하게 시작되고 있어서....
안녕이라는 말 하기 싫지만....
나 벌써 그런 느낌 느꼈어...
이드꺼운 감정은 좀좀 식히고 있어서...
기다려준다는 말 전해주고 싶은데......
갑자기 목이 매어서 안되더라고.....
안녕...
나 이제 너한테서 떠나게 될게야....
아니 이미 떠났어........
미안해....
싫어하게 되는 거 아님, 그냥 그만 두고 싶어...
지쳤어?? ....음....뭐 완전 틀린 말 아니잖아....
흘린 눈물 이제 다 말랐으니까...보내줄 시간 되었다....
포기?? 이 작은 맘 속에 인정하기가 어렵지만 사실 좀좀 그 느낌 지배하게 시작되고 있어서....
안녕이라는 말 하기 싫지만....
나 벌써 그런 느낌 느꼈어...
이드꺼운 감정은 좀좀 식히고 있어서...
기다려준다는 말 전해주고 싶은데......
갑자기 목이 매어서 안되더라고.....
안녕...
나 이제 너한테서 떠나게 될게야....
아니 이미 떠났어........
미안해....
월요일, 4월 12, 2010
monolog diri V_3 - ceria mood...
perh...ari ceria walaupun mendung...dgn mata sepet yang samar2 bangun awal..menghadapi dugaan ari nie...Ya Allah, permudahkan ari ku nie...amin....
first thing..settlekan borang-borang yg berkaitan dan ppt yang perlu disettlekan...tinggal discussion and conclusion..arap2 esok tak kena tembak jarak dekat mahupun jauh..huhuhu..
aku dah penat nak perah airmata..gile mengalahkan pompuanlah aku nie..lembik..ahahaha..sampai sepet mata nie yang semakin membesar nie....dok layan perasan baek layan ..... ahahah...sila jgn berimaginasi yang bukan2 yer.....aku nak berhenti berharap dan mengaku kalah..tapi payah seh..adeh....i'll try....
btw...stop saying that...i'll be ok but i'm sorry to say that i couldnt stop to hope...tu jer.....adeh..tahap kritikal nie...ahahah
proposal aku tak start2 tapi benda nak tuleh dah ada cuma nak kena tokok tambah dan tampal sana sini it should be finish by this week insyaAllah...hamba Allah tu mlm tadi cuba buka pintu aku..ala2 nak check aku ada takdelrah nie...leh tak aku nak ckp "pergi matilah"....hukk hukk...tak baek btul aku nie..tapi dlm ati jerlah...aku btul2 dah tak ada keinginana nak layan!!!!!
hurmm...mari lupakan apa ang berlaku dan mula edisi baru jom2...cukuplak seminggu aku dok mengenang2kan...ahahah...
lawak minggu nie..ada few yg berlaku...
smlm masa nak blaik kajang..naek bas rapid yg tak bergitu rapid aku ter cicir tiket..tulah dok ralit sms dgn cik perut kembung NZ sampai aku terbuang ticket..bila ada orang dtg mai check tikt aku gubra giler2..buka sana sini selu sana sini (ayat nie sangat tak senonoh ahaha)..tak jumpa..abang misai tu ckp..."gi maner?" ..."kajang" jwb ku pendek... "gi beli tiket laen...jauh lagi nie.karang jadi per2 kang.."...adeh kena bayar lagi 3 inggit?? isk3...aku lepak2 dulu..tenang2 dan masatu gak bila aku pandang kat bawah btul2 kat ujung kaki aku..tiket aku jatu hkat situ..baek punya landing btul2 kat pintu (aku dok kat pintu sbb nak angin sepoi2 bahasa ahahah)...huu..lega...mengucap panjang syukur tak terbang 3 inggin aku..ahaha....aku bet mamat vietnam kat belakang kau dah dok gelak2 mengata aku dok ilang tiket..ahaha dah jumpa..dan kebetulan masa kat batu 10..driver laen bertukar dan check tiket..sah2 abang misai called ckp suh check tikiet..aku ulurkan jer..(tp aku sempat check tarikh dgn time kot2 salah tiketkan hahaha)...pastu derpun blah..pandu balek..ahahah..
Mlm aku lepak kat kedai romantik tu sorang2 layan perasan jap..seyes shahdu..sampai sesat nak cari jln masuk ahaha...tp giler agak looser dan hampir2 nak bocor lagi..adeh...entahlah..teruk btul penyakit aku nie...tapi aku dah terminat kedai tukan..rasanyer hampir tiap2 mlm aku lepak situ..sorang2 pun sorang jelrah...janji aku tak kacau orang dah...biarpun jiwa aku yg kacau..ahaha..kot2 ada orang dok usha ke kan.. leh gak melayan..ahahah (nie kes nak balas dendam nie ahaha)...tpkan bilanyer nak kurus nie..ahahah asyik dok melantak jer kerjanyer...teh o ais laici dgn khew tiyau goreng my favourite didlm ari..ahaha
lupa nak story.. sambung part yg kau nak cakp "pergi matilah". aku tido bilik aku mlm tadi.pastu aku dgr bunyi pelik yg menakutkan..ada "penduduk" laen dlm bilik aku tu huhuh..cilanat punya "penduduk" bikin gua panas. aku dah letih layan perasaan pulak der mengganggu aku nak tido..siot dok terbang2 sana sini...cuak gak aku..tp aku buat tak tahu..aku nak tido..seklai bila terpejam mata uiskk.. berlari mecicit der nak datang dekat aku...cilako..ahaha aku rembat dng hanger pastu aku tekan dgn plastik lalu aku kurung der dlm bekas plastik comel..dihimpat dgn buku biarkan ko dok merana dlm tu..kurang ajaran tu lipas durjana nie..dahlah besar gatailak tu..ahahaah...bilik tu kena bersihkan dulu actually..dah berkurun2 tak bersih...alih2 aku tak tido mlm tadi..naseb baek ldm bas dah tido sepuas2 siap lentok2 lagi..ahahaha...tp mlm nie confirm aku pengsanlah...hurmm.petang nie aku buat spring cleaning jelrah kuarkan smua barang2 tu...kasi bersih sikit..harap2 aku buatlah kan..ahahaha....
tu jerlah kot update sengal ari nie..aku nak layan ppt aku jap..oklah cau chincau...
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be strong be gud and be happy...
but dont loose hope...
aku yang kejam..a ahahaah
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