alo...

때로는 위롭고 때로는 혼자 있는 게 좋다...

pening pening..hahha..

암튼...나 왕따 당했다..사무실 있는 사람들한테...이유는 모르지만..니들 맘때로 해..아차피 첫날부터 난 니들 그렇게 좋아하지 않으니까...상관 없다 야...ㅋㅋㅋ

난 월래 왕따 당한 사람이니까 맘 신경 안 썼어...ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

lalaaaaaa

jap nak merapu...

실은 너한테 고백 받은 후에 생각을 많이 했었어.. 그냥 덤벼 낼까?? 확 사귀하자 라는 말 할까?? 나이 차이 좀 있지만 극복할 수 있다..있잖아 연하연상...ㅋㅋㅋ 서로 좋아하니까 그냥 하면 되는데..내가 예전처럼 .될까 봐 걱정 되....상처만 해줄 수 밖에 없다 말이야 너한테...

나 좋은 놈 아니야...못하는 거도 많고..

그니까..나.............

meraban lagi

bila letih memikirkan naperlah bacteria aku nie tak mo gemuk2....ahaha.. bersandar kat tepi tingkap dlm bilik syamim (thanks bro...kasi pinjam bilik hahha)...layan langit yg biru ..perh...masyuk dan syahdu./...nanti ingat mau cr umah cam nielah..sure tingkat 20+ keatas hahaha...

ataupun gi kacau kucing itam yg beberapa ekor dan tak jinak kat rose garden kat sebelah parnell bath,,,waaa missed those time.,..siap kena tenung dgn orang2 kat situ,,,perhallah mamat nie dok kejar kucing..hahaha

sejak2 akhirnter aku dah makin malasn ak berjogging asyik nak dok perap dlm umah membesarkan perut ku yg makin besar nie..huhuh naya nie..karang cam orang 2 bln mengandung kang...hahaha

nak subscribe gym kat area tu cam ok tp gymnyer cam tak ok jer..ahaha..ke nak gi tanya jer..hmm...takyahlah aku nak letih2 meluruh ke ukm balik kan...hmm..bang lesen bila nak amil??hahaha---in progress???hahaha

p/s: kalu aku mogok tak mo mkn leh turun berat bdn jadi cam ko tak tiqah??hahah

hohoho...bkn xmas yer

ngatuk nak tido...
nak balek tido....
hahaha


aku blur dan takder idea....
layan kek tp hangus dan pahit pas mkn...
terasa tertipu...
dgn sifat luaran....
tak semua yg manis dipandang manis didalam...

aku ngantuk mahu tido....
smlm aku pecut sampai 140km/h
naseb baek aku tak per-er...
walaupun kecut aku tetap pulas minyak...
sbb hujan punya pasal....
tp aku suka hujan....
sbb hujan aku nampak seksi....*perasan
tp sbb smlm ada lappy kesayangan ku...
aku pecut 140km/h....

hahahahha...aku sengal dah nie...
p/s; kepada sesiapa..aku bosan mlm nie..jom karok atau tgk wayang

terjumpa youtube nie kat kami bukan orang biasa...watch till the end sbb ending der btul2 menginsafkan..

lampi lampai

salam smua...*berangan ramai pembaca...kekeke

adakah aku super lampi???hahaha...sila jwb dgn ikhlas....

암튼, ari jumaat lepas..hang out dgn kwn baek@ housemate bercerita dan berborak sambil tgk wayang dan karok...cite soloman kane yg sungguh ganas...tak sesuai buat kami berdua haaha..darah membuak2 sana sini...jap..tp aritu aku tgk the last vampire tu ok jer siap berangan jadi vampirelah pulak *edward?? oh tidak..sbb aku tak tengok pun lagi cite tu..hahaha......mungkin sbb der ada kaitan dgn agama zaman medievel yg berorientasikan fahaman agama .... kwan aku tu dah smapi ke tempat pergambaran tu isk isk..jeles aku dgrnyer tp yg penting uk memang gloomy hahaaha...

masa balek kwn aku tu dah speku mlm nie mesti ada roadblock...dan memang ada..naseb baek tak kena thn per2...on the way tu kwn aku buka cite pasal budak housemate aku lagi sorang kena thn roadblock dan terpaksa menyuap polis tuie...housemate aku nie satu..lesen mati aritu dan nak renew esok..tapi kenalak tahan mlm tu...dr apa yg kau paham..polis tu -satu negeri dgn housemate aku yg kena thn nie...mintak duit..jadi kwn aku nie pun kasilah...persoklannyer..adakah patut dikasi bila dimintak?? sbb bukan dah kira rasuah gak ke??? aku agak ilang respect kat der sbb gaya percakapan giler alim..tp part yg nie..entahlah..kwn aku tanya kalu aku ditempat budak nie nak kasi or tak??? hmm...susah nak jwb..melayan 300 ke denda atau kasi 50 sebagai duit kopi??....salah tetap salahkan---ayat yg slalu aku ignat kalu nak buat bedna tak baek..hahaha....

apa pendapat korang???

smlm aku di kejutkan dgn berita bahawa...aku lampi dan sengal...hahaha...cammaner tu???
wei ur decision yer...aku tetap cam dulu@ mula2 ko kenal...aku tahu ko dah malu giler tp aku lagi malu sebab sengal dan tak mengerti...hahaha.....patutlah budak2 tu terutama di odie slalu kenakan aku...rupanyer diorang nampak dan tahu..perh...kena menuntut nie ..hahaha...

kopun tahu i just ended rather a "teman tp mesra" punya relationship..not that i'm not ready tp u should have know what kind of person am I...hahaha...bkn kata "no thank you" mahupun " yes I do" sbb aku pun terkedu lagi..hahaha...but one thing for sure...aku dah tak segan dgn ko lagi..hahaha...pas nie leh bertepuk tampar nie...hahaha..tak yah cover2 lagi...hahaha...dan ko pun no need to act innocent ke apa ke..hahaha...

p/s: leh tak aku tanya "mamat yg ko minat nie hot sangat ke???" hahaha..padahal diri sendir tu..hahaah giler lampilah...hahaha

yu

bersiaran kembali dr cc kat bwah umah...nak gi ukm blackout kot2 karang takleh on9 sia2 jer gikan....

cam biasa aku takder planning apa2 untuk weekend yg membosankan dan mengemukkan...

p/s-----------------
pendek tul entri aku..hahaha

bengkek

Did the presentation...i guess smua pun cam paham sbb tak banyak soklan...adeh..wuzeverlah..aku sangat2 tgh down..and perlukan extreme sport!!!hahaha..nak terjun bangunan manerlah niekan..td nak dtg office tak pasal aku rempit atas 100km/h....sangat2 nak cari nahas dgn jln yg penuh kete dan bas yg kureng ajaran....nasib baek kau tak bergesel dgn bas biru...pulak bas mini sesuka ati der jer nak berhenti maner2 pulak tu nak masuk sesedap jer. 18 (tukar jadi korea dan anada akan paham) btullah driver tu!!!!

tiba2 nak gi pantai...waaaa...maner mau cr pantai yg boleh jln kaki sajer kat sini????hahaha

p/s: wei persal makin ramai pelawat dr oklen nie wei???ahahah

keke

getting harder and harder...but i know i can n i will n i do ....

simply because im who
i am...



p/s; mak sakit puret lagi....

berpeluh

jap..aku agak terblur2 nak susun ayat for my abstract untuk tomorrow punya presentation..huhuh..berpeluh gak aku dgr yg esok aku kena present infront of MGI staff termasuk fellow pelawat on my work...huhuh..aku mengelabahlah pulak...gilos punya keja ke atau peluang untuk tunjuk bakat...waaa...skali soklan maut der tanya cammaner tu...waaa...
ke aku patut join balik meeting pasal conference for system biology tu????huuuhu..harap2 esok aku lebih berani dan tak sengal2 masa presentation..waa risau...

beremosi

jap mengular jap..kejap jer...kekek..balik dr pre-meeting dgn sorang postgraduate nie..perh..i wish i could be like him...nampak biasa jer but only god knows what is happening in his wicked mind...btw he's a english man...akupun mula2 terkejut gak der dtng sini buat postgraduate kat sini..here in Malaysia..hahaha...bak kata der ..why not?? insap jap...kekeke....aku did a presentation on what i've done during my 3months attachment in NZ...and he was impress wuf my work..kata2 yg btul buat aku terkesima..yerlah so called "orang kita" argue about the way i handle my microbe...atau lebih tepat mengkondem aku...(down giler seh..sapa ko nak judge aku...dahlah tak buat.........) sabar bang sabar...

masatu aku terpikir..napanyer orang luar yg baru kita kenal beberapa ari...watched our progress and gave a damn good feedback and asked silly question yg sangat penting but didt occur to us..simply because we thought benda tu bodoh dan tak berkaitan....tp orang kita dok nak kondem kita..ok i sound cam menganggongkan orang luar..tp benda tu btul maa...ada gak certain things yg gajah didepan mata tak nampak tapi kuman diseberang nampak...ikut orangkan lah...

i'm hoping i can tackle the next presentation infront of the bigbos..sbb i want to show her that i'm capable...and a very damn good @#$ candidate ...tapi kat sinilah..hahaha...wish me luck...

p/s: aku nak gayang manusia tu cukup waktu meeting nanti!!!!----niat tak baek nie...adeh...
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sbb korang aku syak wasangka dgn pompuan bertudung litup!!!!!

little

went out with en hairi for a weekely movie hunting...apparently i watched almost every current movies that are playing at the cinema...so both of us agreed to watch little big soldier..hahaha super funny beb...i did read one article about this movie saying that jakiechan's movements arent good like the old days simply because he's old..but hey..he still active and super funny..hahaha...the acrobatic movements that by him still cam dulu...story line pun best and one thing for sure..most of his movie nowadays will difinetly end up with a sad twist...not sure why..but still a damn good ending...

hmm..lagi nak tulis per arr..aku dah bosan dok luar..rasa nak pindah dlm jer..ke nak tanya jer kolej zabaa tu??hmm..

update

salam berbahagia kepada pembaca2 yg disayangi (*berangan banyak readers hahahaha)..update sebentar...aku buat pertama kali menjoinkan diri berarak sempena maulidor rasul..punyalah taknak pergi...last2 gi join gak..waluapun lambat..kekeke dan join kumpulan lain...jap kumpulan student "sukan dan rekreasi" kot..kitaorang smua (ada jer makcik3 dan pakcik2 kat belakang join skali) ckp "perasan muda" kekeke...jadi dgn gigih dan berpeluh serta sampin ku yg nak terlondeh..berarak kitaorang meramaikan kumpulan "baru" nie (participants in group should be at least 23...hahaha..bukan aku yg pandai2 join tp budak2 kat depan nie ajak...hahaha) keliling satu ukm...



menarik gak tu...

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sabtu aku meluangkan masa lawat senior aku yg dah pun slamat melahirkan sorang baby gurl yg comel..namer aku terlupa sebab banyak dan berbelit lidah ku nak menyebutkan...waa sudah ada orang baru pulak maam der dah posting kat serdang jadi memang takder harapanlah aku nak kuar berdua2 dgn cam dulu2...hahaha...orang dah ada komitment ---family..tak mo kacau karang jadi2per aku tak mau bertanggungjwab..kekeke...

masa tu gak aku dikejutkan dgn berita resmi..man kahwin dgn sharina...and i didnt know about it...tupun nasib baek ustaz kasi tau..kalu tak memang aku tak tahu...hmm...aku pun jarang jenguk fb der..tp aku terkilan gak sbb tak tahu...terasa gaklah...sbb fb der ada jer aku add..masa tu aku memang takder kat sini..tp at least offline message pun okper...sedih gak lah..kwn lama yg kenal dan agak rapat...takperlah..salah ko gak..orang ajak gi kenduri bukan nak gi pun kan...lagipun kalu ko gipun karang banyaklak muka2 yg ko tak berkenan nak join kan...(kisah silam ) hahaha..shit aku takleh lupakan benda tu..huhuh...biarlah...semoga berbahagia...sapalah akukan...

aku cam biasa masih mencari kekuatan dlm diri nie nak meneruskan kehidupan nie...bak kata mak ada orang yg lagi susah dr kita kat dunia nie jadi..be strong...and fight for what you believe..waa terrorlak mak aku speaking..hahaha...

p/s: lesen L aku dah mati...cam maner nie??? roadblocklak makin banyak seh...

अकू..

DAMN it..baru skarang aku terasa sakitnya!!!!!!



ARRR..aku benci!!!!!

benci!@!!!!!!



p/s: 이렇게 아픈지 몰랐어...

후회? 그런 생각 거내지마..상처 더 깊게 저질 할 뿐이다.....울자...왜냐..짐 그것밖에 없으니까..

rihanna

Oh, how about a round of applause, yeah
A standing ovation
Oooooo, yeah
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah

You look so dumb right now
Standing outside my house
Trying to apologize
You're so ugly when you cry
Please, just cut it out

[Chorus]
Don't tell me you're sorry cuz you're not
Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it's over now (But it's over now)
Go on and take a bow

Grab your clothes and get gone (get gone)
You better hurry up
Before the sprinklers come on (come on)
Talkin' bout'
Girl, I love you, you're the one
This just looks like a re-run
Please, what else is on (on)

[Chorus]
And don't tell me you're sorry cuz you're not
Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it's over now (But it's over now)
Go on and take a bow

[Bridge]
Oh, and the award for
The best lie goes to you (goes to you)
For making me believe (that you)
That you could be faithful to me
Let's hear your speech, Oh

How about a round of applause
A standing ovation

But you put on quite a show
Really had me going
Now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it's over now (But it's over now)
Go on and take a bow
But it's over now

अकूकह यग bersalah

update ke3 dlm satu ari...

akhirnyer officially aku ditinggalkan..laaa bunyi cam der yg jahat padahla aku yg kejam...(dont even bother to call her when she needs me really really needs me...)
pada aku hubungan nie memang dr dulu cam serupa itue teman tapi mesra tp aku laki..yg ego (yup admitting that ego aku tinggi cam itue menara klcc) dan treat a lady cam laki gak...(sms, call, email, dan benda2 yg pada aku tak penting tp penting----aku ckp awal2 aku bkn mamt jenis nak call ke sms ke apa ke...)...td she called (aku called sbb der sms suh called pastu der called pulak sbb kredit kau abeh )she requested to remain as good buddy...(yg dah dari dulu aku perjuangkan pas kes der asyik dok dipinang bagai)....tp aku legalah sbb aku bkn lagi reason untuk der tak berkahwin@ tolak pinangan orang...tpkan..aku pelik sikit after the painful and everything kenapa baru skarang der admitted yg aku nie bkn pilihan sesuai dgn der??? hmmm..after all those years..aku lupa nak tanyalak tadi..kekeke----jap sms dari der...."prhhps @#$ patut realize tu mmg chrctrs alan sjk dulu lg. nvr mind i wont xpect much frm u aft dis".....kenapa aku tak rasa per2???--nie ending yg bagus ke buruk?? sapa2 kat luar sana kasi comment skit.

in conclusion...aku rasa cuma der yg berusaha tp aku tak bersungguh2..aku pernah suarakan bendan ie..dan aku ckp kwn lepbih baek dr smua nie..tp she keeps trying harder and harder...mungkin der pun dah penat dan nak settle down jer...so...terima jerlah..tu yg aku nak pun dr mula2kan

tpkan (ada tp lagi tu...) perlukah aku rasa sedih??? sbb aku tak rasa sedih pun..even nak gelak ketawa atau termenung..adahkah btul ati ku kering dan "mati"?????

haah makcik NZ kat kg Mount..sila jwb...hahaha...
p/s; sorrylah beb cite aku nie bkn ala2 cinta korea yg ada salji bagai..cuma penuh dgn air mata untuk belah pompuan jer..and officially i a big loser lonely "pakcik"

quick

quick update

tadi aku terborak dgn big boss..der tanya what have u been doing rite now...tanpa ragu2...check yg pasal split programme..aku ckp..then she said about not interested or something yg buat aku tertanya..aku confirm buat PhD kat sini kot..pulak tu aku ckp..finished with my power point about my work jadi boleh present bila2 kot...but big boss a bit busy..smua fellow yg lain pun bz dgn tugas masing2..jadi entahlah jang oit aku nak present..but aku dok rasa yg 4 mac tu tetap akan berjln cam biasakan...adeh...just be prepare dan aku harap sesangat takder orang tanya pasal kenapa machine rosak@ soklan yg tak berkait rapat pun dgn result aku...tp esok aku buat presentation for my new group yg baru aku joined...kekeke..aku nak highlightkan benda2 seperti...from the beginning ther are some of people questioned about how i prepare the sample (wrong method etc ...) but NO ONE of THEM even bother to ask me directly WHILE I was preparing it...-----jap awat banyak sangat nak highlight benda nie..hahaahah..tak perlah aku leh ckp jer..ALthough people seems to be interested why the machine broken rather than me result, so here i'm showing the full result that i ve obtained hahaha...

p/s risau pulak ada yg tarik2 rambut kang...hahahah

मेरापु रबन....

Salam smua,,,,(ceh mcm banyak readerlah pulak kan???ahahaha)

cuaca makin best( motif hujan kata best hahaha) tp perut ku jer yg tak best...adaptation makin ok sbb perut makin kedepan..tidak!!!! bahaya nie...petang nak jogging tp tinggal impian jer hahaha...balik umah menbongkang tidor tak ingat dunia hahaha...duit pun mengalir cam air sejak duk luar nie..adeh...(padahal kedekut nak mengaku hahaha)...

ari nie nak story apa arr?? umpatan dan kejian serta tak puas hati dlm ym jerlah cite..kang tak pasal ada orang gi print blog aku jadi tatapan satu dunia..opppsss sapa makan cili der terasa pedas (berani giler statement nie!!!!) per2pun dunia hanya sementara...kubur sendiri2 mau ingat ok...(nampak sangat tak puas ati nie kes back stabbing)...anyway....aku dah settled kan ppt untuk presentation esok dan 4 mac..cuma nak touch up skit2...biar kasi bukak mata pra backstabber...aku bukna tak buat kerja..cuma aku perlukn masa..yerlah kan..aku master pun tak der...alih2 dapat position niekan...(ooppsss statement berani mati lagi...bersyukurlah wahai en azlan...inspa jap..)

Application dah hanter..harap2 diterima amin..aku mahu pulang...kekeke....

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cukup pasal hal tu...aku nak bertanya kat sesiapa...apersal aku minum kopi jadi mengantuk..tp telan satu botol ubat batuk jadi segar bugar????

न्गोमेल...

UPdate for last weekend...kekeke
sabtu dan ahad berkampung kat pudu..adek aku nak blaik johor takder ticket..alih2 mrasa naik bos lompat sungai siupt-kl, kl-johor...pulak bas gi johor kul 12 mlm delay jadi kul 1....kaedahnyer passenger tak ramai so diorang combinedkan kul 12 dan kul 1 mlm..but yg menyakitkan ati..bus service until 1 am ..tp kul 12 dah tutup pudu..siap halu orang kuar..then bas patut sampai kul 12 jerlah kan??? aku blur...and seperti biasa bila trip mlm bas jadi cam pelesit...alasannya nak cepat, jln tak jammed, dan 1001 lagi...entahlah jang oit....

on the way nak gi pudu...naik ktm dan orang cam biasalah ramai dan penuh dgn orang asing...kat serdang aku nampak satu benda..benda apa tu?? (otak biru dah hahaa).. satu family nie chinese rasanyer..mum, sister (big sister kot) and her brother (dlm 17 18 thn) his mum was pushing his wheelchair while he was using tongkat sbb-----ktm tak mesra OKU..ok diorang tengah bina lift..baru nak bina...pulak kat selected station!!!...ok pengguna OKU yg dari serdang nak ke kl from opposite side (opposite mines) takder masalah sbb ada jejantas yg memang friendly oku..tp yg dari mines naktak nak kena naik tangga yg dah cam 45 degree ( over hahaha) ..certain people yg nampak akan ckp..kedekut nak naik teksi..naik keretalah and bla bla...tpkan..every citizen in this country has the equal right to use any public transportation yg disediakan termasuklah ktm..and i'm damn sure diorang have strong reason why they need to use the ktm on that particular day...luckily budak tu can use tongkat nak naik tangga kalu tak mahu kena berangkut...come onlah ktm..serive lambat but i know ktm is working on it...insyaAllah..tp bab2 mesra OKU nie..arent they suppose to build it masa diorang mula2 buat construction ke?? alih2 baru nak buat..dan mecacatkan pemandangan...huhuh..selamber jerk kutuk ktm..padahal aku antara pengguna setia nie..walaupun asyik tension dgn TnG kat certain station dinch takleh guna...adeh...

pulak pas ada lift nie..tolonglah kasi guna kat orang yg memerlukan yer pengguna2 yg mesra...cthnyer orang yg bawak beg besar nak mati (akulah tu)..terseksa oii..kalu berhenti kat bandar tasik selatan nak transfer ke ktm balik ukm...senget sebelah aku..nak mengangkat turn masuk ktm...

मोदेराते---तकदर kaitan..hahaha

Sapakah empunya diri dari Melaka itue???
sapa dapat cari identiti der aku kasi hadiah baek punya
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smlm aku join budak 동거(nayalah salah tafsir hahaha)...gi mkn minum...aku dah sakit2 tetap nak pedal ayam dgn makanan yg berminyak....cit..pas mkn der ckp nak jumpa orang kat klinik bersebelah dgn tempat mkn...sekali der dating kat situ gak seh..adeh..merana aku tunggu kat sejam gaklah kot...nasib baik kereta mewah...hahaha...masa dok tunggu ..aku terpikir...berapa banyak kalikah aku jadi cover up untuk couple2 nie yer?? mula2 ade abang azlan - dating kat tapah--beralasankan gi library awam...tetap bawak aku...pastu ada syikinand ayut--giler aku tak tahu diorang couple sejak zaman UiTM lagi..aku leh selamber badak tagged along jer dgn diorang...shariman sharina---perebutan???hahaha cite lamer-----yat and paroi---nice couple, nirmalan syuyu---nayalah aku dok serumah dgn diorang,,,oppsss cite itam nie...ustaz kim---motif diorang nak pegang tangak depan aku??? budak batch 87---sorang dah kawen sorang lagi??? dila dan faizal---motif nak gaduh2 depan aku??hhahahah...dan banyak lagi...sah2 memang muka aku sesuai untuk diangkut oleh orang2 yg nak gi dating tapi tetap nak kuar bertiga...hahahahhahaa

p/s: 질투--takder maknanyer...