ok the story continue..ahaha
i literaly suck.... in soccer i mean ahaha...obviously i couldnt even kick the ball ahaha...malu seh when people suddenly appeared and starting to give you this weird looks ahaha...yes i'm a kaki bangku but being a good collegue and sporting bro..i accepted the invitation which turned me into a quite intertaining clown...ahahaa...
few thing for sure:
1. i'm the only perosn with big thick glasses in kat fustal court
2. i'm the only person who used both leg to kick the ball
3. i'm the only person who played not more that 5 minute ahaahha
anyway,, definetly i'll just stay on the bench supporting the team...ahahaha..dgn pop-pop leh??ahaha
we played in Shah Alam...not sure where since i fall asleep on the way and then we lepaking at hakim ....passed by baiduri ahaha...waa rindu mahu pergi ke sana...cik bujie when can i come and visit you?? ahaha...as for now trying my best to stay awake since i need to go to the lab early in the morning to do my preinoculum and shut down the GCMS...and of courselah dah kul 515am i might as well stay a few more minutes for subuh prayer ..Insya Allah...
well nak tengok drama bersirilak..adioss
금요일, 8월 06, 2010
yucks
i'm a jerk...yes it is...well it is me so showed enthusiams to be part of the road trip..but things changed last minute when suddenly I just bailed out..ahahaha...sorry guys i just not into it any more...yes both of you can be mad at me since i the one who agreed and promise..but again i'm sorry...and yes words couldnt do anything rite now...
well i stayed until 7.00 pm today thanks to datin who really saved me this time ...ahaha..and again...
not sure what to write..again continue later..
i have futsal games to attend...ahaahah....dont laugh..aaaahaha
well i stayed until 7.00 pm today thanks to datin who really saved me this time ...ahaha..and again...
not sure what to write..again continue later..
i have futsal games to attend...ahaahah....dont laugh..aaaahaha
수요일, 8월 04, 2010
yuyyu
it was my 1st time..therefore i'm entitle to piss off, mad, get moody and so on..therefore let it be...!!!
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just a remainder to myself that i'm to be blame of what had happened..besides i already choose the path...then bare it like man..not sissy!!!!
yes when i'm in pain i'll bulid this big, thick giant wall that separate me and the person..yes sounds silly..hey i'm a man with great imagination..and this is indeed my way to deal with the problem..sorry if i hurt u but i'm happy like this although my face doesnt match with it..
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as for today...i'm abit off with the works that i supposed to complete before december...adeh...talking about D4 alanine which supposed to be come in together with other...haishh....another 2 to 3 weeks...demmit...my medium couldnt last forever and that fact that i did a stupid thing since i was so desperated that i cut the bottle into two pieces leaving the medium vunerable to atmosphere...adeh...
the class was bored..and being me chek lan..i literarry gasping for "help" for the lecturer so that he could stop for at leaqst 10 minute before continuing giving bored speech which was quite knowledgeable..but..bored..ahahaha...4hrs of lecture without 10 minute break..never had one..and now i know about definetly i'll adjust it accordingly so that students wont fall asleep like what I have done previously...sorry prof..ahaha
and another thing i havent updated my log book which i need to sumbit it this friday...alhai...tampal jerlah fragment tu dah..ahahaha...
oh yes..i went to TPM graduation day..which took me back to the day i had my graduation day at Donyang..which was so similar with what they have in TPM...well..i guess that is how diploma student received their certificant after 3 years of craving and honeymoon..ahahaha...
well i'm off outing agian tonight..waaa follow fir....no i dont to stay at home...and yes i enjoyed my sleep last night...without any screaming, or hands gesture..ahahah..thanks dude...ahaha
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just a remainder to myself that i'm to be blame of what had happened..besides i already choose the path...then bare it like man..not sissy!!!!
yes when i'm in pain i'll bulid this big, thick giant wall that separate me and the person..yes sounds silly..hey i'm a man with great imagination..and this is indeed my way to deal with the problem..sorry if i hurt u but i'm happy like this although my face doesnt match with it..
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as for today...i'm abit off with the works that i supposed to complete before december...adeh...talking about D4 alanine which supposed to be come in together with other...haishh....another 2 to 3 weeks...demmit...my medium couldnt last forever and that fact that i did a stupid thing since i was so desperated that i cut the bottle into two pieces leaving the medium vunerable to atmosphere...adeh...
the class was bored..and being me chek lan..i literarry gasping for "help" for the lecturer so that he could stop for at leaqst 10 minute before continuing giving bored speech which was quite knowledgeable..but..bored..ahahaha...4hrs of lecture without 10 minute break..never had one..and now i know about definetly i'll adjust it accordingly so that students wont fall asleep like what I have done previously...sorry prof..ahaha
and another thing i havent updated my log book which i need to sumbit it this friday...alhai...tampal jerlah fragment tu dah..ahahaha...
oh yes..i went to TPM graduation day..which took me back to the day i had my graduation day at Donyang..which was so similar with what they have in TPM...well..i guess that is how diploma student received their certificant after 3 years of craving and honeymoon..ahahaha...
well i'm off outing agian tonight..waaa follow fir....no i dont to stay at home...and yes i enjoyed my sleep last night...without any screaming, or hands gesture..ahahah..thanks dude...ahaha
화요일, 8월 03, 2010
ngatuk
ok i was about to cry after hearing that my dad slept as the bus station yesterday night since he missed the bus to get back home after settling the problem that was caused by my big stupid twin brother...if only i know how big the impact...or at least the outcome of it..definetly i will go agains the idea of helping my twin...for god sake you're 26 !!! get a grip and stop causing trouble to mum and dad!!!!
yes i shouldnt blog about this but since i dont have anything to hide or ashamed i guess i should just say it out loud!!!
yes i'm a jerk for not helping him ...my own blood...we even share the same blood...but like previous post..i cant just tolerate wuf it anymore...
thanks to keri and fir for taking me outing although the destination were Kedai ikan and hair saloon...at least i relax and not thinking about the problem...there goes my plan nak blaik kampung...dush....
i cant possibly understand how on earth my dad can face the problem so calmly...as for my mom of course she in her moody and fiecery angry mode...but being a mother she still try her best to solve the problem correctly...and as for me...my hypertension is getting worsen...today i feel like my head is abotu to blown to pieces...definetly i need to get prescription from the doctor tomorrow....huhuuhhuhuhuh..yes i'm 26 and i already dignosed wuf hypertension...too much of seafod i guess...
in the car i ask keri ...am i a good actor? and he quickly answered ..NO!!!..you're so predictable..ahahaha...well if i'm not in a good mood (always not in a good mood) ...a big wrinkle wuf a faked smile will appeard on my face...how hard i tried to cover it it would be worsen eventually...fir added....you're the most complicated person i 've ever met..2nd to be precisely...after aie...(another watak which i just met ahahaha)...
well... today was quite bored since i had to attend one day meeting when i was so looking foward to do my experiment...but jengjeng..someone..a very STUPID and mean student ( i assume) put my precious glycerol stock in a beaker when it was suppose to be kept in a orange box wuf a cover on it...and that meang student even placed the tag and seal the beaker wuf parfilm nicely...well maybe the box was hes/her..but please do inform me first about it sothat i dont go freak and acting like a mad person trying to search for my glycerol stock..well guess what i hope u lose your sample!!!damn you!!...ok i supposely not to say that...sorry...but i a bit upset and amd about this....
well enough wuf the rambling ..need to get some sleep since i'll be attending talk @ KLCC...waaaa...leh pusing2 KL suria...ahahaha.. adios...
and to you know who are you...welcome back...ahahaha
yes i shouldnt blog about this but since i dont have anything to hide or ashamed i guess i should just say it out loud!!!
yes i'm a jerk for not helping him ...my own blood...we even share the same blood...but like previous post..i cant just tolerate wuf it anymore...
thanks to keri and fir for taking me outing although the destination were Kedai ikan and hair saloon...at least i relax and not thinking about the problem...there goes my plan nak blaik kampung...dush....
i cant possibly understand how on earth my dad can face the problem so calmly...as for my mom of course she in her moody and fiecery angry mode...but being a mother she still try her best to solve the problem correctly...and as for me...my hypertension is getting worsen...today i feel like my head is abotu to blown to pieces...definetly i need to get prescription from the doctor tomorrow....huhuuhhuhuhuh..yes i'm 26 and i already dignosed wuf hypertension...too much of seafod i guess...
in the car i ask keri ...am i a good actor? and he quickly answered ..NO!!!..you're so predictable..ahahaha...well if i'm not in a good mood (always not in a good mood) ...a big wrinkle wuf a faked smile will appeard on my face...how hard i tried to cover it it would be worsen eventually...fir added....you're the most complicated person i 've ever met..2nd to be precisely...after aie...(another watak which i just met ahahaha)...
well... today was quite bored since i had to attend one day meeting when i was so looking foward to do my experiment...but jengjeng..someone..a very STUPID and mean student ( i assume) put my precious glycerol stock in a beaker when it was suppose to be kept in a orange box wuf a cover on it...and that meang student even placed the tag and seal the beaker wuf parfilm nicely...well maybe the box was hes/her..but please do inform me first about it sothat i dont go freak and acting like a mad person trying to search for my glycerol stock..well guess what i hope u lose your sample!!!damn you!!...ok i supposely not to say that...sorry...but i a bit upset and amd about this....
well enough wuf the rambling ..need to get some sleep since i'll be attending talk @ KLCC...waaaa...leh pusing2 KL suria...ahahaha.. adios...
and to you know who are you...welcome back...ahahaha
일요일, 8월 01, 2010
welcome back...
quite awhile since i wrote @ this blog...
well actually i'm planning to delete it..but something keep me thinking about this blog...
while i started this blog in mid of 2004 kot...after found out that blogging was quite cool at that time..besides not many people ----my friends dont know aobut it..i keep it under radar....ala nobody wants to know what i've been doing day and nightkan...ahahaha
well...i went through quite a lot these days..not recently but...started after i was back from NZ...huhuh...love is cruel for someone who has never been in it or at least feel it...and it took me hard!!! really hard that i'm not sure what to do...so i guess the main reason for me to delete this blog is i want to forget everthing and move on...but hey.. it not that simple... that orang can say move on...sounds easy..well it is true..when you lose someone it stays with you..always reminding you of how easy it is to get hurt....well in my case.. i lose and it will stay..until i've gone i guess
enough with it..becos i dont want that thing to bother me again...never...and i guess i have been design not to feel love or at least loving other...i'm just a free soul...alone..and will never be love by anyone...welll that what i've though and plant inside this complicated mind...ahahah...(faked laugh btw )
hmm...what else arr....oh yeah...i'm back to the road isnyaAllah...and this time PEnang it is...and next would be my sweet home...but not that sweet after what had happen!!!
hmmm....mom a bit upset since i did tell her about the story about my big stupid brother who cares about himself and never bother to THINK and ACT accordingly!!!!
yes he is indeed my twin..but sorry to say i DONT have any feeling or felt not even a thing when he is in trouble..i guess i just HATE him so much ..TOO MUCH..after what he have done to mum, dad my sis and to ME!!!!
what on earth is he doing rite now?? stop acting stupid and please please obey mum and dad!!!
i'm still piss off wuf him..and i simply couldnt understand how mom and dad cope wuf this...well being a parent is hard...and i respect both of my parents for their patient...
i never tell anyone aobut my brother if people ask or simply dont talk about it...
yes he is older than me and therefore i should respect himm but for the moment i just dont want to!!!
hoping he knows what he's doing and PLEASE wake UP!!!!
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note to myself...
몸 조심해자...옛날 처럼 행동하자...
well actually i'm planning to delete it..but something keep me thinking about this blog...
while i started this blog in mid of 2004 kot...after found out that blogging was quite cool at that time..besides not many people ----my friends dont know aobut it..i keep it under radar....ala nobody wants to know what i've been doing day and nightkan...ahahaha
well...i went through quite a lot these days..not recently but...started after i was back from NZ...huhuh...love is cruel for someone who has never been in it or at least feel it...and it took me hard!!! really hard that i'm not sure what to do...so i guess the main reason for me to delete this blog is i want to forget everthing and move on...but hey.. it not that simple... that orang can say move on...sounds easy..well it is true..when you lose someone it stays with you..always reminding you of how easy it is to get hurt....well in my case.. i lose and it will stay..until i've gone i guess
enough with it..becos i dont want that thing to bother me again...never...and i guess i have been design not to feel love or at least loving other...i'm just a free soul...alone..and will never be love by anyone...welll that what i've though and plant inside this complicated mind...ahahah...(faked laugh btw )
hmm...what else arr....oh yeah...i'm back to the road isnyaAllah...and this time PEnang it is...and next would be my sweet home...but not that sweet after what had happen!!!
hmmm....mom a bit upset since i did tell her about the story about my big stupid brother who cares about himself and never bother to THINK and ACT accordingly!!!!
yes he is indeed my twin..but sorry to say i DONT have any feeling or felt not even a thing when he is in trouble..i guess i just HATE him so much ..TOO MUCH..after what he have done to mum, dad my sis and to ME!!!!
what on earth is he doing rite now?? stop acting stupid and please please obey mum and dad!!!
i'm still piss off wuf him..and i simply couldnt understand how mom and dad cope wuf this...well being a parent is hard...and i respect both of my parents for their patient...
i never tell anyone aobut my brother if people ask or simply dont talk about it...
yes he is older than me and therefore i should respect himm but for the moment i just dont want to!!!
hoping he knows what he's doing and PLEASE wake UP!!!!
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note to myself...
몸 조심해자...옛날 처럼 행동하자...
토요일, 7월 10, 2010
bla bla
Officially i've become obsessed wuf the GCMS - - - sampaikan simple error (pressurized tak btullah setting dia ahaha)
one basic troubleshooting taught by the engineer-----whenever u have problem, use the default setting...from there u can identify and solve it rather that hurting ur head thinking about it...ahahaah
as for the HPLC...err nantilah gua amel pusing ahaha...
merely a separation technique meh...based on RT which is influeced by the mobile phase...bla bla bla..
MS however provides greater resolution (not too accurate since we already have hybrid (msms, torf etc)
as for my project...selamat tingal pokok karas.. i'm off wuf LAB adeh...please no molecular works...tak minat but since i;m dealing wuf bacteria molecular will be the best option as I need to prepare for conversion to PhD...adeh...and currently I'm only thinking about C13 rather than protein profilling@ crystalization...which would be ok although i'm more to metabolite elucidation ---hakikatnya mahu ke NZ lagi nak training disitu aahahaha ---
novelity is important in Phd...jadi C13lah..ahaha...NZ NZ....morgan u did on c13 and already gotten the library rite..ahahaha
as for now, i better continue on the MSTFA method validation and optimization since I need to complete this chapter before heading to C13 or Protein profilling...hoping the symposium would give me some idea on what to do next..and of course to find suitable co-supervisor as I really need 2nd opinion for my current project..and yeah i need to start on my writing on the MCF part which i are ought to write in MALAY....adeh.....
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Dr. Ain..if u read this can I join Afiq for the training in Singapore??? Please please....two heads are much better than one..ahahaha please consider this as i'm also still an amature wuf it...ahahaha
one basic troubleshooting taught by the engineer-----whenever u have problem, use the default setting...from there u can identify and solve it rather that hurting ur head thinking about it...ahahaah
as for the HPLC...err nantilah gua amel pusing ahaha...
merely a separation technique meh...based on RT which is influeced by the mobile phase...bla bla bla..
MS however provides greater resolution (not too accurate since we already have hybrid (msms, torf etc)
as for my project...selamat tingal pokok karas.. i'm off wuf LAB adeh...please no molecular works...tak minat but since i;m dealing wuf bacteria molecular will be the best option as I need to prepare for conversion to PhD...adeh...and currently I'm only thinking about C13 rather than protein profilling@ crystalization...which would be ok although i'm more to metabolite elucidation ---hakikatnya mahu ke NZ lagi nak training disitu aahahaha ---
novelity is important in Phd...jadi C13lah..ahaha...NZ NZ....morgan u did on c13 and already gotten the library rite..ahahaha
as for now, i better continue on the MSTFA method validation and optimization since I need to complete this chapter before heading to C13 or Protein profilling...hoping the symposium would give me some idea on what to do next..and of course to find suitable co-supervisor as I really need 2nd opinion for my current project..and yeah i need to start on my writing on the MCF part which i are ought to write in MALAY....adeh.....
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Dr. Ain..if u read this can I join Afiq for the training in Singapore??? Please please....two heads are much better than one..ahahaha please consider this as i'm also still an amature wuf it...ahahaha
화요일, 7월 06, 2010
목요일, 7월 01, 2010
pagi...
i'll be the 4th presentor (around 10am...) jadi jom lepaki pasar...minum2
craving for yesterday's nasi dagang...waaaaa...so sdep seh....
insyaAllh everything will go according to plan...dan hoping tak banyak kena tembak..since i'm only doing optimization but hey i managed to complete the sugar degradation pathway..siap dgn byproduct semau...wawawa terkejut but hoping they would like and accept it....jgn tmebak saya byk2...i'm on vacation mood rite now..ahahaha...
thanked god culture yg dok terperam for more than 2 days tak berbau...stink a bit due to the medium... but still oklah...
ok ...i miss you...i cant do anything...just hoping and keep waiting...
craving for yesterday's nasi dagang...waaaaa...so sdep seh....
insyaAllh everything will go according to plan...dan hoping tak banyak kena tembak..since i'm only doing optimization but hey i managed to complete the sugar degradation pathway..siap dgn byproduct semau...wawawa terkejut but hoping they would like and accept it....jgn tmebak saya byk2...i'm on vacation mood rite now..ahahaha...
thanked god culture yg dok terperam for more than 2 days tak berbau...stink a bit due to the medium... but still oklah...
ok ...i miss you...i cant do anything...just hoping and keep waiting...
수요일, 6월 30, 2010
hard
almost felt asleep while riding my bike to the office...adeh..
alhamdulillah nothing happened..but hey i managed to twist my index finger and rite now look like jolie's lips ahaha...
i made my decission yesterday night (took the entire night and came out with fnal decission).
yes it is a dream come true but since a mom's blessing is important i guess i'm decline it.
waste of time but a good catch...beside i can still pursuit my dream here in Ukm..isnyaAllah...
but the decission did take quite hard on me...rite now i just finished touch up my MGI presentation which would be held tomorrow (which i dont know when i'll be giving my speech and for how long)
and then i'm off exploring the world...ahaha...
the best part I just booked the hotel today when i supposed to settle it weeks before executing my evil plan...
hoping that everthing would be ok and goes according to plan...
rite..i need to prepare myself for the long hours of hopping while sleeping on death bolted chair....adeh....
pray hard play hard and hope for the best hard!!! amin
alhamdulillah nothing happened..but hey i managed to twist my index finger and rite now look like jolie's lips ahaha...
i made my decission yesterday night (took the entire night and came out with fnal decission).
yes it is a dream come true but since a mom's blessing is important i guess i'm decline it.
waste of time but a good catch...beside i can still pursuit my dream here in Ukm..isnyaAllah...
but the decission did take quite hard on me...rite now i just finished touch up my MGI presentation which would be held tomorrow (which i dont know when i'll be giving my speech and for how long)
and then i'm off exploring the world...ahaha...
the best part I just booked the hotel today when i supposed to settle it weeks before executing my evil plan...
hoping that everthing would be ok and goes according to plan...
rite..i need to prepare myself for the long hours of hopping while sleeping on death bolted chair....adeh....
pray hard play hard and hope for the best hard!!! amin
yuyu
received to offer letter yesterday...
and mak was so relief when i said that i'm not going...
but hey...
anything is possible...
since i've like 3 month to look for scholarship...
ahahahahaha---evil laugh...
yesterday karoake section was quite ok...2 days of continuos karoake...
cam nie leh tahun depan leh masuk AF ahaha...
btw...
i'm out to explore the world...
and mak was so relief when i said that i'm not going...
but hey...
anything is possible...
since i've like 3 month to look for scholarship...
ahahahahaha---evil laugh...
yesterday karoake section was quite ok...2 days of continuos karoake...
cam nie leh tahun depan leh masuk AF ahaha...
btw...
i'm out to explore the world...
화요일, 6월 29, 2010
1.28am
mak was a bit upset after she discovered about it...
adeh...
and i havent started my analysis on the data which i need to present on this coming thursday...
time up and i need to make my final decision which is indeed my turning point in life...
at the age of 25 (suku abad???) i'm forcing myself to be what i've wanted to be or to go with what I have...
both equally lead to stressful and hectic life...
now... should I go for it or run from it...
likely i'll run from it cos i just purchased a run - one way - ticket....
and again...i'm running away from everyone...simply becos...
i'm good at running!!!!
p/s: best medicine to combat fever - 3hrs of singing added with lemon pepsi...ahahaha
adeh...
and i havent started my analysis on the data which i need to present on this coming thursday...
time up and i need to make my final decision which is indeed my turning point in life...
at the age of 25 (suku abad???) i'm forcing myself to be what i've wanted to be or to go with what I have...
both equally lead to stressful and hectic life...
now... should I go for it or run from it...
likely i'll run from it cos i just purchased a run - one way - ticket....
and again...i'm running away from everyone...simply becos...
i'm good at running!!!!
p/s: best medicine to combat fever - 3hrs of singing added with lemon pepsi...ahahaha
월요일, 6월 28, 2010
토요일, 6월 26, 2010
yuyuyu
bosan...any plan?? please include me tooo
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i did cry about it...not sure what to do...
seriously i dont know...
i need a break...
again...
running away would be the best option for now...
but i guess that is the reality...
so there goes my opportunity...
....
had a dream.. which i assume to be related to it...
and most of the dreams i've had did come true...
then just what for it...
again
i wish i can go...amin
목요일, 6월 24, 2010
dush...
sehari suntuk berkejar sana sini nak settledkan hal experiment..alhamdulillah kuarpun result walaupun tak seberapa but still adalah gak..dgn takder glass insertnyer..siap nak recyclelak tu...adeh...
but still muka ini terpancar kesedihan dan murung...smuapun ckp camtu..+ dikata tension...ahaha...
half of it btul sebab pasal offer tu...waaa...saya nak gi!!! kalulah saya ini anak raja dan duit itu tak jadi masalah....huhuhu...entahlah...
jadi minggu nie saya down sesangat...
berat badan makin bertambah nie..ahaha
wish i can go...amin...
but still muka ini terpancar kesedihan dan murung...smuapun ckp camtu..+ dikata tension...ahaha...
half of it btul sebab pasal offer tu...waaa...saya nak gi!!! kalulah saya ini anak raja dan duit itu tak jadi masalah....huhuhu...entahlah...
jadi minggu nie saya down sesangat...
berat badan makin bertambah nie..ahaha
wish i can go...amin...
화요일, 6월 22, 2010
금요일, 6월 18, 2010
alhamdulillah
how should i begin this???
I nailed it!!!
terjerit cam apa jer...
sorry bro terjerit kat ko...
now....
sampai yg sudi pinjamkan saya USD100,000???
I nailed it!!!
terjerit cam apa jer...
sorry bro terjerit kat ko...
now....
sampai yg sudi pinjamkan saya USD100,000???
pesanan ringkas...
sorry beb bukan silent treatment atau apa..tp kredit abis..ahaha..tak bertopup2 lagi nie...
wei hang deactivated hang punya FB ka??
awat yer??
YMpun lamer tak on
taklah bz sangat but constantly ada dlm bilik gcms...
tak menyempat nak on9...
good luck exam...
dah jgn nak emo2...
ahahaha
wei hang deactivated hang punya FB ka??
awat yer??
YMpun lamer tak on
taklah bz sangat but constantly ada dlm bilik gcms...
tak menyempat nak on9...
good luck exam...
dah jgn nak emo2...
ahahaha
월요일, 6월 14, 2010
cuti...
sempoi bertshirt dan berpeluh ..nasib baek tak kena halau..ahahaNote to myself
1. bunga telur tinggal dlm kete - 1st time dapat telur itik
2. nyesal control mkn masa kenduri kawen
3. sila mkn dgn banyak waktu pagi kalu tak lunch jadi super emos
4. Sila SURVEY dulu sebelum gi terjah pastu nyesal
next trip..kedah JOM...
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