hard

almost felt asleep while riding my bike to the office...adeh..

alhamdulillah nothing happened..but hey i managed to twist my index finger and rite now look like jolie's lips ahaha...

i made my decission yesterday night (took the entire night and came out with fnal decission).

yes it is a dream come true but since a mom's blessing is important i guess i'm decline it.

waste of time but a good catch...beside i can still pursuit my dream here in Ukm..isnyaAllah...

but the decission did take quite hard on me...rite now i just finished touch up my MGI presentation which would be held tomorrow (which i dont know when i'll be giving my speech and for how long)

and then i'm off exploring the world...ahaha...

the best part I just booked the hotel today when i supposed to settle it weeks before executing my evil plan...

hoping that everthing would be ok and goes according to plan...
rite..i need to prepare myself for the long hours of hopping while sleeping on death bolted chair....adeh....

pray hard play hard and hope for the best hard!!! amin

yuyu

received to offer letter yesterday...
and mak was so relief when i said that i'm not going...
but hey...
anything is possible...

since i've like 3 month to look for scholarship...
ahahahahaha---evil laugh...

yesterday karoake section was quite ok...2 days of continuos karoake...
cam nie leh tahun depan leh masuk AF ahaha...

btw...
i'm out to explore the world...

1.28am

mak was a bit upset after she discovered about it...

adeh...

and i havent started my analysis on the data which i need to present on this coming thursday...

time up and i need to make my final decision which is indeed my turning point in life...

at the age of 25 (suku abad???) i'm forcing myself to be what i've wanted to be or to go with what I have...

both equally lead to stressful and hectic life...

now... should I go for it or run from it...

likely i'll run from it cos i just purchased a run - one way - ticket....

and again...i'm running away from everyone...simply becos...

i'm good at running!!!!

p/s: best medicine to combat fever - 3hrs of singing added with lemon pepsi...ahahaha

demam

i'm sick of myself...

ehh silap..

demam dan tak larat...

saya mahu pulang..byebye..

yuyuyu

bosan...any plan?? please include me tooo

****

i did cry about it...not sure what to do...

seriously i dont know...

i need a break...

again...

running away would be the best option for now...

but i guess that is the reality...

so there goes my opportunity...

....

had a dream.. which i assume to be related to it...

and most of the dreams i've had did come true...

then just what for it...

again

i wish i can go...amin

dush...

sehari suntuk berkejar sana sini nak settledkan hal experiment..alhamdulillah kuarpun result walaupun tak seberapa but still adalah gak..dgn takder glass insertnyer..siap nak recyclelak tu...adeh...

but still muka ini terpancar kesedihan dan murung...smuapun ckp camtu..+ dikata tension...ahaha...

half of it btul sebab pasal offer tu...waaa...saya nak gi!!! kalulah saya ini anak raja dan duit itu tak jadi masalah....huhuhu...entahlah...

jadi minggu nie saya down sesangat...

berat badan makin bertambah nie..ahaha


wish i can go...amin...

yeah

to go or not to go???

dream come true vs finish what i've started

i dont know...

alhamdulillah

how should i begin this???


I nailed it!!!

terjerit cam apa jer...

sorry bro terjerit kat ko...

now....

sampai yg sudi pinjamkan saya USD100,000???

pesanan ringkas...

sorry beb bukan silent treatment atau apa..tp kredit abis..ahaha..tak bertopup2 lagi nie...
wei hang deactivated hang punya FB ka??
awat yer??

YMpun lamer tak on
taklah bz sangat but constantly ada dlm bilik gcms...
tak menyempat nak on9...

good luck exam...
dah jgn nak emo2...
ahahaha

Admit

sigh...

I hate missing you!!!

cuti...

sempoi bertshirt dan berpeluh ..nasib baek tak kena halau..ahaha

Note to myself

1. bunga telur tinggal dlm kete - 1st time dapat telur itik

2. nyesal control mkn masa kenduri kawen

3. sila mkn dgn banyak waktu pagi kalu tak lunch jadi super emos

4. Sila SURVEY dulu sebelum gi terjah pastu nyesal

next trip..kedah JOM...

defines happiness

perbualan antara 2 watak

aku: defines happiness!
watak 1: aku bahagia jer

aku: defines happiness!
watak 2: I did

conclusion
- aku dituduh stress disebabkah suka berjambang...


..................................

aku letih menunggu...bila nak sampai nie?
aku nak blah cepat!!!

photo

cuti!!!!

crucial

aku bersalah...

jadi biarkan aku pergi...

amin...

puzzle

aku tak tahu nak expect apa...

berdebar, takut...

Doakan yg terbaek untuk saya...

serabut..but still going..bye...

huray 2

cant stop laughing and smiling about it...ahahahaha...

adeh...

masih berfikir-fikir lagi...

anyway...

doakan yang terbaek buat saya...

amin...